Sid's pov
I snuggle holding her in my arms...her fragrance is calming down my stress
I feel like to hide her forever in my arms
n that thought made me open my eyes in shock
I got scared of my own feelings
she started to feel this hug is turning intense
not seems like a friendly one.
but she knows I got worried for her n that's why this reaction come out from me
both left eachother in a way that our bodies are burning coz of eachother's touch....
mine scaring about this new feelings n she feeling guilty because of this beautiful moments blooming in between us in past few days....
The gap is not much between us but yeah we lost in eachother's warmth
I started to scan her face ... drinking her beauty where her eyes are finding something precious on floor
coz of nervousness she didn't lift her eyes n I was trying hard to shift my eyes from her face but I am finding this difficult
she decided to broke the ice
Shehnaaz:- si.. Sidharth kya hua achanak aise....mera matlab hai ki
Sid :- still didn't blink my eyes
where were you
Shehnaaz:- ohh bina bataye gayi isliye pareshan hue...I am sorry m wo
she utter looking her face but before she could complete her sentence
he asked in same tone
Sid :- kaha gayi thi....
Shehnaaz:- get nervous listening his tone
wo..
vansh....uska call aaya tha....wo wo ek workshop arrange kr chuka hai aur uski..
my eyes turned red when I heard where she was n specially wid whom
yes that gave me pain
I don't know her going without telling me is hurting me or her being wid vansh is more hurting me...I don't know
my head is bursting wid anger
I was literally reach here after rash driving n here she is enjoying her time wid someone else..
that hurt me....
Sid :- where is ur phn
Shehnaaz:- wo...wo switched off ...pata nahi kaise mene charge Kiya...
Sid :- show me
I ask n look me wid confused gaze but slowly put her hand inside her bag n take out her black phn
she forwarded it I snatch n throw on wall opposite to me....
she close her eyes coz the loud sound of her phn crashed on wall scattered on floor
she started to take high breaths n slowly open her eyes n turn to look at her phn
it's broken pieces fallen on floor n I heard her sob
Writer's pov
She covered her mouth n sob little
he turn his face other side moving fingers in his hairs....
Shehnaaz:- mer...mera phn
Sid :- kis kam ka jab jarurat ho tab bat na ho paye meri tumse
Shehnaaz:- turn in anger n turn him around holding his shoulder
samjte m kya ho khudko....kahi ke raja ho...jo kahoge wo sab hona chaiye....jab phn karogo tab hum hazir ho jaye...
meri apni koi zindagi nahi hai...Haan
she push him by pressing her palms on his chest....
Sid just continue to look at her while greeting his teeths
Shehnaaz:- jab laye the tab samj gayi thi apni kismat man Li thi mene... acceptance aa gaya tha...ki ab yehi life.... tumhari har bat man ni...untill I give u baby aur fir chup chap chale jana hai....u...just because of u I started to think that u forgot about that contract...u become my friend....ab nahi jarurat muze tumse darne ki....
galat soch rahi thi na m....meri kismat ab bhi wahi hai...gulmai krne ki
she greet her teeth uttering last word her eyes turned red
he clutch her cheeks in his one big palm
Sid :- shut the fuck up....samj aayi....I was worried for you..
something
before he complete she winced in pain coz of his grip on her cheeks
she pushed his hand shedding tears
Shehnaaz:- u shut up sidharth....har waqt hukum chalate rehte ho....kya ho gaya agar mene apne liye kuch socha...khudki khushi ke bare m socha....
Sid :- why was wid u that mother fucker vansh
Shehnaaz:- point her index finger
watch ur words....he Is way better than u
n that's it....it's trigger his anger to the no limit....
