Trapped in my own head

By WildImaginations16

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She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems... More

Survival Mode: ON
choices we make
who are you?
Note to readers
two hours in the psych dept.
when he visits
true feelings?
feeling like a failure
things you make me do
a letter to Cyrus
eleftherรญa
you're falling again
lonely again
mysterious forest
suffering
soul
just listen
please, just let me be
mom
opening up
hfa
a glimmer of hope
silver lining
younger self
darkness
rooftop
birthday
courage
i got this?
are you proud of me?
repressed memories
safe space
proud of you
flower
trickle
leave
pieces
listen
touch
she
you
zoning out
dream or...nightmare?
i can't be selfish
why do i feel this way?
I've been hurt enough
rest
i am different (a fault, maybe)
i wished
hurt
happy
happy new year
show up
i'm fine
calm or a storm
escape
when?
empath
cause
reminder
failed attempts
words cut deeper than any blade
when will life begin?
happy once again
burden
height
fault
abandon myself
a choice
aflame
holding on
hide
a fortress against the storm
the ways we express
emotions: the ink in our water
the silent pleaser

naked truth

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By WildImaginations16

Naked truth,
Sometimes I do imagine myself dead.
Because I really want to see
Who all would really care if
I breathed one last time.
I want to see who would cry,
Who would be devastated,
Who would be elated,
Who would bring me my favorite flowers,
Who would shed crocodile tears,
And who would sit by my grave, day and night
While I rest six feet below the ground.

I know it's a very somber thought to have,
But I think the true way one feels about you
Comes out only after you are gone.
So I want to disappear,
Just for a day.
Because my soul needs rest
And I need to know who are
The ones who really care about me.

***

The idea to this poem came through a conversation that I had. You can check that out on 'phone' that is published on 'Poems about love' by me.

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