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Someone's lies ruin not just someone's life but theirs as well. "Why? What did I do to deserve your hate? Wha... Meer

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Door Zoobia3

After 1 week:

[Jeonghan is going to join his office again starting today. He hadn't heard anything from Joshua since that day.]

Jeonghan:
He still didn't contact me or came to meet me.he really think i'm going to use him?

[Jeonghan said in his mind.]

Wonwoo:
It's alright. I guess he just needs some time. By the way, did you see the new president?

Jeonghan:
No.

Wonwoo:
We'll meet today anyway. I saw him, and believe me, he is way cuter and more handsome than Joshua.

Jeonghan:
Shut up already. Don't speak nonsense. Here!

Wonwoo:
What's this?

[Jeonghan gives a pen drive to Wonwoo and some files.]

Jeonghan:
About the presentation. You do it. These files and pen drive have every piece of information you need. I'm feeling dizzy all of a sudden. I don't think I can do this. Everything is already so slow because of me. Don't delay it anymore.

Wonwoo:
But....

Jeonghan:
Just go If I take a little nap, then I'll be fine. Now go.

[Wonwoo didn't say anything and took the files and pen drive for the presentation.]

Meeting room:

Wonwoo:
Hey! everyone.

Dokyeom:
Where's Jeonghan? He didn't come? He's the head of this project, if I remember.

Wonwoo:
Well! He gets a minor headache. He was going to come, but then all of a sudden he started to feel dizzy. He said everything was already delayed because of him, so he didn't want to make things harder for others. So I'm going to present this at his place today.

Dokyeom:
Okay!

Joshua:
Is he okay?

[Joshua asked worriedly.]

Wonwoo:
You don't have to be worried about him, sir. He is fine; it's just a headache. After some rest, he'll be fine. No one believes him anyway, so maybe he's faking it, just like his feelings.

[Wonwoo said sternly, and Joshua lowered his face sadly, feeling guilty.]

Dokyeom:
Hyung. Please.

[Dokyeom warn Wonwoo.]

Wonwoo:
Sorry, sir, but I just stated the facts. Because someone here is too blind to see the pure heart and feelings he has. Well! We should start the meeting.

[Wonwoo started giving his presentation, and soon it ended.]

Dokyeom:
As expected from Jeonghan. Tell him to meet me when he feels well. You can go now.

Wonwoo:
I'll take my leave then.

[Wonwoo passed Joshua's fierce gaze before leaving the meeting room.]

Wonwoo:
Dokyeom likes the presentation. He wants to meet you to discuss it further with you. He said to go to his office once you feel well.

Jeonghan:
Okay! I'm good now. I'll be right back.

[Jeonghan walks out of the office; he was going to turn towards the elevator when he bumps into someone.]

Jeonghan:
I'm sorry. I just didn't see you. I'm really ........ Joshua?

[Jeonghan looks at the boy in front of him in shock who didn't make eye contact with him.]

?:
President. CEO wants you in his office.

Jeonghan:
President? You're the new president whom everyone is talking about?

[Joshua didn't say anything and stepped inside the elevator while waiting for shocked Jeonghan.]

Joshua:
Are you coming or not? Aren't you also going to meet Hyung on the 13th floor?

Jeonghan:
H-hyung? Since when did Dokyeom become your hyung?

Joshua:
Since his mother got married to my father? Now, can you please stay quiet?

[Jeonghan didn't speak; he was just trying to digest the shocking news. They finally arrived on the 13th floor. Both of them go inside Dokyeom's office together, but Dokyeom didn't expect something different today.]

Jeonghan:
Why?

Dokyeom:
What the ... calm down. what happened?

Jeonghan:
Why didn't you tell me that Joshua is your brother?

Dokyeom:
Woah, hold on there. You didn't ask me about my family before?

[A faint smile appeared on Joshua's lips. Jeonghan again felt dizzy and held his head in frustration when Joshua unconsciously took a step towards him and suddenly stopped. ]

Jeonghan:
*sigh* Whatever let's discuss about the project.