Shehnaaz:- at least he is helping me to persue my dreams....unlike u.....who want to cage me 24/7....
hospital leke Jana khana pine ka khayal rakhna good morning good night wish Krna...sirf itni nahi hoti dosti...
tumne pata hai aj ehsaas dila diya ki m kitni galat thi tumko dost manke....
m ek contract mother se jada kuch nahi hu tumhare liye....m Jan chuki hu mr sidharth thakur
n that pierced needless in his heart....her calling him wid full name for the first time...
it hurt him
n when he get hurt he make others hurt even more
Sid :- bahot jald samaj gayi..
kisne bola tha bhulne ko uss contract ko....ur right mene hi tumhe false friendship ke hopes diye....tum ek contract mother se jada aur kuch ban bhi nahi sakti mere liye
n she just stare him wid blank eyes
Sid :- aur contract ki bat nikali hi hai...toh uske hisab se tumne muze bina bataye ghar ke bhar kadam kaise rakha Haan
he shout on top of his voice
her going wid vansh spending time wid vansh triggering his anger more....
she flinched n slowly put her hand on her heart to stop her wild heartbeat which raised because of his voice
she wid shivering hand wipe her tears....
Shehnaaz:- lower down her gaze
so....sorry sir ...aagese galati nahi hogi
she just finish her sentence n sid in fraction of second hold her arms n pull her near him...
she lift her gaze....
Sid :- what did u just call me...
Shehnaaz didn't get scared now In fact look directly in his eyes by her red swollen one
Shehnaaz:- s...sir....
he pull her face more closer to his
Sid :- dare u said that again
Shehnaaz:- jiska khaa rahi hu...jiske bharose jee rahi hu...uski gulam hi toh hu...aur gulam unke Malik ko sir hi bulate hai
Sid :- push her slightly n raised his voice
shut up....shut the fuck up.....ek aur gatiya chiz boli na muzse bura koi nahi hoga...
Shehnaaz:- oh..nayi chiz add Hui kya contract me...muze bat bhi ab tumse puch ke krni hogi
Sid :- contract.....Haan hai uss contract me...ab khush....
she nod n turn to collect her phns broken pieces
it's not like that phn is so lavish or something important for her
come on she even don't have anyone to talk except sidharth n now vansh...
it's just that phn hold many memories..her father bought wid his hard earnings...that many have many pictures of her family
to which she everyday see n cry missing them
Sid rub his face turning otherside
in that process he wipe his tears.....
hmm he cried.... don't know after how many years....
she collect all parts n stand up... without saying anything she started move towards her room
but she suddenly stopped when she feel her dupatta tighten around her neck...
she thought its get stuck in tables corner or something
but when she turned she get shocked for a moment finding Hulk like man sitting on his knees bowing down his head... looking towards her feet n most cute part is...him holding her dupatta in a strong grip in his fist
Sid :- I am sorry
he utter slowly still looking to her feets ...
n she also feel immense pain looking her
she put that phns pieces on table n kneeled down infront of him
he still holding her dupatta corner
she try to take out from his hand....by pulling it
he didn't loosen the grip
Shehnaaz:- neatly observe his face n she knows he is hurt
hua kya hai
she ask him....
Sid :- I.... something happened n I didn't found u home....I reach her in just 10 minutes cover half hour route driving fastly to just see u safe n sound at home....but u was not here....it's just make me stressed out n wo tujpe nikal gaya....
