fading lies

By kusuARMY

325 34 41

Sometimes the ones whom we scare are ourselves Jeon jungkook Growing up he has been always in a rough envir... More

Introduction
character asthetics
sirens
white walls
miss
ghosting

mistake

33 5 6
By kusuARMY

Y/N pov

I started treating patients and checked up the ecg .
I walked through the cabins marking the patients whose tests are done.

I reached another patient sitting beside her checking up her pulse.
Stable.
I smiled at her.
I spoke to her last night making sure she's fine and gave her some emotional support .

I moved out but her whispers stopped me.

"My husband"

I turned around and moved closer to her .

"My husband is the one with the gun"

She burst into tears as she caught her chest to slow herself down.

"W-e go-t an o-ffer for mo-ney"

I nodded holding her hand.
Despite everything, I hate to see people in pain.
It reminds me of mine.

"He's supposed to just shoot a person that's it , but we have to pretend it to be like a robbery so that the person won't get caught."

I narrowed my eyes .
"Do you know her ?"

She shaked her head.
"I don't know the person who gave us the mission but we were supposed to get our money at the end after getting down"

I nodded my head wiping her tears.
"Is my husband alright ?"
She looked at me with ray of hope.
Her glistened eyes begging me to say yes.

I scanned the records and checked his name.

He's dead.
We tried to save him but nothing worked.

"I'm so sorry but-"
She cried loudly as I zipped my lips.

I bit my lips as I reached to console her .
She hugged me by the side and let me hold her.

"You have to speak to the police and give them your statement"

Her eyes widened as she gripped my hand .
"No !!! You're not telling this to anyone "

I narrowed my eyes .
"Of course you have to inform them. I'll call them so that you can tell them the whole thing."

She gripped my hand more tight hurting me .
"Leave my hand !!!"

"You're not going to tell anyone about this!!!"

Ugh I've had enough.
I ripped my hand out of her grip and moved away as she tried to move from the bed.

She definitely needs psychotic treatment.

I rubbed my hands opening the door.
This is the second time I've hurt my hand today.
I bashed into the metal door so hard that it swelled.
Damn this fucking hurts.
She had nails which dug into my wrists.
My eyes filled with water as I tried to touch it.

I lifted my head , my eyes connected with his who stood from a distance observing me.

I walked to him , rubbing my hands and then when I reached him , I hid it behind my back.

He is talking with his team .
He titled his head looking at me .
I gulped under his stare .

"Excuse me "
He informed his members and stepped beside to talk to me.

I spoke up

"She knows a vital information, or you could say she's the wife of the suspect. She told me about how they got an offer or something Mr Jeon."

His eyes bored into mine as he tilted his head looking at his assistant and to the door .
The assistant moved to the patient.

"Thank you miss crybaby for the information . Although I feel bad for your hand that it's attached to someone who's this weak."

My eyes burned in anger.
Asshole.

"You don't have to worry about my hand . Do your job and stop calling me names "

He smirked , walking past me but stopped beside me whispering into my ears.
My cheeks burned with heat as my chest heaved up and down upon his scent.

"I'm doing my job, protecting people is my job ,especially from you."

He whispered the last part so deeply that my legs weakened .

He walked away with his dark aura as I breathed in.

I licked my lips as I turned around looking at him as he winked at me with a smirk and closed the door.

Fuckard.

Alright but that's not what my body is screaming.

My whole body is heated.

I fanned myself with my hands as I settled my dress and walked .

After few hours its finally time for lunch.

I sat down on the cafteria bench with my food as I started eating it slowly since my hand is hurting.
I gotta spray it after eating.

My back was hurting as I leaned back.
The benches have no support to lean in but someone was there behind me as I sighed resting.
Wait
I fucking just leaned myself on someone.
The scent ?.

No fucking way.

I gulped as I moved away.

Turning around.

"Miss crybaby, won't you see who's behind you? How pathetic of you to just lean back."
I fisted my hands .

"I'm so fucking sorry mr Jeon . , if I knew it's you i would've sat a kilometer far away!"