Dokyeom:
Okay!

Joshua:
I'll wait outside.

[Joshua said when Dokyeom looked towards him. He understood that it wasn't about project discussion, so he decided to leave them alone.]

Dokyeom:
Did you give up on him?

[Dokyeom asks Jeonghan while he is looking through some data on his laptop.]

Jeonghan:
What?

Dokyeom:
I know you went to his place to confess, but that idiot rejected you.

Jeonghan:
Uh--that ... I didn't give up on him. I just don't know how to make him believe that I really love him.

[Dokyeom smiles and shakes his head. Even he can tell that Jeonghan is really in love with Joshua.]

Dokyeom:
Try it again. Maybe this time he understands.

Jeonghan:
I don't know, but I'll give it a try. I can't just sit still because he doesn't want to accept my feelings.

[After discussion, Jeonghan walked out of the office, and Joshua went inside the office; when he came out, he found Jeonghan still there and remember his discussion with Dokyeom.]

FLASHBACK:

Dokyeom:
Why did you do that? You're crazy or what? The person you were liking for a while finally confessed to you and you rejected him.

Joshua:
Then  tell me what else do you want me to do?

(Joshua shout literally killing Dokyeom with his eyes.)

Joshua:
He love someone else for so long. Now all of sudden he come to me and said he love me. Do you think i should believe it? What if it's just his way of get rid of his one sided love?

Dokyeom:
So what isn't it good that he wants to move on?

Joshua:
If he tell me that he love me then i would've accept it. But he's using me to move on from his one side love. Look i love him okay? I still do but it doesn't mean i will let him take me for granted. I'm not a stress reliever.

Dokyeom:
You trust his words before so why can't you trust him on this one too?

Joshua:
Because..... That person was someone he never wanted to move on from even if it was hurting him all along. Then how should i believe that he finally decided to let go of that person who he was willing to love for his whole life.

Dokyeom:
And if one day he let you go because of your stubbornness then what are you gonna do?

Joshua:
I'll assume that he didn't love me enough to hold on to me and try again.

Dokyeom:
Why are you even comparing yourself to someone you don't even know?
Joshua: It's not comparing it's about whether he actually love me or just think he love me because he knows my feelings and wanted to give a try.

Dokyeom:
You know what..... you sounds like an idiot right now.

Joshua:
Whatever. I'm not gonna accept his feelings as long as he don't make me believe that he actually love me and I'm not a replacement of his first love.

(Dokyeom shake his head and sigh still looking toward Joshua who was determined to test Jeonghan.)

Dokyeom:
I hope he'll make you believe him soon.

(Joshua didn't said anything but Joshua isn't wrong though if he was unaware of Jeonghan's feelings then it would've been different thing but this is different that day when Jeonghan talk to Wonwoo about his one sided love he was so sincere that you can tell how he was feeling just by the way he was talking then how can Joshua think that he already moved on.)

End of Flashback

Joshua:
You didn't go back to your office?

Jeonghan:
Come with me.

[Jeonghan grabs Joshua's hand and drags him to the cafeteria. It was lunchtime, so almost all the employees were there.]

Jeonghan:
Sit.

Joshua:
Everyone is looking. What are you doing?

[Joshua sits on the chair angrily.]

Jeonghan:
I gave you enough time, and I need your answer today, here, right now. Without giving me your answer, you're not going anywhere, and I don't care if you're the owner of the place where I work.

Joshua:
Didn't i make myself clear that day?

[Joshua quickly got up from his seat. He was just going to go out of the cafeteria when Jeonghan pulled him by his hand and placed his lips on his, which shocked everyone, including Wonwoo and Dokyeom, who had just stepped inside a second ago. Joshua blinks in shock; he doesn't know how to react, and Jeonghan finally breaks the kiss.]

Joshua: What. Was. That?

[Joshua ask still shocked .]