sry for breaking ur phn
Shehnaaz:- it's ok ....waise hua kya tha jo dar gaye meri safety ko leke
Sid's pov
abhi khud muze nahi pata....usko bata ke pareshan nahi kr sakta
Sid :- umm nothing bas aise hi fikar hone lagi tumhari
shehnaaz :- baby ko kuch nahi hone dungi m...kuch nahi hoga usse i promise
Sid :- tumhe bhi kuch nahi hona chaiye
he utter holding high intensity in his eyes...n she shiver... literally feel goosebumps on her skin
but before she could try to understand his intensified words her eyes land on his bruise
Shehnaaz :- leaned n touch his eyebrow corner
ye kya hua
Sid :- hold her wrist....n kiss her knuckles
nothing.... office m lag gayi
Shehnaaz:- Wrestling krne ka kam hai tumhara pata nahi tha
n he have small smile on his lips
he now look at her face wid his tired expressions
Sid :- q gayi thi vansh ke sath
he utter wid sad tone
she understand that but didn't able to find answer of his sadness
Shehnaaz:- he... called me...just after lunch.... evening m uski ek meeting thi jagah ko leke kuch bat krni thi....he arranged one big workshop jiske seats book ho chuke hai.... drawing workshop....ek bada hall book Kiya hai usne for 3 days....usko help chahiye thi meri to teach his students who joined his workshop....he is ready to pay me also.....muze waise bhi bore ho raha tha....so I decide to give this a try ...I am sorry m tumhe batana bhul gayi pehle....fir socha ke aane ke bad bata dungi....just 15 minutes ki hi doori pe thi m sidharth
Sid :- muze wo bhi bardasht nahi
Shehnaaz:- k..kya
he look towards his lap n lick his lips
she is wrong....she think he didn't think about her ..but he already planned for her...much bigger than this....he already buy one place n started his work to make that place best drawing school......for her
it's just he think to disclose this in evening before he give her surprise she surprised him
Sid :- is that safe
Shehnaaz:- Haan...tum mil bhi chuke ho vansh se remember
Sid :- tighten fist
usko kaise bhul sakta hu....
Shehnaaz:- smile....
aise hi gussa krdiya sidharth...itni si bat pe
Sid :- itni si bat nahi Hui meri jaan....how could u call urself my..sla....
he couldn't even able to complete the word slave but she understand
Shehnaaz:- I am sorry....I am really sorry..m bhi gussa ho gayi ....mera control loose Krna normal hai...m pregnant hu na... hormonal imbalance remember Dr said
Sid :- ye sahi hai....mera gussa is wild n tu kare toh pregnancy ka effect....sahi hai
n she chuckled looking to floor
but he pull her that dupatta n she slide near to him...there knees get touched
he hold her arms gently
Sid :- never said that again baby....aage Chalke kitni bhi badi ladai ho jaye ...tu ye chiz ye behuda bate nahi karegi mere samne.....u calling urself just a contract mother for me hurted me....tu bhi janti ab tu kya hai mere liye....pehle mene Jo Kiya tere sath wo meri galti thi...bevakoofi thi....tab bahot si chize pata nahi thi tere bare m....ab jab hum dono ek dusare ko bahot acchese jante hai....hum friends hai.... bahot acche right?
n she nod lowering her gaze
n he wrapped his arms around her
she rest her forehead on his shoulder
Shehnaaz:- that phn is close to my heart
Sid :- Naya de dunga baby....itna soch q rahi hai
Shehnaaz:- baba laye the unki first salary se....sabki pictures hai usme....meri bhene...maa baba...sab
n he ruffle her hairs
Sid :- sorry baby...maaf krde ..
Shehnaaz:- it's ok
she utter n lift her head but he again pulled her face on his shoulder
Sid :- sirf 5 minutes plz
she didn't protest coz she is also emotionally vulnerable
she rest her side of head on his shoulder n he hold her backside of neck
n other hand on her lower back
Sid :- it's not like ke muze teri parwa nahi hai...sabse jada hai....
Shehnaaz:- I know
Sid :- fir q kaha he is better than me...usne Tere bare m socha
Shehnaaz:- ur not allowing me to join that school as a teacher...not allowing me to do household chores...how will I pass my time...tum pura din bhar Hote ho...mera koi friend bhi nahi hai....bore ho jati hu
Sid :- uske pehle hi mene tere liye kuch soch rakha tha baby....
Shehnaaz:- kya
Sid :- jab pura ho jayega kam tab bataunga....
