The breath of terror came instantly.
At the moment he was killed, Xu Deng felt as if some restraint had been broken. He was freed from this obstructive body and felt freedom from the depths of his soul, as well as an evil impulse that he had never experienced before. , bloodthirsty, greed, evil, violence, and all kinds of negative emotions came overwhelmingly——
Is this what it feels like to be free from confinement?
Xu Deng stared at him from above, and moved his gaze downwards. The young man on the ground was covered in blood, and his eyes were closed tightly on his pale face. It was obvious that he had no breath at all... This was him.
Ji Ziyang, on the other hand, fainted and didn't know what was going on.
It's really annoying. It's rare to have a good birthday, but it was interrupted in the end.
Xu Deng's eyes turned scarlet and he looked into the lake with a cold and violent look in his eyes.
The scorpion monster in the lake shivered.
At the moment when the boy was killed, it was still overjoyed at the prey that was about to reach its mouth, but the next moment, an extremely terrifying aura came, making it crawl on the ground and tremble!
The countless densely packed scorpions were all motionless.
Everything seemed to have stopped.
The corners of Xu Deng's lips curled up, and his body suddenly swelled.
The scorpion monster instinctively felt fear and turned around to run away, but it was too late. Xu Deng was behind it in an instant! Grab its pliers with both hands and pull it out!
The monster roared in pain, but the terrifying ghost did not stop at all.
Xu Deng's hands were like sharp claws. With a single stroke, the monster's hard shell was broken, revealing the soft flesh and blood inside. He admired the monster's painful screams and enjoyed the pleasure of tearing the prey into pieces. His mind was at the breaking point. On the edge, even the calls of the system in my ears turned a deaf ear!
Yin Xun's hands hanging by his sides clenched suddenly, and veins popped up on his forehead.
Black cats are rarely silent, hiding in the shadows.
Things have come to this point...
This is what Yin Xun has been worried about. He thought it would never happen, so he decided to leave and let everything calm down... But in fact, he only left for a while, and the thing he least wanted to see happened.
Without the restraint of the seal, the boy was completely dominated by his anger and lost himself.
If the young man cannot control this powerful force, he will be eroded by it and completely lose himself. Soon, he will become a monster dominated by rage, and will eventually bring the disaster of killing to the world.
This is not what Yin Xun wants to see.
A look of pain and struggle appeared on his face.
Reason told him that he should make a decisive decision before the boy turned into a ghost and before things got out of hand to nip the danger in the bud, but his emotions prevented him from taking action.
This was the first time he hesitated because of one thing...
But so what if he is merciful?
The boy he cared about was still gone.
Because of his own mistakes, he failed to protect him.
Yin Xun's chest rose and fell violently, and the young man's gentle face appeared in his mind, as well as every moment of their relationship, but these warm and beautiful scenes seemed to be slowly being erased... and finally they were wiped out by the murderous man in front of him. Bloody ghosts replaced him.
Time passed by minute by minute.
The struggle and hesitation on Yin Xun's face faded away bit by bit, and was finally covered by coldness.
The desperately suppressed thing in his chest seemed to be resonating with the evil ghost in front of him, and wanted to break out of his body - this was something he absolutely could not allow.
So many people paid the price with their lives to have everything we have now.
Don't fall short.
And this is the meaning of his still existence.
Xu Deng tore the monster into pieces in one go, blood splashed on his face, and with the warm and sweet breath, he stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick the blood from his lips. It was so delicious that he wanted more, even though the monster was already dying. But Xu Deng didn't seem to be satisfied. He angrily trampled the monster under his feet, and the scream made him happy all over.
Want to kill more people.
Taste more blood.
Everything in this world disgusted him.
Xu Deng turned his head and his cold eyes fell on Ji Ziyang.
Ah.
Who is Ji Ziyang? Why did he ignore him in the first place? He wants to kill everyone who dares to ignore him!
kill him--
Killing intent emerged in Xu Deng's mind. He walked step by step towards Ji Ziyang, but suddenly another voice sounded in his mind.
You can't do this -
Ji Ziyang has helped you many times. He just celebrated your birthday with you. He has never hurt you, and he still wants to sacrifice his life to protect you. You can't kill innocent people.
The scarlet red in Xu Deng's eyes flickered. He felt that his head hurt. He stumbled forward a few steps holding his head, and suddenly his eyes fell on the man not far away.
Xu Deng finally looked stunned, and a trace of consciousness returned to his mind.
Why is the blind man here?
By the way, did he forget something?
He finally remembered.
Before he came out, he left a voice message for the blind man. The blind man came to find him... But why was the blind man not at home before, and why didn't he reply to his message? He was so kind to him, but he was not by his side. He wanted to kill this ungrateful person!
Xu Deng's eyes flashed red.
The next moment, he showed pain again.
No, that's not the case at all.
not like this......
You can't kill them.
If you kill Ji Ziyang and Yin Xun, everything will never go back.
