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Sidharth's pov
when I put my hand on her belly she looked directly in my eyes...that moment is something special from my side but I don't know about her
her eyes are holding some another emotions that time....which I am not able to read
she take high breath to calm down her heart n put her palm on mine
she slightly push my palm n I come back to my senses....
slowly unwantedly I remove my hand
Panditji :- ab aap ashirwad le ishawar se
she close her eyes n I know Rishi n his wife is also doing the same along wid Mrs lootra
Panditji continue to chant his mantras....
where my eyes are busy to look her beautiful face
I asked questioned to myself.....
" am I attracting towards her "
" is this something which I don't want in my life anymore..from which now I am hell sacred...that...that feeling lo..love"
I widened my eyes when that thought crossed my mind.....
but my heart is calm...so calm that I can feel peace arising in my heart looking to her beautiful face....
yes...she is the most beautiful girl which I ever met...she looks simple and elegant....her button like nose....her perfectly shaped lips....her thick long lashes....her light mole under left eye on her cheek....
she is so fucking beautiful that I started to think dirty about her many times
yes I did.....
men's all are not same but yeah if such most beautiful girl is living under the same roof wid u then how can someone control there thoughts
it's not my fault.....but yeah those thoughts doesn't comes out of lust for this amazing girl....that is something different something special that I still can't able to find the answer.....
I guess I am attached to that child....my brother's child....that she is carrying inside her....but no ..my feelings are not limited to that child....I...I guess I am attached to her also....
she slowly lift her lashes n may be she identify my gaze on her
she turn her face
n there our eyes again met
I gulped n she move her eyeballs towards her joined palms asking me to do the same
n without breaking eye contact I did.,
may after long time I am sitting infront of the god joining my hands praying for someone
I didn't believe on this but when she ask I did....
she slightly smile n again close her eyes
n this time I also close my eyes to pray for our child....
yeah I don't know what future hold for three of us....but I know I am not ready to leave her ..... that contract holds zero value in my eyes.....
that day when she cried in orphanage for the child...it bleed my heart
I don't know how I will talk wid her about this....but I decided.....she will not leave either her baby nor me.....
Panditji:- pooja Sampan hui
all open there eyes
mrs lootra:- chalo Panditji se ashirvaad Lelo....
Rishi n his wife stand up n bend infront of priest n he bless them
Panditji:- bhagwan tumhari jodi banaye rakhe
Mrs lootra smile n hug her son n daughter in law
n she slowly start to take steps away from me..
basically trying to avoid to take blessings from priest as a husband n wife
but how could I miss this chance....
I don't know but I also want that same blessings for us
I hold her wrist n pull her she pass shock glare
Sid :- Panditji hame bhi ashirvad dijiye
n I bend holding her palm n touch his feet togetherlly
Panditji:- bhagwan apki Jodi hamesha banaye rakhe...
n cheekily smile appeared on my face
I smile like I won something big
n her eyes suddenly get teary....
I look at her face n we stand again but I didn't left her palm
she glup n try to take away her hands....
but I didn't allow her....infact entangled my fingers wid her
n utter sneakily
Sid :- act like we are husband n wife...warna zuth pakada jayega
n her face again fell I don't know what she is thinking
Rishi :- mene aise suna hai ke pati ke bhi pao chute hai to take blessings Hain na mummy
mrs lootra :- laugh
ha ha
simran rolled her eyes n about to bend n touch his feet but he hold her shoulders n while laughing kiss her cheeks lovingly
she blushed n Mrs lootra pat her son's shoulder while laughing
the urge have same life arises in my heart
having wife kids your parents living together this what all man dreams off....
mrs lootra :- Shehnaaz tuze nahi chuna apen pati ke pao...
she just want this same moment in between us n I saw Shehnaaz get nervous
To lighten the environment I utter
Sid :- ha ha biwi take my blessings yar
n she look towards me....
she is not hesitating to touch my feet she is nervous about something else...
she is about to bend
while I also stopped her holding her shoulders n her face drained all the colours thinking that I might also do what Rishi did to his wife...