Shehnaaz:- I am sorry mene wo kaha....u are more more more more better than anyone on this earth
Sid :- smile like a kid
sacchi
Shehnaaz:- hmmm ab tak jitno ko bhi mili hu na including your brother.... your the angel for me sidharth.... zindagi aasan aur khubsurat bana rahe ho tum meri....pata nahi kaise mih se nikala wo sab...lekin trust me... your the best thing happened to me
n he kiss her head wid smile
now his anger get vanished
Sid :- it's ok ho jata hai..waise pata nahi tha gusse m tum meri barari kr logi...aj tak koi bani hi nahi thi jo mere gusse se takraye
Shehnaaz:- ab samj gaye honge
she utter wid tint of attitude
n he chuckled
Shehnaaz:- waise tumse Kam hi hai gussa....m gusse m kisi chiz todti vodti nahi hu
Sid :- kab tak sunayegi ye
Shehnaaz:- jab tak mere family ke pictures muze wapas nahi milenge tab tak
she pout again holding tears in her eyes
n he broke the hug
Sid :- m kr dunga baba....do u turst me
n she nod instantly
he kiss her forehead n ask
Sid :- had ur dinner
she nod in denial
Sid :- let's eat then
both stand up
n he hold her hand n take her inside kitchen
he wash his hand under sink n ask her through eyes to wash her hands
she is looking like lost....upset
he knows she is now regretting what she blunder created wid her words
Sid pull her hand again n wash it gently under the tap
she look there joined palms n look him through her peripheral view....
he cutely bang his side of head on her head
she smile
he serve there plates n they settled on table
he pull her chair closer to him...
he ask her to have food but she sit like frozen doll
Sid aside his plate n pull her plate in between them....
he make bite n force it in her mouth
she have that
Sid :- q soch rahi hai itna baba...ho gaya na ab...galti dono ki thi ...we both are at fault...ho gaya jo hona hai..akele tumne hi nahi mene bhi bahot kuch bola infact I started first....we said sorry maf Kiya..ho gayi bat khatam itna q sochna ab...
Shehnaaz:- mene bahot kuch bol diya
Sid :- it's ok meri jaan...m bhi bol deta hu...so what...ye toh sirf choti ladai thi....future m na jane kitni bar hogi....ladna is not wrong...ladai ke bad sort karke hum firse kaise sath rehte hai that's important.....aage bhi ladaiya hogi...hum bat kr lenge sort out kr lenge chizo ko aur pehle se bhi aur jada kareeb honge....
n he again feed her wid his hands....
she just feel scared listening his words....he is imagining future wid her....how's that possible..this question raised in her mind
Sid :- by the way m bhi bhooka hu
n she instantly leaving all the thoughts make bite n feed him
he smile looking her face
but she bite her next fingers in next bite....
Sid :- aauuuuu
Shehnaaz:- mera phn todne ke liye
pull her chair more that her legs are between his
Sid :- bola na de dunga Naya
Shehnaaz:- wid my old data
Sid :- jo hukum meri maa
n she chuckled
later she pass him his plate n start have her own food
but Sid continue to feed her from his plate... making special bites....by adding onion ring n green chutney at evry bite n she moaning while having it
suddenly he ask
Sid :- umm baby...tuze q bura laga jab mene uss vansh ko gali di
Shehnaaz:- usko kya kisi aur ko bhi dete mere samne tab bhi rokti
Sid :- sach...I mean...I.. thought u feel hurt mene tere naye dost ko gali di...
Shehnaaz:- kuch bhi...dost wagera nahi bane abhi hum...just kam ki bate hoti hai....
Sid :- good..jada hona bhi nahi chaiye
Shehnaaz:- kya
Sid :- kuch nahi
Shehnaaz:- agar tum mana Karo toh nahi jaungi workshop conduct krne
Sid :- jisme khushi milti hai wo sab kar baba...just tuze kuch nahi hona chaiye...tu safe rehni chaiye that's it
at first he said this words for baby but now he is openly mentioning about her only
she didn't notice
n kiss his knuckles who have beautiful big smile on his lips after her kiss
n they continue to have there food
Later he give her medicines n she did dressing of his wound where he act like a kid n she enjoy his acting.... watching her laugh again gives peace to his heart
n to just see her smile he can do anything....then he take her inside his room
Shehnaaz:- m thak gayi hu baba...sona hai
Sid :- sirf ek round
n he wink
to tease her he talk double meaning
but she is not that pro to identify double meaning
Shehnaaz:- ask innocently
kyaa
Sid throw his head back n laugh loudly
Sid :- kuch nahi ...ur phn is coming in sometime....n see ur old data I take in my laptop fir new phn me trasfer kr dunga...