Haven't you already made up your mind to be yourself no matter what?
Do you want to give up like this?
Do you want to allow yourself to be overwhelmed by these negative emotions?
There are obviously many beautiful things in this world that can make you nostalgic.
People are not either good or evil.
Xu Deng raised his feet and walked towards the blind man step by step.
Yin Xun's heart seemed to be covered with coldness, and the pain and self-blame were buried deep in his heart. The young man in front of him was so strange, and he no longer looked like the one he knew.
He had one hand behind his back, and a black long sword slowly appeared in his hand.
Stop being indecisive.
He is here to kill you.
If you don't kill him, he will kill you.
Yin Xun's hand behind his back had veins popping out due to excessive force, and there was an invisible tremor.
He just let the young man come to him...
The young man looked at him with scarlet eyes.
So close.
The ferocious aura and strong smell of blood that hit his face seemed like a wild beast that had lost its mind and wanted to destroy the world with its own hatred...
Yin Xun's Adam's apple moved up and down.
The sadness solidified the last trace of wavering in his heart. He held the sword and lowered his head slightly. The two of them were almost breathing intertwined. At the moment he made up his mind——
He heard the boy speak.
"Are you OK?"
The redness in the young man's eyes slowly faded, and the bloodthirsty and murderous intent slowly dissipated. He looked at him with worry and concern, his eyes gentle and clear, as always.
Yin Xun lost his mind and looked stunned.
Xu Deng's rationality slowly returned to his mind. He almost did something he regretted just now. Fortunately, he woke up in time. Then he realized that he was a ghost now, so he wouldn't scare the blind man anymore. ?
He looked carefully at the blind man.
The blind man stood there expressionless, neither scared nor shocked, and showed no reaction...
Xu Deng paused and suddenly realized!
Since a blind man cannot see, how can he know whether he is a human or a ghost? So he didn't know anything at all, he had no idea what was going on, and naturally he wasn't afraid of accidents.
You'd better not tell the truth to scare him, right?
Moreover, he is now a ghost, and his family and friends cannot see each other. He has nowhere to go and no one to see him. Only a blind man is left, thinking that he is still alive... For some reason, Xu Deng suddenly doesn't want to tell the truth.
Xu Deng also has his own little selfishness. He still wants to be the same as before...
Instead of being alone and far away from everything.
Xu Deng's eyes flickered slightly. It must be impossible to hide it from others. If you die, you are dead. But the blind man neither knows his family or friends nor can he see his body. He can completely conceal the fact that he is dead...
Although he deceived the blind man, he would definitely not hurt the blind man! And he will also protect the blind man. He is very powerful now!
So...it's not too much, right?
Xu Deng glanced at the fainted Ji Ziyang and his own body. He couldn't stay here for a long time, otherwise he wouldn't be able to hide it when someone came. He stretched out his hand out of habit to take the blind man's hand, but when he was about to touch it, He retracted in time, coughed lightly and said with a smile: "Let's go back."
Yin Xun stood there for a long time, with a gentle look on his face again.
He said hoarsely: "Okay."
In fact, the moment he saw the boy being killed, he could no longer control his feelings. At that moment, regret and pain overwhelmed him.
I regret that I didn't protect the boy well...
But soon the boy turned into a ghost and he had to make a choice.
Fortunately, that's no longer necessary.
He will not and does not need to escape from his own feelings anymore. He wants to stay by the boy's side. In the past, he was not qualified to stay by the boy's side, but now that the boy has become a ghost, only he can be by his side.
From now on, the boy will only have himself by his side.
And I will always accompany him and protect him.
If the boy is lost one day...he will kill him with his own hands.
..................
Ji Ziyang opened his eyes suddenly and breathed rapidly.
He had a very terrible nightmare. In the dream, he was surrounded by countless monsters. He had nowhere to escape. No matter how he ran, he could not escape. The boy he liked was beside him, but he was so weak. I wanted to protect the boy, I wanted to push him away, but instead, the boy was killed by the monster in order to protect him...
The young man's chest was pierced. The moment before he died, the eyes he looked at were gentle and decisive...
This scene was so realistic that he was covered in cold sweat.
By the way, where is Xu Deng?
Yesterday was Xu Deng's birthday. He and He Xiaosong celebrated Xu Deng, but where is Xu Deng now?
Ji Ziyang staggered out of bed. He had a splitting headache. He lost his balance and fell to the ground, attracting the attention of the nurse outside.
The nurse came in immediately and said, "What's wrong with you? Don't move!"
Ji Ziyang's eyes were dazed and confused. Are you in the hospital? Why are you in the hospital?
What happened?
There was still water on his hand. Ji Ziyang pulled out the needle and was about to walk out. The nurse couldn't stop him and became anxious.
At this time Ji Yuanshan walked in from outside.
The nurse breathed a sigh of relief.
