Everyone began arriving at our home class as soon as they had completed eating the breakfast that Kacchan and Yaoyoruzu had prepared.
I hurried to find my seat as soon as I stepped into my class. I really didn't want anyone to bother me because I was really exhausted.
But then
..........
I realised that everyone would be concerned or worry about me since, this is not how I usually act.
After all, the Izuku Midoriya that the others know is cheerful and bright, right?
But,
Then again..... why would they be worried about someone like me? A useless good for nothing?
NO! NO! STOP THINKING LIKE THAT IZUKU MIDORIYA!...... They're your friends... of course they care and worry about you.
Never-the-less, I shot my head back up and forced myself to smile. I hesitantly stood up from my seat and went near my multicoloured eyed friends desk and proceeded to start a conversation with him.
After a few minutes of chatting with Todoroki, a weary looking man, Aizawa sensei opened the door and started heading near his desk, with his daily cup of coffee in his hand.
" Ok class, don't bother me. I'm going to sleep...." he said, with his voice kind of sore? As he magically pulled out his yellow sleeping bag from nowhere and got inside it.
God I wish I was in Aizawa's place right now.
" Keep your voices down and don't interrupt me, did I make myself clear?", he popped the word " don't" to emphasise that fate wouldn't be the most pleasant thing if we do interrupt him of his daily sleep.
" Yes, Sensei!", we all shouted at him, terrified of what had happened the previous time we had talked too loudly and he had scolded us for disturbing him while he slept.
Seriously.
That was scary.
Me and Todoroki continued chatting about random stuff that happened over the weekend and shortly after, Uraraka san and Iida kun decided to join us on our talk and not long after, Tsu decided to join us after she was finished talking to Mina and Tooru.
" Oh! Btw, how are you feeling Midoriya chan?" Exclaimed Tsuyu, well- no, Tsu as she stack her tongue out. " Feeling any better?"
I turned my head to face her. " Y-yeah!" I lied, which to be honest was kind of obvious, since I was stuttering. I stutter a lot when lie and I think I'm pretty sure my friends know that already. " everything's A-OK", I forced myself to smile again and put up a thumbs up so I can hopefully make it look more believable.
But, as i expected, they did not believe me what-so-ever. They just gave me an " i know you're lying look" and stared blankly at me.
" Are you sure, Midoriya?", Todoroki said with his usual blank look on his face. " We know you're lying, you stutter when you lie".
" I-i'm not lying! Don't worry about me! I'm just a little tired is all.... i mean, I did injure myself pretty badly during the battle training with Kacchan yesterday", I say.
If you worked harder and trained harder, you might've won the battle, Heck! Maybe even with no scars or scratches on your body.
But, of course that couldn't had happen... seriously, what did All Might see in you?
He must have regretted his poorly made decision, and I'm sure nobody can blame him.
" Deku kun?"
" Midoriya?"
" Huh? What- oh! I'm sorry I must have zoned out! I didn't realise..."
Of course you didn't realise you dumb idiot.
Iida started frantically waving his hands as if he's chopping some food or something, " It's quite alright, Midoriya"
Suddenly, the bell to our first period rang and we had to go back to our seats.
Our first period was maths with our teacher Ectoplasm.
We saw our homeroom teacher, Aizawa sensei leave as Ectoplasm sensei arrived and started his lesson.
" Ok class, let's start off with correcting the homework "
On the corner of my eye, I see Kaminari, Mina and Sero all freeze up and looking nervous.
As the teacher lifted his face up, he noticed this and his smile immediately turned upside down. " You 3, again!? You know what I'm not even going to bother today"
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I stared out the window, staring blankly as droplets of rain fell against the glass.
Without even realising it, I was staring at the window for a while.
" Midoriya"
" Midoriya"
" MIDORIYA!"
That shout startled me and immediately looked at were that sound was coming from.
My teacher, Ectoplasm was looking at me, slightly frowning at the fact that I wasn't paying attention, but the worst part of it is that my classmates were ALL facing me.
I hate it. I hate it. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE STARE AT ME LIKE THAT! Not again... not again! It reminds me too much of Middle school....
" Midoriya, pay attention please"
This saying was said to me
Every.
Single.
Period.
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* during Modern Art History with Midnight *
" Sweetheart, try paying attention more, ok?"
* During english class with present Mic*
" Little listener, pay attention!"
* during literature with Cementoss *
" Pay attention, Midoriya"
And this went on ALL DAY.
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I was really disappointed in myself for zoning out and not paying attention to all the classes I had today, and it's already the end of the day.
Without saying a word, as soon as the final bell rang, I got up from my seat and started heading my way to the dorms. After all, I still had to do that extra training that I was supposed to do in the morning.
As I was walking, Uraraka and Todoroki caught up to me. They both still had this worried look on their faces. They had it on them all day.
" Deku kun... you're not okay, are you?"
The only thing I managed to say was, " I'm fine, Uraraka san"
" Cleary, you're not" frowned Todoroki. " You were zoning out and not paying attention to every class, which is not like you.... are you sure that nothing is bothering you?", he asked.
I smiled at him to reassure him that everythings fine. I was too tired to speak and I wanted to be alone more than anything.
" A-anyways, I gotta go now!", I say. " I need to finish something at the dorms".
I didn't even let them say goodbye back, as I immediately sped off to my room.
I closed the door and a rush of negative emotions that I have been hiding all day came out. I couldn't hold it any longer.
Pathetic.
Not paying attention to your classes?
How disappointing.
Did you see the looks in everyone's faces as each and every teacher called you out for not paying attention?
HAHAHAHAHA- Made you remember your middle school days hasn't it?
It won't be long.....
It won't be long till they all start treating you the same way...
" NO! NO! STOP IT!"
" THEY WONT!", I sniff as i hold back a choke. " T-they won't do that... they're my friends! They're all my friends! I iust know that-"
You really are delusional, you know?
You having friends? Pftt- don't make me laugh.
They're your " friends" because, you have an exceptionally good quirk. They're just using you.
Once everyone finds out that you used to me quirkless, They would turn their backs at you.
Will treat you like you're something other than human.
Trust me, they will probably treat you EVEN MORE WORSE THAN YOU WERE TREATED IN MIDDLE SCHOOL!
"N-no...." is all I could say. I curled myself into a ball and dug my hands into my hair, aggressively scratching my scalp as if i was a crazy person. I eventually got tired and cried myself to sleep.
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Okaaaaaaaay-
That's a wrap for today!
It took me some time writing, jeez!
But hey-
I did promise to make this chapter longer than the previous one so, here you have it!
It's also New Year's on Monday and I'd like to wish you all a Happy New Year!
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