n her eyes shine in happiness
Shehnaaz:- sach m
n he nod
she turn his laptop n watch her all old photos
he sit behind her lean on his elbow
Sid :- ye behene hai teri
she nod wid tears in her eyes
Sid :- ye choti wali kitni cute hai
n she chuckled
Shehnaaz:- sabse jada close hai mere....din bhar jiji ye jiji wo...bate hi nahi rukti thi
her voice get shaken
Sid wrapped his arms behind her n move back n forth consoling like a baby....
Sid :- they are always wid u meri jaan
Shehnaaz:- kuch naya pane ke liye purana sab gava diya mene
Sid :- kuch nahi chuta hai baba...m krunga sab thik....
Shehnaaz:- zuthi umeed na do sidharth ab ye impossible hai
Sid :- why so...if u love them I will make them to come here to meet u...bol karu
Shehnaaz:- fir man gaye bhi toh meri shadi karadenge uss gao ke mukhiye ke ghar me
Sid :- fir dur hi thik hai
n Shehnaz chuckled listening his words
n he coax her more in his arms....
later he handover her phn to her standing at her doorway
Shehnaaz:- thank you
Sid :- ur most welcomed meri jaan...
Shehnaaz:- kitno ko bolte ho na meri jaan meri sweetheart huhhhh
she twist her lips
Sid :- tu kahe toh aise milna bhi chod du bakio se...
n she chuckled on his cheesy line...
Shehnaaz:- gud night...
he bend n kiss her forehead wishing her same...
before she close the door he push it aside
Sid :- be ready by 9...we are going somewhere
Shehnaaz:- kaha
Sid :- 2 days trip
Shehnaaz:- traveling safe Hoga
Sid :- Dr se puch liya she said yes
n Shehnaz hug him
Shehnaaz:- hum kaha ja rahe hai
Sid :- not just we...kaushal Isha n my PA khushi hum sab ja rahe hai...there is an resort n amusement park something like that we will have fun
n she clap her hands in excitement
Shehnaaz:- yesss
Sid cup her cheek n rub his thumb pad on her cheek bone
Sid :- now take good rest....
n she nod close the door
he close his eyes n sigh
curse himself for hurting her
he try to sleep but he sleep in hew hours of morning
They get ready
n after taking there bags they sit in car
Shehnaaz:- chale
Sid :- ohh shit wait
he utter
Shehnaaz:- kya hua
Sid open door n run again upstairs
n come back wid cushions n pillow
he open her side of door n pull her at front n place pillows behind her lower back....
n she smile.... watching his care
he give quick kiss on her forehead n settled on driving seat
they reached there office from where he pick all other 3 members
watching his car
khushi smile looking him in white shirt n black jeans
he is looking drool worthy
but her eyebrows knitted looking Shehnaaz at front sit
Sid :- I'll be back baby
he utter n get down to place Isha's bag in trunk
khushi slowly move towards the window where Shehnaaz is sitted
khushi :- hey hi...u must be Shehnaaz
Shehnaaz:- ji...aap sidharth ki PA ho
khushi nod
Shehnaaz:- nice to meet u
khushi :- plain smile
same here
Isha come n stand beside khushi n saw her full expression
Isha :- ummm Shehnaaz will sit at backside...tumhare comfort ke liye better hoga...there is more space....
shehnaaz :- umm ok no problem
she get down holding her pillows
Isha push khushi at front sit
she get shocked n Isha wink...
later Isha settled near window Shehnaaz is sitting in middle....
