𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐞+𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭
𝐊𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍 𝐆 𝐌𝐀𝐍
I fucked up. I know i fucked up. I even fucking felt bad about fucking up. Thats not some shit a nigga like me do. Jenn acted cold towards me in the room. I knew she cared but the way she acted was like she gave up.
I wish i could go back and tell that thot to get her titties out my face.
Jenn tensed up when I put my arm around her which lowkey hurt.
I aint sleep much thinking bout what the fuck I gotta do to get this shit right. We was starting to be so good.
I felt her stir under me but I couldn't see her face cause she was facing opposite of me.
"You up?" I asked her. It was quiet for a minute.
"Yeah." She told me. She grabbed my arm and took it off her body. She then quickly got up and walked off to her bathroom.
"Jenn-" i tried talking. She slammed the door before I could finish. I groaned loudly and rubbed my hands over my face.
Fuck this shit.
I got up from the bed and tried opening the door. Locked. She thought that shit would stop me?
I twisted the handle mad hard and I felt it break under my palms. I opened the door easily after that and went in. She was in the shower. Looking good. I opened the already fogged up door.
"Don't be like this Jenn." I told her. She stopped lathering her body for a second.
"Like what? You want me to be all happy smiley after seeing you wit some bitch. Be fuckin for real Kr." She snapped before going back to it.
She right. Me admitting is the first step. Im deadass making progress. Ion be doing that shit.
"Close my mf door." She snapped once again. I left it open and took off the rest of my clothes and hopped in behind her. I closed the door after i was finally inside.
"You dead don't listen do you?" She shook her head.
"I closed the door." I shrugged. I took the bar of soap out her hand and started using it on my body.
"You knew what the fuck i meant." She let out lowly. She rinsed her body under the water.
"I did."
I put my hands on her shoulders and started to massage the muscle. My body was pressed against hers. Her eyes started to close.
"Kr.." she groaned annoyed.
"Ion wanna fuck relax." I told her. I continued my massage and to my surprise she let me.
"You know whole time shorty mouth was on mine. I realized you the only one I want fr." I whispered in her ear .
"Yeah okay." She scoffed moving her face away.
"Im serious Jennifer. It's only you. Gansta." I explained. Im not playin either.
"What about Angel?" She asked. I frowned and smacked my lips.
"She cool n all. But she not you." I told her rubbing on her shoulders. She rolled her eyes.
"Mhm..." she mumbled. She removed herself from me and finished off her shower. I leaned back on the wall and watched her ignore the fuck outta me.
She stepped out the shower and closed the door behind her. I shook my head and showered myself.
Ion know what the fuck I could do to get out this shit. She not having it.
Jenn took the only towel. I called out to her to ask if she could bring me one but she wasn't responding. I took my shit and left out the bathroom naked.
She was getting dressed right in front of the bed. She heard me she just aint answer. I frowned looking at her putting her shoes on avoiding eye contact wit me.
She stood up and grabbed her phone passing in front of me. I grabbed her by her shirt and pull her close.
"Yo don't do that shit again. When i call you, you answer. You heard." I grit out. Ion appreciate that shit. Gansta.
"Don't touch me." She let out in the same tone. She getting me tight now.
"I'll touch you if I want." I told her. She mine ion give a fuck what she say.
"I gave you your time to be mad. It's dead now." I explained to her. She scrunched up her face and looked at me up and down.
"Nigga go put some clothes on and get the fuck offa me." She pressed pushing me. I aint let go of her shirt and pulled her close once again.
I opened my mouth to say some shit but her door opened. Both our heads snapped in that direction. Tata.
This nigga was busy looking at his phone when he came in. Lame ahh nigga can never fuckin knock.
"Jenn how'd you patch shit up wit Kr, or yall niggas still being weird?" He laughed at something at his phone before looking up.
He made eye contact with Jenn first then me. He was cool till his eyes dropped down. I ain't have no clothes on. Fuck.
"Ain't no fuckin way." He huffed. His mouth fell a little and he walked straight out the room. I loosened my hold and felt my heart drop.
"You happy?" Jenn pushed once again. Ian even know what to say. I was frozen.
"You got it Kr. You fuckin got it." Jenn shook her head. She held her head in her hand and started pacing.
"He ain't see nothing fr." I told her. She let out a fake laugh and kept pacing.
"Relax." I tried to say to her but I think it was more for me. She making me nervous now.
I picked up her towel and wrapped it around my waist. I ain't say nothing else and went to my room.
How the fuck am I supposed to explain this to bro. Ion even know what the fuck we got going on in the first place.
Nah he probably aint think of it like that. We cool. We cool.
Swear to god he aint think nun like that was goin on. I wouldn't think that .
I thought about it while getting dressed and decided to rip the bandage off.
I left out my room and went to Tata room. This nigga got clothes and bags everywhere. His short ass was sitting on his bed hitting his vape.
That nigga and his fuckin vapes.
Not what we worried about right now.
He looked at me and frowned.
"What the fuck yall got going on. Don't fuckin lie to me." He pointed immediately. All the shit i had planed to lie about disappeared.
"Yalling fuckin?" He asked.
"Yeah." I let out. His eyebrow raised. He took a hit of his nasty ass vape again.
"Youn like girls no more?" He questioned some more.
"Nigga she still a female. But i do like girls." I told him. He scoffed and shook his head.
"Thats why she punched you in ya shit at the club?" He remembered. I nodded my head.
"You know how she get when she get jealous what the fuck you were thinking kissing that girl." He giggled. It was my turn to frown. He taking this a little different then i thought.
"She was on me and you know that." I smacked my lips and told him. He nodded.
"Where ya head at right now." It was my turn to ask questions. He looked at me silent. And thought about it for a moment.
"Shits weird you feel me... but yall my brothers fr." He let out finally. He held his hand out to me for me to take and a small smile came on my face. My heart aint feel heavy no more.
"Type shit." I let out taking his hand and dappin him up. I don't know what id do if I lost this nigga.
I sat down next to him and saw a pack on his bed. I took and started opening it.
"Jenn got the wap?" He asked randomly. I bust out laughing and shook my head. Unserious ass nigga.
"You wouldnt fuckin believe me if i told you." I told him. Cant let him be in my business too much even if thats my bro.