He chuckled deeply as my stomach flipped.
Why am I getting this much affected by a person who's nothing to me ?
I fucking have no idea.

Some men came up as they sat too .
I started eating my food dropping it every min.
My fucking hand.
One man still stood up ,
Of course no benches have enough space to fit those many people.

I heard some shufflings as I gazed at my side to see him sitting beside me.

"People have no seat because of your occupation."

I sighed turning to face him.
"What's your problem? Why the hell are you annoying me ? I'll report you!!"

He raised an eyebrow as he smirked and leaned closer making my heart thump.

"Go ahead and report me then."
I squeezed my eyes shut.
Catching my plate i was about to go but he lifted his hand .

"Aww miss crybaby is affected by me ?"

I scoffed sitting back down.
"No fucking way. Do your work and mind your business."

"I already told you I'm minding my own business."

I shaked my head and started to eat slowly .
I grunted in frustration as he eyed me .
I know he's staring , no need to inform me .

"Eat your food , rather than staring at me. So that I can be at peace."

"You're quite suspicious. Anyways I don't care ."

He started eating his food with a phone in his other hand
I took his figure in.
How did I never see this man until now ?
How come his entire presence is making me feel whole ?
How come his lips are the only thing I'm able to focus right now ?
How come his eyes are so beautiful rather than his stupid personality.
How come he's so hot when he's this annoying ?
I shaked myself out of thoughts as I gazed ahead.

"You know you must focus on your food while eating ."
I said playing with my food .

He turned to me slightly .
"Says the one who's playing with the food."
He shakes his head eating again and the phone still on.

"I'm not so idle like you , so I have to check my phone every single time."

I chuckled .
"Idle?"
I nodded my head digging into my food as I finally drank some water.
His gaze burned me as I stood up.

"Thank you for your wonderful company , I hope that we never sit like this again. Thanks a lot"

Without even hearing his response I just smiled at him connecting his eyes and moved away from there rushing inside the hospital.

I was walking in the hallway as I saw Dr Melendez.

I informed Dr Melendez regarding the situation of the patient and her actions.
His gaze narrowed on my hand as I hid it back attempting to divert the topic i spoke about something else

"Show me your hand "
I looked at him with confusion as if nothing happened.

I chuckled
"Why? There's nothing "

" Show . Me . Your . Hand . I won't repeat my words or orders y/n , you know that very well."

I nodded my head as I pulled my hand to the front.

"Are you nuts ? . It's swollen. It's bruised too. "
He caught my hand examining it as I bit my lip .
He started scolding me for my negligence as I stood there pouting.

"I'll get it checked."

"You better get it checked by the time I come out of the surgery."

I smiled as he walked past me giving a pat on my shoulder.

I rubbed my hand softly as I turned around .

Why the hell is he everywhere ?

His gaze was so dark.

I shouldn't care .
I ignored him as I went up to a nurse and got my hand checked and of course she wrapped it .
Applying some medicine.

I smiled thanking her .

Mr Jeon again.

"Don't you have any work rather than stalking me ?"

He ignored my question as he walked past me to the nurse taking some files.

Duh.
The audacity to ignore me.
He walked away without even glancing at me.

What the hell is wrong with him.?

I sighed .

I scrolled through my phone rushing to the ground floor from stairs .
I reached the floor and moved a few steps.

My breath hitched when someone came from behind me, locking me with a .

My heart thumped when I felt the weight on my head.

With a gun.

I gulped as screams erupted around me.
Some started running and some gasped .

I tensed up.
Tears welled up , as I clenched my fist.

I saw her hand , she's the same one who told me about her husband.

"Let me move away from here or else I will kill her!!"
She gripped my neck tighter with her arm.

She screamed loudly as everyone stared at her and me .

Dr Melendez came rushing as he gasped at the sight.

"Mam, leave her. We won't do anything to you. We are of no harm to you."

She laughed loudly as I struggled .

I tried to elbow her but she is so smart that she hit my head with the end of the gun.

I struggled to keep my eyes open wincing at the pain.

Worst thing is , I can't move my hand like I always do. I would've tried if I could move my hand normally.

