" your b-brother called you at 7:30, you were still sleeping and I also didn't pick it up. He must be w-worried " he said while going back to the fridge to take something.
The room fell into an uncomfortable silence, and both of them found themselves in awkward moments. Y/n felt hurt, deeply hurt by his disregard for her question. She had hoped that he would at least ask for a time, but he didn't even look at her. It was incredibly hurtful.
"Alright then, I'm going. Take care," Y/n said in a calm tone as she hopped off the kitchen counter and began walking away, not glancing back. The pain was evident on her face, but she tried to conceal it, acting as if she was unaffected.
" Wait "
As you heard a gentle voice, you came to a halt and turned towards him. Your heart was already racing, and the fact that he stopped you held great significance. It meant that he wanted to communicate something to you personally. You looked at him, your silence conveying your anticipation.
"There's a washroom and toilet," Taehyung said, pointing in the direction just beside the kitchen. You glanced at him, wondering why he felt the need to mention it. Your gaze returned to him, waiting for him to continue after his brief pause.
"Go freshen up. I'm making breakfast. I'm not sure if you even ate last night, so don't leave like this," he said, placing a bowl on the kitchen counter. You continued to stare at him, unsure if you were really listening. However, you turned away and headed towards your phone.
"Okay," you silently replied to him. You didn't want him to think that you were affected by his behavior or that you were feeling down. The way he ignored you did have an impact, though. Standing near the wooden table, you absentmindedly checked your calls and messages, but your attention and thoughts remained fixated on Taehyung and his actions.
"He has feelings and choices too! Can't he ignore and get upset with his own friend? It's not like he behaves like this every day, right?" you thought to yourself as you placed your phone back on the table. With that in mind, you made your way towards the washroom. As you entered and closed the door slowly, you felt someone opening the door behind you before you could lock it.
"Wait, let me just..." Taehyung said, grabbing some clothes from the wall of the washroom. He also picked up a bucket from the ground and placed it outside. You stood in the corner, silently observing his actions. Once he finished, he looked at you and said...
" There is mouth washer, for now use it because I don't have an extra brush. " He said while pressing his lips together awkwardly, and look away.
" It's okay I'll use it not a big problem. " You said while looking at him and wait for him to leave from there. As he hear you he just nodded and went back to the kitchen after some time you close the door and just wash your mouth and hands after removing your upper tshirt. It was kinda uncomfortable for you but your nasty brain started thinking about something.
You should get used to it girl, this is your soon to be boyfriend's house. You thought and smile shyly while looking down. As you were not going to give up so easily, and you know that so perfectly.
While Taehyung was cooking breakfast for both of them, his mind was filled with thoughts about what you had asked him earlier. He was taken aback and filled with fear, making it hard for him to find the right words to respond. He understood the potential challenges that would arise if you two were to pursue a relationship. As the daughter of a prominent businessperson and fiance of the famous Jeon Jungkook, the media would surely hound you relentlessly. Taehyung's worries were not centered around himself, but rather on your well-being and the potential impact on your life. He wanted to protect you from any potential harm or difficulties that might arise.
He couldn't help but feel hurt by the realization that her father, brother, and mother might not approve of him being her boyfriend. The fact that he was financially struggling, unable to afford his own house, added to his worries. These thoughts swirled in his mind, causing him a great deal of pain. It seemed like no one cared about his feelings or understood his perspective. He longed for someone to truly empathize with him.
Taehyung couldn't help but feel certain that you would now try to distance yourself from him after he ignored you. He understood that you might perceive his actions as a sign of unrequited love, leading you to believe that it's best to keep your distance. He acknowledged that his behavior was rude, and he knew that being ignored in this situation could be deeply hurtful. It had a profound impact on the heart, mind, brain, emotions, and especially one's ego. Taehyung couldn't help but reflect on the consequences of his actions and the potential damage it may have caused to your connection.
As he was being in his own thoughts he realised that she was already in the house. It was a bit awkward for him to just let her share his small washroom not even big as her wardrobe, he thought like that... She didn't. At that time to think that much she was not even in her sense she was drowned in her own thoughts.
They both had there breakfast which was good to eat not so tasty but it was okay. They really share a silent treatment and awkward environment before bidding a small bye to each other.
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Whom to share whom to talk there was no one. Who will support her in this matter.
You slowly take one diary from your nightstand and pick up a blue pen before writing
Mission make him fall in love
You smiled looking at the index page. It was just a beginning.
" Now I'll make him fall for me just like he made me " you said and laid on the bed completely.
" Now Kim Taehyung, get ready " you said and laughed in a dramatic way.
Why I'm feeling like I'm a villain or something, you thought and shake your head for your unwanted thoughts and open that dairy again while thinking about something.
" What that grandpa told he last night " you tried to remember while pressuring your brain.
" Hmm... First be they become friends, okay we already are first step complete. Second they use to give a company to her from her school to house right? Yes! " You said and write it down slowly on the diary. You again think about something and again write it down.
" Third they buy gifts for her. Fourth they flirt with her " you were rolling all over the bed, while writing fourth line you kinda get shy
As you scribbled away in your diary, desperately trying to remember every word of advice your grandpa had shared the previous night, you couldn't help but admit that flirting was a skill you felt uncertain about. You get little shy and already feel that unconfident self building into you. But for now you slide all of that thoughts a side and your all focus was on your plan.
