Chilli POV
Continued
Everyone run out the studio trying to figure out what was happening.
"YOU FUCK WITH MY BESTFRIEND YOU FUCK WITH ME" Selena yell still trying to get at Tionne "who you think you are?!?! Causing my friend so much hurt and you think its cool"
"Selena I always said I'll never fight none of my friends , but imma fuck you up" Tboz said fixing her shirt "I told yo tired ass over the phone to stay ya whack ass away from me and you still popping up on me with your weird fucking bestfriend ???"
"Y'all please stop this" Aaliyah try calming Selena down holding on to her crutches
"What the hell is going on??" Rashad ask running out of where looking so confuse "Aaliyah what happen???"
"Selena and Tionne got into it" she step back
"Nahhh you can't deal with this, you could barely walk"
"No no Rashad am good" Aaliyah said stubborn "I could manage"
"Selena I think you should just leave. Y'all been friends long enough to know shit like this happen. Don't get inside couple business"
"Lisa! She need to be held accountable! She's the reason why Aaliyah is in this state" Selena yell
"No she ain't" I finally speak up "your friend just wanted attention, and we get it"
"BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP!!" Aaliyah snap unexpectedly
"Ok you guys have to leave now" the lady behind the desk said getting worried
"I Agree, come on this have to be taken outside" Dallas said stepping in front of Selena stopping her from throwing things at Chilli
"You old whore!" Selena said angry shouting over Dallas shoulder
Aaliyah didn't say anything . She kept quiet giving me a look, if looks could of kill I would've been dead by now.
"Selena before you call anyone a whore , always remember your body count" Tionne walk off rolling her eyes
She started shouting in Spanish
"Please! English" I said getting annoyed
"Watch when I see you bitch"
"Today was going so smooth" Lisa said shaking her head
"I know right"
Lisa turn her head and look at me .. and I know what she's thinking .... This time it didn't have anything to do with me
"I know what your going to say"
"I told you stay out of it and let them fight their battles"
"What battles? Look, Lisa I don't need you to be telling me how to feel towards her , we both can't control it and I won't promise to stop fucking around with, so just let it be" I said walking away from her irritated
•
Later that night
Leaving the studio was a breath of fresh air, it was long, chaotic, annoying , but actually ended up being peaceful and quiet. We didn't say much to each other we just focus on the music and work hard . I'm now hungry , sleepy and need a shower
"Hey" Tionne walk behind me
I turn around not expecting her to be behind me
"Hey" I smile
She return a smile ...
"I'm sorry about today" she said sounding so sincere
"Thats okay Ti, I know how it be with the ex girls and of course bestfriend" I giggle
She laugh holding my hand "yeah it be crazy. I really wasn't expecting her to put her hands on me, we all grew up really good friends, im sure she know what Aaliyah did to me , if she know she wouldn't react that way"
"You don't need to explain yourself . I'm by your side and I understand you completely" I held her hand tighter giving her a wink
She stop walking pulling me close to her.. crashing her lips into mine . I didn't stop her. I love every bit of it
She stop , looking me in my eyes biting her lips
"Don't start what you can't finish" I whisper so mesmerize
"And don't challenge me" she said grabbing my ass
Lisa had already left. So it was just me , Tionne and other humans
"Why you don't come over at my house tonight?" I ask feeling so turned on
"Ughh, I wish I can" she said so stress "I promise a friend of mine to get something done for her"
Feeling disappointed in her response I try playing it off covering it with a smile
"Well another time"
"Definitely, let me take you for breakfast in the morning?"
"Yes, sounds like a plan, but before studio session" I pointed because she just know how to make me late
"Okay see you later beautiful" she kiss me on my cheek
I couldn't hold my blush back
"Goodnight beautiful" i stand there waving at her
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Tboz POV
Home
*2 Voicemails*
Aaliyah: *Sniffling* Hey Tionne , can we please just talk. we can't just move on without getting the right closure ...
*Switch over*
Aaliyah: Please pick up my calls Ti, I'm getting out of the hospital earlier than expected. Imma stop by so we can talk in person.
*Switch over*
End of voicemails
I just wish she would just move on. I literally wish her well, but this isn't making sense. She gonna keep hurting herself if she keep worrying about me. Aaliyah is really talented and have so much more to life .. I just need her to move on
"Now time for bed" I said to myself finishing my glass of orange juice
I'm getting comfortable, ready to go take a shower and go to bed... until I heard a loud knock on my door
"Ughhh i could never catch a fucking break and who this is late as this by my door" I look through my front window "these crew have nothing to do" I roll my eyes opening the door
*Opening the door*
Pac, Missy, Brat, Snoop, Lyte and Kidada are at my front door with smirks on their face like their up to something
"Y'all serious right now?" I laugh
"You know what we came here for" Brat said walking in welcoming herself
"Ok what's the issue?" I shake my head "and the rest of you might as well come in"
"Well a little birdy told us that you and Aaliyah not together" Pac said crossing his legs
"Ughhh!" I playfully scream "when am I going to get a break from the name and why you crossing your legs like your somebody therapist"
"Awwww nah tionne, stop it thats not nice" kidada said laughing
"No , we really want to know what happen" missy said "now everything else I know whats popping , but Selena call us all tonight saying you guys had a fight at the studio"
"Yeah she call me too, like she all hurt and stuff" lyte shrug
"So what happen Tionne?" Pac ask "because you look nonchalant, but Aaliyah seem devastated and Selena acting like someone try cut her head off"
"Ok guys! Here's the thing... I sure missy told y'all everything else, im not having it anymore"
"So you wouldn't give y'all relationship another chance?" Brat ask concern
"No I wouldn't" I answered
"You give it chances before, what happen now?" Kidada ask
"Its not there anymore, listen.. I loved Aaliyah to death and our relationship! I wish her the best in any decisions she chooses in life and on her music career, but I'm not there with her anymore. I'm done. I can't force it" I shrug it off "But Selena went too far! Selena wanted me to talk and I didn't want to talk , I kept ignoring and told her to back up. I was already irritated that she pop up on me while having a great day! Aaliyah try getting up in my face with those crutches knowing she ain't 100% , I flare at her ,I did not hit her, but Selena thought it was cute to slap me ... I punch her while Aaliyah stood there and cry like always "
"Soooo Selena caused it?????" Missy ask confuse
"Yes she did, I walk away because I couldn't stand to be around her in that moment"
"I think you and Aaliyah should talk one on one. While nobody around. Just try to keep your calm, y'all don't even have to be together" Brat said
"Nahhh, it ain't happening" I said
"It sound like you find somebody" Kidada said crossing her arms with a smirk
They all had smirks on their face waiting for me
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Lisa POV
PHONE CONVERSATION
"Chilli I don't understand why your upset with me , I only be trying to protect your feelings"
"What are you protecting my feelings from Lisa? Me and Ti are not kids"
"I get that , all am saying is ... when you see two people going through rocky time like this just don't put all your eggs in one basket. Who knows tomorrow Tionne mind might change and she might decide she wanna give their relationship another try"
"But why your mind is on that?"
