sorry about the last chapter i went badonkadonkeritariters when i couldnt find my noodles
im lying im not ok i need a fucking therapist
im lying again i dont want a therapist they scare me wtf
im brutally honest i dont know why i lie when it comes to actual issues
i have been running away from my problems for too long and it finally exploded in my face aka it all went through me in a depressive episode just because of some fucking noodles
nothing happend to my noodles i lied im just not really valerie-y right now
might have to take a break again from writing in this book (honest to god disappointing after all the effort i put the last two days trying to post chapters to make up for all the time that wasnt spent)
honestly all the forced motivation it took me to write all those
might be back only by the end of the week lmao i dont wanna keep u guys waiting
im giggling so hard (no im not.) knowing this is just a depressive episode and i'll be back to myself (there is no myself) by the end of the week but tbh after a break its hard to regain motivation so dont expect much for me lmao
valerie🍜💤