" Now it's time to take an action " you said and get up from the bed and went towards the washroom.
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" W-what!? " Minho said and look at taehyung who was sitting infront of him in calm manner. He was staring at nothing. Being in deep and unsteady thoughts he was totally drown in guilt right now. He was the reason, he don't know why he has to behave with her like this.
" She proposed you last night and you said nothing? " Minho spoke with winden eyes. He was so confused about taehyung's behaviour, he loves her even though he is ignoring her. This shouldn't have happened atleast he should have try to He should have tried to communicate his feelings and help her understand the situation.
Taehyung appears lost for words, unsure of how to express himself in this moment. Taehyung was like Should I really go meet her or not? You know, all confused and stuff.
" If you're still unsure about your decision, it might be best to consider moving on and giving her the space to do the same Taehyung. " He turned his attention towards Minho as soon as he heard him. So, he kind of gave a slow nod and got up from his chair, starting to tidy up his things. It was getting late, and most of the people had already left the office, so the floor was pretty empty.
As they were about to cross the gate of their company building, a blaring car horn caught their attention. They both turned their gaze towards the source and found a car standing right in front of them.
"Let me drop you off today, guys," Y/N said, attempting to muster a confident smile. However, deep down, she couldn't shake off the feeling of defeat upon seeing Taehyung's unbothered expression. They both were sharing glance to eachother but her heart beat started to get out of control when she was him walking towards her.
" We need to talk y/n " he causally said to her with his straight face. She was feeling different, she also was unable to get it whether she is sad or happy as her heart was still beating fast. But for now she just nodded her head and stay at her place waiting him to seat next to her on the passenger seat, but instead of sitting there beside her he began to walk straight leaving that two confused souls behind.
" W-wait " you mumbled to yourself while getting out from your car and quickly run behind him after closing the door of your car. Some how after running for some seconds you able to match to his place. But before you can still even walk beside him he stop on his track and look at you. You stumble on your place while stopping yourself walking forward as you were already running, you look at him.
" Look, y/n about lasts night... And today morning... I don't know how to explain to you but, look let me be clear " he said while closing his eyes as you were looking at him being impatient. Trying to read his face and actions.
" We can't be together! "
" We can "
" No we can't listen up "
" Do you love me? "
A great pause from him on her question. He again said nothing but to stop all of his actions and emotions. It was the different meaning with the same question or same meaning with different question? But he can't ignore this question now. A tear slips from her eyes but still he wasn't looking her her but down. Hopefully there wasn't so many people the road was almost empty.
" DO YOU LOVE ME? " You ask him shouting. Forcing him to come to his sense and tell her exact truth.
" I ASK something " you again said as another tear come out from your eyes but he was still looking down.
" TAEHYUNG WHY ARE YOU NOT REPLYING! "
" I ask simple question which has only two answers YES OR NO then why are you hanging me between it and showing your ignorance. "
You again ask him while sniffing.
" I- "
" YES, YES I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH " he cut you off and hold on your shoulders breaking into the tears. It was like he was being free from the particular pressure which was placed in his heart from so many days.
It was truly unexpected, catching both of us off guard. I couldn't help but look at him in shock, while he returned my gaze with his eyes filled with hurt and redness. But before you could even react or say something he said
"But we cannot be together," he said, shaking his head. In that moment, your heart began to skip beats, not just one, but many. You could feel a heaviness growing inside you. Why does everyone seem to drift away from your life after getting so close? This question kept echoing in your mind. Nothing was happening, as you were feeling helpless.
" Why? What's the problem? Don't say that it's hurts taehyung! We will solve the problems together. You love me right! We both love each other right, then what's the problem! Nothing "
You were trying to make him understand. Like You were pouring your whole heart in front of him. You can't just let that side after knowing he loves you too. Now that's confirm that, the day is not far where you both would be together but the middle path where you both will try to walk together with facing so many difficulties.
" We- we can't leave, just leave please " he said while trying to walk forward but couldn't able to. You held his hand tightly.
" how can you just walk away after taking my peace... heart... Breathe... Mind... Sense... Patience... Away taehyung? " You ask him in your normal voice. So slowly. As he just freez on his place. His hand was still in yours, his eyes was looking towards the road but mind was stuck on your words. He was standing in his place not even moving an inch.
" Selfish... " You whispered looking at him, your both eyes was red till now due to crying.
" Like everyone... " You again whispered like before as he slowly turn his head to look at you. Your eyes. He was breathing slowly just like you. Both of your heart must be beating with the same sync. As he keep his hand on your hand which was holding onto him. It was also hurting him. Just when you heard him saying something, but this time his voice was slow and soft. Maybe he realised what he was doing.
" Y-y/n look " he said while releasing a unsteady breath.
"we belong to different families. " He said while looking at you with so many emotions which wasn't easy to understand to you.
" so what? I don't care! " You replied to him while holding on his hand tightly. As he looks down slowly before clearing himself out
"i- I wouldn't be able to keep you happy. " he said that while looking down but that was burning his heart, his mind was stopping himself from saying that,
You heard him. you heard his words. you smile and shook your head. Useless... Completely useless for you, that words.
but suddenly.... he felt someone
approaching his figure more like hugging him.
" but you are my happiness "