So, crush number one is a girl. Shes a half crush. We're like really good friends. She is so adorabke and pretty and she has a marilyn monroe placement mole. She has such cute little hands. Sjes insecure of them and it suprises me so much, so i try convince her how cute they are. When she offers to hold my hand i feel an electric shock go through my body and is crazy cause i haven't crushed on a actual human being before. Every now and then I feel the crush die then she does something sweet and im pining all over again
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