jungkook shirtless, with jeans slide halfway up his buttcheek's was looking at himself in the mirror for already good 10 minutes alone in his room, or more precisely at his left red buttcheek.
he touched the red skin, gently caring it with his palms while biting lower lip. no, as you may guess it wasn't from taehyung. unfortunately. yeah maybe he would prefer to and he was thinking, or rather fantasizing, about how much he would like taehyung to do 'this' to him, but unfortunately he didn't. their relationship If he can even calls it that way wasn't so open that every time they saw each other they didn't really, well... um... exactly, you see.
but don't get me wrong, jungkook has only just started exploring his sexuality. let's remember, that his first kiss was taehyung at that not very pleasant college party. not going back to it because It doesn't give too many great memories, like I already started jungkook was just starting to discover himself. and as a himself, I mean his body and, most importantly, what he likes.
and he found what, at least tried. he stares at himself in the mirror also looking sometimes around to make sure no one is here with him before again spanking himself imagining that it wasn't really him doing it to himself but his teacher. and that's what made him so crazy about it, that's what made it so pleasurable and as well interesting for young jungkook. he couldn't stop himself but enjoy it, the way it was so harsh and powerful for him.
jungkook bite lower lip, receiving so much pleasure by such a touch, repeating his action when suddenly he hears "jungkook? are you there?" sohee said making jungkook quickly pull his pants up while grabbing the closest shirt to wear it "I'm here! I'm here, hi sis" he screams before running to his sister trying to play it cool, as well trying not to show off what he just was doing to himself.
"hey, you busy?" sohee asked simply "no, not at all. come on, sit down" jungkook says while pointing on the couch and both of them sat there fuck, my ass hurts he thinks to himself quickly shaking the thoughts from his mind "the college called again, after they heard you at the addition they want to book you place for a next year" sohee says simply, crossing legs "yeah I don't have time right now to think about new york college, I know It's a big deal and opportunity to me but I have graduation on my head" jungkook answers.
sohee nods, saying back "yeah, I got you. It's still a time", "so" jungkook starts quickly as if nervous a little and his sister noticed it "what's up? something happend?" jungkook continue fixing himself a little with a smile while sohee title head to the side "what?" jks asks.
"are you okay, kookie?" she asks worriedly "of course I am, why are you asking me that? I'm totally okay" jungkook chuckles a little, sohee tugged his hair behind ear making her brother breath out. "I don't know, you don't talk to me as much as you used to do about school and stuff. you don't talk to our parents, you are coming home late and I just wanted to make sure everything is okay with you" sohee whispers, smiling at jungkook.
"you got handsome" she says warmly.
"stop" jungkook pouts, blushing embarrassed "you know I don't like when you tease me", "sorry, I haven't really see you properly for already weeks" sohee explains, looking at jungkook making him look down "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to avoid you and our family. I just got myself into... something... I can't explain it, but It's not bad. you don't have to worry about it, really I'm fine-", "I knew it, you met someone!" sohee says, jungkook blink twice.
"n-no?", "don't lie to me, I know you. fuck, our parents didn't believe me and I just knew it, I got that feeling that you finally fall in love. and that note? oh that just makes so much sense now" sohee says "wait, what note?" jk asked confused "what note, sohee?", "the one from V" sohee says back making jungkook part lips in shock FUCK.
sohee now definitely more happily looks at jungkook, quickly snapping out of the trans "wait" she says "who is he? V? is he treating you bad? I remember you crying once when you came back home in the morning and you didn't tell us where you went- oh! you lost your virginity?" sohee asks. jungkook at hearing that blushes madly oh shit
"jungkoook!!!" sohee says with a huge smile "why didn't you tell me? I'm your sister, that's a big deal kid" she adds before punching jungkook in the shoulder not really gently "ouch" the younger mumbles "how was it? and who did this to my little brother" sohee says while messing jks hair even more who fixed them while pouting "stoop..."