I laughed innerly her face is worth looking
I slowly move towards her face to just tease her more....
all the eyes shifted on me n Shehnaz
she lower down her eyes n I can see goosebumps on her skin
she slowly whisper
Shehnaaz:- si... sidharth
n her whisper flutter my heart
I hold her chin between my index finger n thumb n pulkit down
I pressed my lips on her forehead n she shiver in my hold....
my eyes land on her vermillion in partition of hairs...n that really did something in my heart
I kiss again just below her vermillion ends on her forehead
I move my lips n she open her eyes slowly
I heard Mrs lootra blow whistle being typical punjaban....
Rishi n simran also hooted for us...
n we lost in eachother's eyes n turned when Panditji say after packing his things back
Panditji:- ji ab m chalta hu
mrs lootra :- ji aiye m apko chod aati hu
they head towards the door
n I still holding her hand utter looking Rishi
Sid :- I think we also have to go.....
Rishi :- hey dinner krke jao guys...
Simran :- haa abhi Shehnaaz aur mene bahot sari bate bhi krni hai
Sid :- ughhh may be next time...you guys invited us for this pooja...wahi bahot hai...app logo ke wajase hamare baby ko bhi blessings mil gaye....
Rishi :- accha atleast coffee toh pite jao
n sid nodded
simran head towards kitchen
simran :- Shehnaaz chale muze company milegi
n she smiles n go wid her...
Rishi :- toh bhai kaise manage kr raha biwi ke mood swings
Sid fake chuckled
Sid :- bas jaise sare husbands kr lete hai
n he laugh
honestly I didn't saw any mood swings from her...may be she didn't show to me till now...may be she is hiding or just living in her shell till now hestitating to express her real feelings
Sid :- waise tu kaise kar raha hai
Rishi :- same..jaise sare krte hai....agar roti hai toh manao...agar gussa ho jaye bewajah toh sry boldo aur agar khush hai bahot jada toh aur khush Karo
simple hai
Sid :- gulp
ye simple hai
Rishi :- chuckle
sach batau aurto ko samjna itna bhi mushkil nahi hai yar logo ne faltu m bate banai Hui hai....like dekh na apne bacche ko wo iss duniya m lane wali hoti hai by putting her own life at risk....kya itna nahi seh sakte hum unke liye ....
n I just nod....all his words create more respect for her inside my heart
Rishi :- seriousness apart...ye bata control kaise kar raha hai...
Sid :- what do u mean
Rishi :- ab itna bhola mat ban...u know what I mean....
n teasing smile lingered on his lips
Sid :- I really didn't get u
Rishi :- bhai m sex ki bat kar raha hu
he bend little n whisper
n here I understand what he is asking me
Sid :- ohh Haan ...I...mean..
Rishi :- bhai mera toh bura haal hai..I mean dek yar... pregnancy m hi the glow they start to reflect...there face shines differently... changes in body made body look more hotter than before being husband how can we just control yar ...first trimester tak Krna hi padega
he sigh
n listening this I joined my eyebrows
Sid :- First trimester?....
Rishi :- Haan...badme we can do but not harshly..wait wait ..tumhe kya laga jab tak baby na ho tab tak kuch nahi...
n he throw his head n laugh on my poor knowledge in this department.....
Rishi :- tera bhi first time hai na....it's ok...mene books se li knowledge...Bhai sachme ye internet n books bahot kam aate hai specially when ur going to be father for first time
Sid :- which books
Rishi :- wait I'll show u
he grab some books n show me
Rishi :- how to take care of your pregnant wife ...isme sab kuch bataya hai....after delivery n before delivery kaise khyal rakhna hai har ek chiz ke bare m.....diet.. .... exercise...n offcourse about intercourse
Sid :- amazing yar...I didn't know about that
Rishi :- muze bhi nahi pata tha Jin dosto ki family ban chuki hai they guide me....
n he smile where my eyes fall on some packeges put in one corner they are many
Sid :- what's that
Rishi :- ohh that's baby's shopping
Sid :- what
Rishi :- yeah we are having twins toh abhise taiyari krni start krdi....
we but many things n plan many things according to our babies....cot mattress n many more
n here I realised I didn't know about this things
Rishi :- after delivery she might be get weak so we also book nanny to take care of both the kids....sari planning ho gayi hai..
n I just nod...
