I miss him so much. I cant handle him being gone. I know it was for the better because he suffered so much but he was really close to me. he was my grandpa. I dont like change. the first time I heard he was gone i couldn't even process it. I was trying to hold back my tears at his funeral just by going off topic. its so hard to let go. I dont wanna let go. I dont like him being gone. I dont wanna act the way I am because of it. I didn't want them to pull the plug. I wanted to see him before he had to go. I cant handle still being able to hear his voice. I just want him back.
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