"Son of a bitch , leave me you sick woman!!!"

I cursed as my head thumped in pain.

I know I can't curse in the hospital but even the patient shouldn't be harming me.
Sope I don't think anyone would mind if I curse.

I saw someone moving closer as my eyes met his .
A sigh of relief flood through me as my heart slowed.

It's as if I know he will save me.
I just know.

His eyes softened I guess? But in a moment they darkened on the woman behind me.

He lifted his gun as he moved closer.

"Drop the gun before you regret your choice of living."

Her grip tightened making me gasp for air.

"Dumb of you to think I'll surrender to you. She will die if you don't drop your gun now."

He chuckled as I looked at him

His eyes stared at me as he spoke next.

"Do you think I care about her ? Go ahead and shoot her . In the end the only one I want is you."

He said moving a step ahead with his gun still aiming at her.

Of course he wouldn't care about someone he just met.
He would only bother about his criminal.

I turned my head away from him as I tried to hold my tears.

Stop crying.
Not now.
Who is he to you?

I gripped my dress stronger.

"Move away officer. I just wanna go . Let me go and I'll leave her too"

She said as she took a step ahead with me towards the door.

He gripped his gun tighter focusing on me now and then.

I'm so pathetic. I can't even save myself from a woman.

He signalled everyone to give us way .

I fisted my hands moving with her .
She pushed me harder forward as I stumbled.

"Faster. Move faster."
I walked faster .

I don't remember what happened but in a matter of seconds . I'm on the ground wincing from the sudden pain
As blood scattered around me.
The glass window  shattered beside me as some pierced into my skin
Ugh
Fuck.

My specs fell at a distance .
My stomach and body ached with pain.

Someone's hand coiled around my arm pulling me up as I gazed at him.

Jungkook.

He slowly pulled me up with his two hands .

He settled his one hand at my back to keep me from falling.

" Hey? you okay? Crybaby? "

I squinted my eyes trying to see but my eyes kept on closing.

His fingers stroked my skin ,
My skin burned under his touch.

I yanked my arm from his grip.
He's dumb to think I'll just let him touch me when he just said he doesn't care.

"Don't touch me"
I whispered , hardly hearing it myself as I collapsed against his chest .

His hands coiled around my waist , holding me like a baby.

The last thing I hear is
"You'll be alright my love. She won't live ahead "

Jungkooks pov

I flipped through the patients file.

I stood outside a patients room

My eyes travelled on her as she walked with grace and entered into the ICU.
Officers gathered around me as we discussed about our current reports.
My eyes glanced here and there on the door
I was so into conversation that I didn't notice her until she stood at the door biting her lip with adorance.
She hid her hands which are now red.
She walked over to us .
I titled my head as I smiled inside seeing her nervous
Kiddo.
I excused myself as I stepped beside as she stood ahead of me.
She informed me regarding the patient as I finally understood and titled my head to the officer to go and check on her.

I mocked her about her hands .
As she glared at me.
I love this.
She said that I don't need to care about her.
I walked near her whispering in her ear about how I should protect people, especially from her.

I noticed the way her chest heaved .
The way she licked her lips.
I felt the heat and tension lingering on us as I walked past her to the door finally glancing at her once more as she turned around.
I winked and smirked closing the door.

After a few hours .

I need to report her.
She confessed that it's her husband to her but she never spoke a word to me.
We need evidence .
I sighed as I sat in the cafeteria.
It's not a big deal for me to arrest her and keep her in jail without evidence, I do have a doctor who just heard her confess .

My back straightened when I felt someone leaning on me from behind.

The similar scent.
I smirked as I turned around connecting my eyes with her glossy ones.

Of course I mocked her again and again as I finally sat beside her making her squirm with tension and annoyance.

She said she would report me as I leaned closer looking at her.
"Go ahead and report me then"

Her lips and cheeks turned red as I stared at her adorable figure.
She talked with me about eating as of course I teased her about the same.

I like seeing her eat , huff and pout with annoyance.
It's nice.
It's so adorable.

She finally stood saying she never wanna sit again like this.