Rishi :- tu bhi batana agar kuch help chaiye toh...I mean m ab pro ho chuka hu inn sab shopping m..
n I just smile.....but my eyes look towards the kitchen door waiting for my girl to show up
Shehnaaz's pov
When he touch my belly I know it's just for the baby...he is giving blessings to the baby....but that sends butterflies in my lower abdomen
that shouldn't be happened right...
this feeling I got when sukesh touched me for the first time...
then how can I again feel that from some other men's touch
I got angry on my self n here my eyes filled wid tears....
I tried to move his hand from my belly but he didn't...I didn't understand what he is thinking
but he remove listening Panditji's voice
I close my eyes to pray for my baby
my mind is all revolving around the good things for my baby...my little Prince who is growing in my belly
but suddenly I feel his strong gaze on my face
n I open my eyes
I was true....he is looking me while holding something in his eyes....
I ask him to focus on prayers
later when I heard him saying Panditji to give us blessings I get nervous
I am already feeling guilty for putting him in such condition where to just save my respect in the eyes of society he is acting as my husband...he is allowing evryone to join my name wid him...the girl like me who disrespect her own parents name.. who make biggest mistake n darken her own name...he is allowing that soiled girl's name to get attached wid
I am crying from inside
many time I thought again for coming here
if I say no to Mrs lootra then this all not happen
but I get selfish here for my baby
when doctor told us about his growth my heart dropped in my stomach I desperately want this child to come in my life...my oy reason of being alive....he will be my symbol of late love
I want my baby healthy so I wanted to come here....
but watching him doing all the stuffs that husbands do in Pooja bleed my heart more
that vermillion that toerings I stopped him sneakily without being caught by anyone I did that by myself
it's just I don't want him to do those things for me... for the sake of the lie we told others to save my respect
I learnt he is teasing me....coz he know I am nervous so he hold my palm n we together touch priest feet holding eachother's hand
n that hurt me....I imagine all this things wid my sukesh....he left me alone n that made my heart cry
I try to hide n he utter " we have to act like husband n wife " n he entangled our fingers
I made my heart understand that it's just for few hours..we are acting nothing more than that...
I saw Rishi n simran smiling enjoying there time
n again I smile holding my tears back...I also want this life at one time in my life
having husband of your own choice...whom u love...who loves u more....his parents also lives wid u guiding you n giving blessings to u... having small little family...all lives under same roof enjoying eachother's company is this what all girls dreamt off....
I shrugged that thought coz it will never happen in my life
coz I will not love again...my love is always for my sukesh....n I will die holding his memories only....
I get shocked suddenly when I heard Mrs lootra telling me to touch his feet
I don't feel anything low in that ...I respect this man who is taking care of me ... giving me shelter I will touch his feet everyday to just thank him for what he is doing for me n my baby
but touching his feet as his wife is what I am not linking
I directly I am taking his wife's place n that's hurting me more n more....
he don't deserve this..
To just cover up the situation he crack joke n call me biwi infront of all
it's soothing my ears for some unknown reason..I shrugged my thoughts....
I bend to touch his feet but he stopped me same like Rishi did...
my heart stopped to beat for seconds...
he bend I lost my senses
I whisper his name
n he didn't stop again move closer to me n put his lips on my forehead
honestly I feel pure wid his touch.....
which I never feel before...not wid sukesh also ...
his touch just cleansing my soul
erasing someone's touch
n marking his own touch
I close my eyes n feel him again kissing my forehead this time little upper side may be just below my hair partition
I feel so calm in that moment
n I just wanted to stopped this all coz I belongs to sukesh only
I feel I am cheating on him
all hooted for us n I come to my senses
n when simran ask me to come wid her n go coz I really wanted to distract my mind from those feelings
inside kitchen
simran :- aur batao sex life kam dam se band ho gayi kaise kag raha
n she chuckled n I feel my cheeks turns red in color
Simran :- sharmao nahi m.bhi ussi daur m hu
i just lower my gaze
simran :- sach Batau....Rishi kafi strict hai meri health ko leke isliye he strictly avoiding intercourse par m na kabhi kabhi Mari jati hu....tumhe bhi feel hua hoga na... suddenly I get higher on my hormones I desperately need him
n I started to think about that
n answer is yes...I also feel sometimes that to get touched on that part...the urge to be get loved is high sometimes
but I can't do anything coz father of my baby left me alone I have only one thing in my hand...avoid this feelings distract them by shifting my mind on my favourite work.. drawing
simran :- waise n na tumhe kuch dikhana chahti hu chlo
she put gas flame on low n pull me inside her bedroom
it giving the vibes of romantic couple kinda room...I saw there pictures....in room n smile
it's one of my biggest wish to get ready as a bride wearing all things in red...like proper bride....
