Yoongi POV
I don't know what this little girl is doing to me . I can't stand a single tear on her eyes . who is her dad ?! And why this jerk is leaving his family alone like this ? As what minji told me she didn't even know how he looks like . can you believe it ! this jerk is working out of the city and he didn't even try to call her or talk to her even once ! ...
But there is something which confusing me thr most . she told me that jimin always tell her that her dad will come soon but every time he didn't come and that jimin is the one who get birth to her thats why she calls him mama but how ?! ... Did jimin married again or ... No I can't think of Jimin like this . I promised her that I will talk with her mama . yeah I know that I am really stupid because I don't know how to face him after what happened in the past . I am happy that he build a new family but ... why is he so sad and where his so called husband is ! .
When I saw him I felt like I want to hug him so tight and tells him that I am sorry and I still love you but I know that I don't deserve his forgiveness I don't deserve him ! .
I looked at Minji who was sleeping peacefully on my arms with her chuppy cheek pressed on my chest and a little pout on her cute lips . I chuckled sadly as she resembles jimin a lot . I made her sleep in her bed and pecked her forehead gently to not wake her up .
I went to the living room to find only PD nim sitting there so I went to stand besides him .
"Where are the others ?! "
" sit down . I have some questions to ask "
I confusedly looked at him as he ignored my question but shrugged it away and sit besides him .
" suga , Is it him ?! The one you told me about "
I got shocked as how he knew that so he continued after understanding my shock expiration .
" i know I'm old but I saw how you looked at him it's only one day but a lot of things happened . I can see how tae is looking at Jimin with sad eyes and how joon is looking regretly at him and you ... Your eyes can't lie . I am the one who know the real you yoongi not suga and after 4 years I saw yoongi is back when you are looking at him ...
I won't talk alot but I will advice you one thing even if you know that he won't forgive you but he has the right to know the full truth . he has the right to know how regretful you are . think about that anyway I know all of you can't work at an environment like this so I told the staff to go back only hyunjin is here as I need his help in something oh and jisoo is coming tomorrow maybe you can ask her advice as well you know how genius she is . "
I was speechless to be honest . I just nodded at him .
PD nim is like a god father to us . he was the one who knows everything about me .he even know what I don't know about myself . I owe him a lot ! He helped me a lot with my life ...
I don't know if I should tell him I mean if I should tell jimin the truth but maybe he will hate me more if he knows it ...
"Yoongi ! "
I turned around to see joon standing with an angry face looking at me with so much hate ... But why ?!
" a-ahm joon do you need something ?! " I said nervously .
*PUNCH*
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Before 1 hour .
3rd person POV
"Did he sleep ?! " jin asked after entering jimin's room . "yes , he cried a lot then fell asleep out of tiredness " joon said while rubbing jimin's hair softly .
"Joonie , is he your chimmy ?! "
"Hmm . but he changed a lot . he was so bubbly , cheerful , always smiling and he was so happy but now as you see he became a cold person , so pale , quiet and sad . I can feel that he went through a lot to the point he has a panick attack . I went to kook's room to ask if jimin is taking any pills and you know what I heard his talks with tae "
"A-and what were they talking about ?! "
Jin was trying to control his tears as he know that his lover is going to break down any time soon by how he looking at him now . .
" h-he said that jimin was alone in the cold with his baby in his hands in front of a hospital looking so pale and t-that he was afraid of everyone . he was having a panick attack everytime someone tried to come closer to him or his baby *sniff* and that he didn't have any panick attack for 2 and half years I think but today it returned and they think it's because of y-yoongi ! "
Joon said and broke down in tears . jin hurriedly went to him and hugged him tightly . " jinie, bring my chimmy back please *hiccups * tell him his nam hyung is here and that he won't leave him ever again *hiccups* p-please 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭"
"h-hyung ... "
Joon hurriedly looked at jimin and went to him "y-yes , baby your hyung is here "
Jimin looked at namjoon and teared up again "shhh please don't cry . I'm here " namjoon said softly . jin looked at them and then quietly was about to leave but stopped when " stay ! " . jin looked at namjoon's hand and nodded then went to sit besides them .
After sometime jimin calmed down and looked at namjoon . namjoon noticed that so he quickly asked him "do you need water ?! " .jimin shakes his head as no .
"Are you hungry ?! " . jimin just looked at him .
"I ... I missed you hyung "
Namjoon looked at him at light speed and teared up happily . "I missed you too c-chimmy ... I am really sorry I was so busy in my life that I forget to visit you but believe me you were always on my mind . I ... I am really sorry " namjoon looked down while crying .
Jimin held namjoon's face in his hand and pecked his forehead gently " shhh it's okay you are here now right ?! you won't leave me again right ?! "
"NEVER ! " joon said loudly then hugged jimin so tightly .
After they calmed down for a little joon pulled away from the hug and looked at jimin with a nervous look . jimin noticed it so he asked him "why ?! " . namjoon round his eyes everywhere but not Jimin and said " nothing , don't worry "
"*sigh* hyung tell me what is bothering you ?! "
"Jimin , if you are okay with that can you tell me what happened after we left the village ?! "
Jimin looked at namjoon Shockley but namjoon can see the pain in his shocked eyes . he can see how much Jimin is struggling to mention his past so he hurriedly said "I'm not forcing you . you don't have to tell me anything . I will wait till you feel you are fine to tell me it . "
" *big sigh* it's okay hyung I think I need to make it out of my shoulder to feel alive again . I need to feel that someone is sharing my pain with me . "
" after you left me I think I was at the age of 14 as you left 10 years ago anyway when I was at the age of 17 my d-dad died . he took a promise from y-yoongi to take care of me and as I was left all alone Mrs min took me to stay with them and as you know me and yoongi was really close to the point that we were glued to each other . he was going to the high school and me at house waiting for him while helping Mrs min with the house and clinic an___ "
"Wait a minute you just said just him going to school so what about you ?! "
"I ... I drop out as I was taking care of my dad and after he died I didn't thought to continue as I didn't want to take money from Mr min so that what happened ... Anyway after 1 year me and yoongi found out that we are in love with each other but we was so awkward to tell it but on my 18th birthday he proposed to me *chuckles sadly* but not to be boyfriends but husbands I was so happy that I said yes without blinking my eyes . then we got married with only his parents attending it as he said that it's not important to let the whole village know about it and at how stupid I was in love with him I agreed to it . we were so happy with eachother so in love or maybe that what I thought .... "
Flashback
To be continued
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To be honest I was not going to update today but I was so excited that I updated half of the chapter hehe...😆😅😄
I will update the next part soon as I want the flashback to have what it deserves of writing I hope you understand me ...
Stay tuned 💜
Oh and one thing I made a mistake at the last chapter with the ages of taekook in Kook's bunny story telling He said that his age was 8 and tae was 10 and after one week tae left but it was after 4 years not one week 😅😅 ... I waited to find that someone noticed it but no one did so I decided to tell you myself 😅😅😅 .... ignore it like you did 😂😅... any way love you all 💜💜