"it was fine, good. I mean- really good, you don't have to know everything or any details so shut up" jungkook explains "but you are the bottom, right?" sohee asked, winking afterwards at jungkook playfully who blushes as never "SOHEE!!!", "I'm sorry! I'm just so happy for you" sohee laughs and hugs her brother tightly who hugs her back.
when they pulled away she asks trying to calm down a little "so" a breath in "who was it- is it?", jungkook bites lower lip I can't just tell her it was my teacher, she will worry or what's worse get more curious and can get taehyung into trouble because of it. I have to think straight because I still want to meet with him so it has to be current resolution, still secretly of course and she will cover for me If it will go well. okay, the best way to play it is saying "it's a guy from my school, not from my class- but in my age obviously. we are kind of um a thing, but in secret so keep that mouth shut. we want to keep it private"
"oh my god what? you are the cutest oh how adorable, I knew you are just being an childish asshole because of lack of relationship. when I will meet him-", "no!" jungkook cuts her off who blinked confused "I mean not yet, haha! sorry um we just- we are taking things slow for now" jungkook quickly says making sohee nods "alright then, I respect that" she says.
"I'm really happy for you bro, truly" sohee says after some moments with a smile at her brother who smiles back "thank you, sohee" before they hugged each other.
shit, that was close
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jungkook is at school, standing on the corridor with his best friend jin and one of his classmate jimin, the popular kind of friend. jungkook is staring at taehyung who on the other side of corridor was talking with some student probably explaining to him a topic from the lesson.
he looks so hot...
snap. "hey" jin says making jungkook look at him confused, shooting from the thoughts "stop, staring so much at taehyung all the time. I mean Mr Kim, pardon me lord of handsomeness" jin says, jimin at hearing that laughs while jungkook blushes "shut up, he looks so good today. I can't even decide If I want to kiss him or be kissed by him" he says while crossing arms "what's the difference?" jimin laughs "it's a huge difference" jungkook scuffed.
all of them laughed at that, including jungkook who run palms through hair a bit embarrassed. "well" jimin starts after calming down a little "I wonder why he broke off his engagement to his fiancée" making jungkook say not really thinking too much "I know, right?" chuckling a little when suddenly realised what jimin just said.
"WHAT?!" he screams in shock making some of people look at them who were passing them "what, what?" jimin laughs out confused "taehyung had fiancé?!" jungkook says in huge shock quickly correcting himself at seeing the way jin and jimin looks at him "I mean, Mr Kim? he had a what? that's impossible, he's too young. plus he never- he wouldn't do it, like it doesn't make sense- I mean, It's just impossible na-ah I don't believe it"
"no, I'm serious, he had a fiancée. and in fact beautiful one, someone from our class was checking her profile on Facebook, wow, I wonder why such a wonderful couple broke up. but yeah, I heard that the person who ended it was our hot Mr. Kim, so it must have been a bit awkward, because, you know, he proposed and yeah. plot twist right?" jimin explains while also looking at Mr Kim, jungkook blinked twice what? no way that's absurd, he wouldn't... why he didn't tell me?
"but, how do you know that? that's probably a rumor" jungkook scuffs "I heard that too, but are we really that surprised? Mr Kim is really handsome, of course he had dates. like, It's impossible he never was in relationship right plus look at him. he's 25, he's not that young anyway. people in his age have already kids" jin says, pointing at their teacher meanwhile. jungkook pouts at hearing this, he didn't expect to hear that but still hopes it's just a stupid rumor.
"yeah, at first I also couldn't believe it" jimin says, running palms through hair while jungkook quickly asked "do you know anything else? you know, about this?", "not really, Mr Kim doesn't really have a social life. he has only one account yet private where 30 people are with zero post, he's keeping it pretty personal and strictly private. I found out about his ex because my friend knows her, he said that she told him that Mr Kim broke their engagement suddenly. unexpectedly, apparently he really hurt her. well, life" jimin explained simply.
jungkook bite lower lip, lost in thoughts "are you okay, jungkook? you look pale" jin asked while staring with jimin at him, the younger nods saying quickly "yeah- yes I-I just gotta go, see you later guys" before walking away what...that can't be true...
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ayyyy my angels... can't believe it! thank you so much for over 1,2👁️ I love you soooo much 🤍🤍🤍
My baby...
my dearest, I love you so much 😭😭
see ya