but alas...some dreams are never meant to be true
Simaran :- te dekho...I bought this tum bhi order kr lena apne baby k liye...ye cot kafi comfortable hota hai...diaper changing counter.... mosquito net
all this things are must for newborn baby...but haa jada inn sab m invest mat kr dena.... obviously future planning like for baby's health education we need to save lots of money for there future also so yes abhi se thoda thoda shopping Krna taki badme ek sath hi load na ho
I get shocked looking the prize tags on them
they are costly
n thought crossed my mind...
I am so worthless that I can't even think to buy such costly things for my baby
I feel very low for my self
mrs lootra :tum dono yaha ho...chalo coffe thandi ho jayegi
mene table pe rakh di
n we both head towards living area
n my eyes again met his desperate one
it's like he want to look me...he is waiting for me..or may be finding me sneakily through his eyes in this house
he move his eye balls near his chair n I understand what he is asking me to do
I sit beside him
n he do unexpected thing
hold my hand under table
no one is watching us this time the. why he is acting..may be teasing me
I ignore that n hold cup in my hand but suddenly he wince
n I gasped watching his red hand
he mistakenly spill got coffee on his hand
Shehnaaz:- thik ho...
Sid :- yeah
simaran :- ek kiss de do veerji ke hatho pe...thik ho Jana hai sab
n all laugh
n blushed unnecessarily
n irony is he is teasing me alot
he move his hand near my lips n I just widen my eyes n aisde his hand n he Chuckle
After sometime we bid them bye
we come outside there house n about to move towards the flat
but he utter
Sid :- kya hua tha bey teko
Shehnaaz:- muze.. kya hua ..kuch nahi
Sid :- muh q sadaya hua hai
Shehnaaz:- mene kab kaha
Sid :- mene kab kaha ( mimic her tone ) abhi jo andar pura tym sadaya na muh tune uski bat kar raha hu
Shehnaaz:- kuch nahi chodo...
he hold my wrist I turned
Sid :- something is wrong Shehnaaz...tell me what's bothering you
Shehnaaz:- muze bat krne ka man nahi hai...muze ghar jana hai
Sid's pov
she said she don't wanna talk..I was right she is unnecessarily thinking something odd again
I pull her closer to me
cup her cheeks
Sid :- bata...kya soch rahi hai
Shehnaaz:- plz...muze jana hai
her "jana hai" pierce in my heart n it's angered me
Sid :- what's ur problem haa....pyar se puch raha hu batana nahi hai na....jab tak batayegi nahi hum kahi nahi ja rahe chahe puri rat yehi bhar bitani pade
Shehnaaz:- sidhhhaarrrthhh plz
Sid : no tell me first what's bothering u....we need to talk meri jaan plz
she calm down suddenly n lost in my eyes....which holding something for this girl
but she get apart when heard someone calling my name
Watchman :- sir m apse hi milne aa rah tha...ye maintaince form hai building owner give me this n ask to get filled form evryone
I take that n start to read but my eyes are checking her time to time
she is shifting on her legs
I joined my eyebrows didn't get what happening to her
she whisper near my shoulder from my side
Shehnaaz:- I need to use washroom urgently give me keys
Sid :- first say yes that you will talk wid me
Shehnaaz:- sidhhhaarrrthhh plz
Sid :- jaa fir m nahi de raha keys
I utter like stubborn kid . slowly that only she heard me n she pass angry glares to me
Shehnaaz:- I need to pee ...I can't hold in this state for long
Sid :- to man ja
watchman:- kuch kaha apne
Sid :- not u
n I look her
she greet her teeth n I enjoy her angry face
Shehnaaz:- fine....
n I give award winning smile to her
that watchman watch us wid confused glare we ignore him n enjoy our eye fighting game
I give her keys n she utter under her breath
Shehnaaz:- sadu
n I chuckle softly
she run towards our floor like cute rabbit
n I felt again something for her in my heart....it's just increasing by each second....
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