"Ughhhh!! Rozonda just listen to me.. you know what, I'm not gonna talk about it no more... you just have to buck your own toe"
"I guess I have to do that. Tionne really likes me and I like her. She tells me that all the time"
I laugh over the phone .. Rozonda been delusional over Tionne before TLC even started , so right now she's all in her head .. imma let her be tho....
"Anyway Lisa .. thanks for trying to be a good friend and protect me, but imma see for myself"
"Ok thats the best thing to do"
"Ok Goodnight! See you tomorrow"
*Phone hangs up*
Who knows Tionne might of change, she might be done with Aaliyah forreal this time or she might wanna move on for the better.. but knowing how she gets down, she definitely don't play
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Aaliyah POV
11:15 PM
At Parents House
"Para de llorar Aaliyah" Selena said comforting me in my bed
"I can't stop crying Selena" I said feeling the ache in my heart clutching tight on my pillow
"You been crying all day, you haven't eat or drink anything! This is not good for you!" Selena said being so worried
"Me and Kelly only hooked up because she cheated on me! Numerous times. Around the time I got pregnant me and her wasn't even together!" I wipe my tears venting "I'm way to young to be keeping a child, so I got rid of it"
Selena looked at me with watery eyes
"Liyah you was that far?"
"You could say that.. I didn't know until I kept having morning sickness, so I took a pregnancy test... I was so scared!" I broke down again
"Awwwww Aaliyah, you wasn't really wrong . If nobody understands you, I do. That was tionne karma , she did alot of hurtful stuff to you but can't take this old news"
"I mean .. I know I should've tell her the truth from the beginning; but she came back to me wanting to really work on our relationship and she looked so happy and begin treating me like I was on top of the world , I couldn't mess that up"
"Things happen! She'll be back, stop wasting your beautiful tears over someone who's ungrateful and heartless! If she wants to be with her band mate LET HER! if she's meant for you, she'll come back , If not she won't so just move on! And get into your amazing music!"
I still felt myself flooding in tears, it'll take time for me to heal , but right now is not the time . My thoughts was racing !
30 minutes later
I still couldn't sleep, but Selena is knock right out, lightly snoring. My thoughts is still on Tionne. I got up out of bed and walk out the room going into the next guess bedroom.
"The only way to get over all these thoughts is to write it down" I said to myself grabbing a book and pen off the table
I sit on the floor all night long just scribbling through the pages , and read everything back to myself , I felt a little relieve , but I didn't stop, I'm going to the studio with this
A few months later
In the studio
Cuz its been too long
And I'm lost without you
What am I going to do?
Said I been needin you, wantin you
Wondering if your the same
And who's been with you
Is your heart still mine?
I wanna cry sometimes
Now I'm sittin here, thinking 'bout you
And the days we used to share
Its driving me crazy
I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin if you still care
I don't wanna let you know thats its killin me
I know you got another life you gotta concentrate ba-be!
Comeback to me, can you feel me? (Callin)
Hear me callin for you? (for you)
Cuz its been too long
And I'm lost without you
What am I going to do? (ba-be)
Said I been needin you, wantin you
Wondering if your the same
And who's been with you
Is your heart still mine?
I wanna cry sometimes I miss you
Its been too long
And I'm lost without you
What am I going to do?
I been needin you, wantin you
Wondering if your the same
And who's been with you
Is your heart still mine?
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you eiyiyi-iyi eiyiyi-iyi
I miss you eiyiyi-iyi eiyiyi-iyi
I miss you eiyiyi-iyi eiyiyi-iyi
I can't think no more (no)
Since you went away
I don't really feel like talkin
No one here to love me
Baby do you understand me?
I can't do a thing without you
While recording... I shed a tear because everything came back to me, the night I sat on the floor writing this out from my heart and how I felt
"Ok! And thats yet , let's fix this baby up now" Kelly said excited high fiving his friend next to him
I shed a little tear walking out the booth wiping my face quickly
But I'm excited too, every hurt I was feeling for Tionne I just write it all down and turn it into songs. I'm healing everyday and proud of myself. I haven't seen her since that day by their studio , and I wanna keep it going ....
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t's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do?
Said I've been needing you, wanting you
Wondering if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you