I chuckled as I looked at her disappearing figure.
Interesting.

I went inside the hospital after sometime only to see something which made me rage.

All I can see is red.
I clenched my fists.

That doctor is holding her hand.
She smiled as he moved away

Bastard
He's making her smile.

I moved away from there staring at her once more with depth.

After few minutes I went to the nurse to collect the final files so that I can get out of here and ignore her too.

I saw her coming towards me as I ignored her question and took the file from nurse , walking away from her .

When I went past her , all I could sense is her smell.
Vanilla .
The sweet blush and the cute pout.
Those cheeks almost making my heart pump as she fixed her glasses .

I gulped as I went to reception collecting the final records.

Chaos .
In seconds everyone were screaming from a distance.
I held my gun moving closer to the scene.

It's coming from a small distance.

Very near to the door.

My heart accelerated it's speed when I hear her.

"Son of a bitch, leave me you sick woman!!"

I smirked at her words as I moved finally seeing her.
Blood dripped down from her head  as she tried to focus on me.
A gentle warmth spread on her face as she gulped.
My eyes darkened on the figure threatening her.

I threatened the criminal but of course she didn't give up and threatened me instead.

I said her that I don't care if y/n  dies.

Do I really not care ?

Do I not care ?
If I really don't care then why do I feel rage pumping in my veins?
Why do I see everything as red seeing her at gun point?
Why do I wanna rip that woman off, for touching her.
Why is it ?

I came back to my thoughts
As my gaze fell on her.
My words hurt her.

Tears glistened at the brim of her eyes as she breathed in and out when the criminal tightened the hold.

Motherfucker.
Just let me get her safe .
Then I'll deal with you in a way I never treated a criminal.

I ordered everyone to move aside when they started moving.

She pushed her saying to move faster.
Her eyes glistened with tears and rage.

Please bear it for sometime.
Just sometime.

When she reached the window, which is almost near the door
She turned around as  I shot her shoulder as she fell back onto the window throwing y/n to the side the glass scattered.

I breathed in and out .

I rushed to her .
Her specs fell at a distance as I picked it up pocketing it.

I held her figure lifting it up.

My heart ached to see her like this.

I don't understand why my emotions are so high.
I don't even know her well.

I placed a hand at her back to keep her stable as I held her cheek with one hand.

My crybaby.
Her cheeks and eyes puffed .

"Hey ? You okay crybaby?"

She remained silent and then yanked herself from my hold .

"Don't touch me "
She whispered .
And then collapsed into my chest.

I placed my hands on her waist.
Whispering her.

"You'll be alright my love. She won't live ahead "

She fainted as I lift her up.
Her head slagged around as I rushed to the stretcher.

Dr Melendez came in rushing as he patted her cheeks.

" Check up now.!"
He held her hand stroking it .

My eyes darkened .

Stop touching her.
Stop provoking me.
I ripped his hand away as I asked him

" How's she ?"

He got confused as he brought the stethoscope to her chest.

"She'll be fine. Just need some rest and of course she needs to get band aid for those glass piercings and head "

Some female doctor interrupted.
"And she might be in some fear for few days.
Being held at gun point triggers some people . She might need some moral support."

Dr Melendez told me

"Thanks for saving her"

I nodded as they pull the stretcher with them.
I would never forgive myself if she died.
Don't ask me why.
I will tell you if I know it.

I walked with them as I noticed her face.

Puffed cheeks , redshot eyes.
Hair ruffled.
She looks like a kid.
But still it breaks my heart to see her like that

They took her inside the room as I rushed to the spot.

Fucking asshole.
I want to get my hands on her and rip her up myself.

I reached there searching for her.

"Sir , they took her to the ICU ward.
They need to remove the bullet and then we can arrest her."

"They don't need to save that ass.
She must die and I'll make it happen.
Stop the fucking surgery now."

"Sir I'm afraid but we have to do it.
She should be alright and only then we can arrest her."

I nodded.

I have other plans.
Yes she should stay alive.
I'll make her regret that why is she alive .

She will suffer for hurting what's mine.

To be continued.
(Sorry for one day delay!)

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