sometimes I felt like I'm a beautiful rainbow
and sometimes I adore the colorful prisms in my window‚
but after all the sorrows
I found myself hating what I once loved‚
I found myself feeling so empty
blankly looking at the suncatchers hanging by the window‚
hating the sounds of the chirping birds in the morning
distancing myself from the persons I onced called my home
feeling the total loneliness
I felt like I'm alone in this world
trying to find it's shelter
trying to cure a deeply-drowned heart
like a stone dropped at the crystal clear ocean‚
so many burden have burried me back at the forgotten past
shouldn’t be memories remembered only when the sadness is gone?
I once become the slave of my dreams‚
daydreams that became a nightmare
for once again I found myself whispers your name.
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