Ji Yuanshan glanced at Ji Ziyang and said, "Where are you going?"
Ji Ziyang's face turned pale and he said dullly: "I'm going to find Xu Deng. We were together yesterday. I want to go find him..."
Ji Yuanshan looked helpless and sighed: "Why bother."
Ji Ziyang's expression suddenly turned ferocious, and he said angrily: "What do you mean, shouldn't I go?!"
Ji Yuanshan looked at him deeply and said, "I can take you to see him, but I don't trust you like this. Do you understand?"
Ji Ziyang gritted his teeth: "I'm very calm."
Ji Yuanshan sighed again, this was the second time since he came in, but in the end he just said: "Come with me."
Ji Ziyang followed Ji Yuanshan out with heavy steps.
The white corridor of the hospital was very cold. There were people coming and going, but no one looked at him. Everything was very normal. It was just that the path Ji Yuanshan took him had fewer and fewer people, and he finally stopped at the door of the morgue.
Ji Ziyang's footsteps suddenly stopped, unwilling to go any further, as if there was something terrifying inside.
Inside, there was a fact that he didn't want to face.
Ji Yuanshan turned back: "Aren't you going to find him?"
Ji Ziyang said angrily: "I want to find him, but what do you mean by bringing me here? I -"
He didn't finish his sentence.
Xu Huai just walked out of it and punched Ji Ziyang in the face!
Ji Ziyang was beaten so hard that he turned his head sideways, leaving a fishy-sweet taste in his mouth.
Ji Yuanshan stood aside silently, acquiescing to what Xu Huai did.
Ji Ziyang coughed lightly and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth: "What do you mean?"
Xu Huai's eyes were red and he said: "What do you mean? What do you mean? If it weren't for you, Xu Deng would not have died at all!"
die......
This word fell into Ji Ziyang's ears like a thunder. His ears were buzzing and he felt like he couldn't hear anything clearly.
How could he just die?
It must not be true.
Isn't that a dream?
It must be a dream!
Ji Ziyang suddenly pushed Xu Huai away and rushed to the morgue! This must all be a dream and fake. He doesn't believe it!
The temperature in the morgue was very low.
Xu Wenbai leaned against the wall dejectedly. He seemed much older. Even when Ji Ziyang walked in, he just glanced at him indifferently and then looked away.
On the table in the middle of the morgue.
The young man fell asleep quietly.
His face was pale, without a trace of blood or warmth.
Ji Ziyang staggered back two steps.
Showing disbelief.
The pain grasped his heart like a hand, and he gasped for breath.
Xu Deng is dead.
it is true.
Not a dream.
This is all his fault.
Xu Huai is right.
It was all his fault, he was the one who asked Xu Deng out, he was the one who took Xu Deng to the lake, he was the one who... let Xu Deng protect him and was killed by the monster.
It's all him!
And he was too cowardly to admit this fact, and even tried to deceive himself, holding on to the ridiculous hope that the boy was still alive.
Just last night, he was still looking forward to the future. He wanted to go to the same university as Xu Deng and be Xu Deng's friend. He liked Xu Deng and wanted to be by Xu Deng's side all the time.
But today, everything became a dream, and he could no longer even see the boy.
It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this...
Seeing Ji Ziyang's devastated look, Xu Huai was so angry that he grabbed Ji Ziyang's collar and raised his fist high!
Xu Wenbai finally spoke, his voice hoarse: "That's enough."
There's no point in blaming him anymore, Xu Deng won't come back, Ji Ziyang didn't mean it, he's just as miserable as them.
It's just that Xu Wenbai couldn't forgive himself.
He originally prepared cakes and birthday gifts for Xu Deng. He hoped that his youngest son could go home, but what awaited him was Xu Deng's bad news...
He was the one who pushed Xu Deng away in the first place, so Xu Deng didn't want to come back... If Xu Deng had returned home last night, he wouldn't have encountered that accident, so he was also the murderer.
Who has the right to blame Ji Ziyang?
He should be the one Xu Deng hates the most, right?
Xu Wenbai had white hair on his temples, and he seemed to have aged a lot overnight.
He thought about making up for his younger son and tried his best, but he didn't expect that even this only chance would be gone.
Xu Wenbai looked at the young man's quiet face with sad eyes. If you blame us, you should let God punish us instead of leaving alone.
Xu Huai lowered his hands dejectedly.
His mood was similar to that of his father, but why did he hit Ji Ziyang? He wanted to vent his anger and grief, but...
It all really doesn't make sense anymore.
Ji Ziyang walked over step by step, staggering.
He stared at the young man's face for a long time, and finally slowly raised his hand and gently touched the cold face.
it's all my fault......
I shouldn't have asked you out...
Why did you just leave like this? Why didn't you just let me die there too? Why did you risk your life to save me?
Why......
Can't open your eyes and look at me again.
Ji Ziyang closed his eyes and let a tear fall.
I didn't even have time to tell you that I like you.