Jeonghan:
You said that day that I needed to be confident and know what I truly wanted. This is what I want; this is what my true feelings are. I want you, Joshua, because I love you. I'm asking you again today. I really love you, Hong Jisoo. Will you be my boyfriend?

[Everyone starts to cheer. Jeonghan and Wonwoo start to whistle loudly. Joshua became a blushing mess with every whistle.]

Joshua:
Yoon Jeonghan, what the hell are you doing?

Jeonghan:
So, tell me. Yes or no?

Joshua: You...

[Joshua was going to punch Jeonghan when he grabbed his hand and spoke.]

Jeonghan:
You want confirmation and proof. So here is the proof I ask you out in front of thousands of people. Is it enough to prove that my feelings are sincere and honest?

Wonwoo:
Now just say yes. How long do you want to make him suffer?

[Wonwoo shouts from the corner of the cafeteria. Jeonghan smiles and looks back towards Joshua.]

Jeonghan:
So?

[Jeonghan didn't receive an answer but an action from the younger. Joshua pulled Jeonghan by his shirt and kissed him in front of everyone. Everyone claps and cheers for the couple while Joshua hides his face in Jeonghan's chest.]


Joshua:
You're an idiot.

2 weeks later:

[Joshua sits on the couch while Jeonghan sits between his legs, leaning his back on Joshua's chest. Both of them were watching a romantic movie.]

Joshua:
Hyung?

Jeonghan:
Hm?

Joshua:
Let's go to your room.

[Jeonghan turn and look toward Joshua with a blush on his face.]

Joshua:
I- I mean, you're sleepy. You should go to bed. Your back might start hurting from staying like this on the couch. By the way, what did you think?

[Joshua asks suspiciously, and Jeonghan just gets embarrassed.]

Joenghan:
I-I think the exact thing I'm going to sleep then. You need to go back; it's getting late.

[Joshua just smiled and got up from his seat.]

Joshua:
I was planning to sleep here tonight. Can I sleep in your room?

[Jeonghan blushes and starts to walk towards his room.]

Jeonghan:
Sure. Let me give you a change of clothes.

[Jeonghan rushed towards his room, and Joshua just chuckled at his boyfriend's cuteness. Joshua went to Jeonghan's room and found him lying on the bed, already half asleep. He lay beside him and hugged him from behind.]

Joshua:
I love you.

[Jeonghan snuggles into Joshua's chest with a smile.]

Jeonghan:
I love you too.

Joshua:
Goodnight hyung.

Jeonghan:
Goodnight Shua.

[Joshua got caught off guard by the sudden change of words.]

Joshua: What did you just call me?

Jeonghan:
Dokyeom always called you Shua, so I -i thought I could call you Shua too. If you don't like it, I won't mind.

[Joshua lift Jeonghan's face and give a peck on his lips.]

Joshua:
You can call me whatever you want. I don't mind; I actually love it. Only the people who are close to me call me by this name. Thank you for calling me by this name.

Jeonghan:
Han.

Joshua:
What?

Jeonghan:
Call me Han, stop calling me Hyung. You can call me by this name. I won't mind.

[Joshua caresses Jeonghan's cheek with his thumb with a smile when he gives a peck on his lips, and soon the things start to heat up and that peck changes into a deep kiss that only stops when Joshua pushes Jeonghan on the bed, hovers over him, and starts kissing him again. Then he leave kisses trail on Jeonghan's face all the way to his neck and he start to suck on his neck while moving his hands under his shirt. Jeonghan closed his eyes while breathing unevenly. Joshua intertwined their hands while looking at Jeonghan's lips. He started to unbutton his shirt while giving Jeonghan a peck on the neck. Jeonghan arch his back on yourger's touch when Joshua starts to remove his clothes.]

Jeonghan: Wait. Shua i ..... can we do..... do it when i'm ready. i-i mean...

[Joshua smile and give a soft peck on Jeonghan's forehead.]

Joshua: It's okay; we can do this some other time. Whenever you're ready, we have all the time in the world. Now let's sleep.

[Both of them hug each other and go to sleep.]

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