Sid return while talking to kaushal
he sit at his driving seat n get shocked watching khushi beside him
khushi :- good morning sir...
Sid :- try to smile
hey hi....good morning
Isha :- hum trip pe hai khushi don't call him sir here at least
right sidharth
Sid :- umm yeah...
he look at front mirror to look Shehnaaz
n there eyes met....
he tighten his hold on steering wheel looking dangerously in her eyes
she understand somehow n blink her eyes telling him she is ok with sitting at back
kaushal after finishing his call sit inside beside Shehnaaz
kaushal :- how are u Shehnaz
he ask wid big smile n in friendly tone to not make her uncomfortable
Shehnaaz:- good
she said slowly n shift towards isha
suddenly kaushal chirp loudly
kaushal :- are u ready guys....
n Isha utter loudly yesss
n sid said no instantly
kaushal :- kya hua Bhai...petrol nahi bharwaya kya yar tune
Sid :- shut up idiot
n he get down from car
n open kaushal sides door
kaushal :- muze q nikal raha hai...
he utter like kid
n sid pull him down
Sid :- settled at his place near his Shehnaaz
guys I know u don't want to die too soon
Isha :- what kya bol raha hai
khushi :- are u ok
Sid :- no I am not...m bhool gaya that I didn't sleep last night so drive nahi kar paunga....kaushal Bhai pohcha hum sabki manzil tak
n kaushal sigh in irritation n stamp his foot on floor n settled in driving seat
kaushal :- kiske sath palang Tod performance de raha tha rat ko jo need nahi hui kutte
Sid :- teri bhabhi ke sath
n he close his eyes resting his head at headrest wrapped his arms around himself
deliberately touching his knees wid her legs.... sitting spreading his legs to just have her touch
listening his words Shehnaaz chuckle little
kaushal :- start the car
tu bata raha ya m Shehnaz se puchu
Sid :- try krle...bata diya toh man jau
kaushal :- Shehnaaz ye kaha tha kal rat
khushi :- usko kaise pata hoga
kaushal :- they live together baba...
Isha :- still wo thodi dhyan deti hogi uspe pura tym
kaushal :- tum dono judwa behno jaisi lag rahi ho....mmiii mmiiii ye q...wo q... dono ki sath m chal rahi hai
he create funny sound n Isha slap his head from back
n khushi chuckle
kaushal :- rubbing his head
batao na Shehnaz
n sid open his eyes n look her wid his signature gaze
she shiver
Shehnaaz:- m
.muze neend aa rahi hai
n she close her eyes
kaushal :- sale bacchi ko Dara ke rakha tune
n he recieve slap on his head again
this tym sidharth....
kaushal :- salo izzat karo meri...driver naraj hua na...bhagwan ke sath meeting kar wayega....
n while talking this he skip speed breaker n car bounce little
Sid utter little strictly while slightly putting his arms before her belly
Sid :-aaram se Bhai....u know what I mean
kaushal :- yeah yeah don't worry
kaushal blink through mirror to Sid
Sid settle back again n adjust her pillow by himself
Isha saw that wid something different gaze
she then saw khushi is looking outside
she message her
Isha :- don't worry he is not well that's why he is sitting at back...aage Jake u can come here m tumhari place pe aa jaungi
khushi send her heart emoji n say thanks
journey started....
slowly all fall asleep Isha n Khushi specially... but Shehnaz is awake trying to use her new iphone
she saw suddenly Sid is holding her dupatta corner n placing at his face to prevent himself from sunrays
Shehnaaz saw n smile looking his cute face under her dupatta
he really didn't sleep well at night thinking about there fight..the guilt didn't sleep him well last night...but now ..he fall in deep slumber under her fragrance of dupatta
she again lost in her phn where kaushal watch this through front mirror n he have teasing smile on his lips...he is watching something rare side of his friend n know about the reason of his new changes in him....
he is happy for sid...
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