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EDM getting mixed with loud hyped up cheers and other noises that fell into deaf ears of the younger who stared at the lean figure that was now towering him, staring deep into his eyes but the honey painted eyes which were full of warmth are now cold.
" how dare you "
Growled the brunette who got silenced by the older's slight glare and blushed shamlessly but Sunoo paid no mind to her as he grabbed the dazed younger and pulled him up from the couch.
The younger didn't even put up a fight or protested when Sunoo dragged him away from the loud noises and stares of his classmates who watched the whole scene with hawk eyes, his steps a bit unstable but he didn't bother to tell the latter to slow down.
Soon Ni-ki saw a familiar car that belonged to the older who opened the passenger side door and almost shoved him in making him almost hit his head while entering but he didn't dare to complain and obeyed.
Something was telling him to keep his mouth shut and so he stayed silent and observed the older who got into his driving seat and started the engine, they exchanged no words the whole ride, it wasn't awkward but it was definitely cold for the younger who wanted to ask so many questions but didn't dare to.
Something about Sunoo right now was so different like a different person and Ni-ki felt intimidated.
The silence was so loud even when they got out of the car and made their way in the Nishimura residence, it was awkward at first how Sunoo ignored the elders and walked to his room without sparing a single glance to the younger who got bombarded with questions and scoldings for staying out till this late at night but he paid no mind to the nagging as his mind was occupied with something else.
Sunoo didn't even showed up for dinner and it almost drove the younger insane.
Sunoo's complaining and nagging he can take it all but his silence was hurting real bad and maybe that's why he was unable to sleep, his eyes stayed open staring at the ceiling, mind occupied with the thoughts of the older.
He really wanted to run to the older's room and ask him why is he being cold all of a sudden, if there's any misunderstanding he will gladly apologize and beg for forgiveness if thats what it takes for the older to stop avoiding him.
" Sunoo... "
He whispered the older's name softly, there was a hint of longing in his voice, he loved the way the latter's name rolled out of his tongue and it made him feel more desperate for the older's presence.
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Sitting on the alcove by the open window, eyes stared blankly at a distance, sky void of stars reflected on his amber painted eyes that looked drained of any emotion.
Mind in a mess he raised the cancer stick that's between his fingers lazily and took a deep wiff, feeling the burn in his lungs.
That burn reminded him of Ni-ki, the younger is like fire in his lungs that is painful but addicting.
The heat in his lungs which was soon followed by the cheery buzz in his head. Sunoo chased down the tobacco-filled smoke with a swig of brandy. He was almost certain he could feel it entering his bloodstream instantly soothing the predicament of his taxing life.
He watched intently as the smoke whitened under the bitter cold air - The thick white flumes painfully stark against the darkness of the night.
The synthetic happiness brought by substances was growing more and more unlike the genuine joy he took for granted whenever he was with Ni-ki.
He couldn't really place when he lost the leash of his feelings and developed such scary and serious feelings for the younger knowing damn well it's wrong but that's the fun, he shamlessly admitted.
He just knew it hadn't happened overnight. He'd been drowning in this ocean called Nishimura Riki for a long time now; Far too deep to swim out with ease.
In addition to this it was almost like he have no will to swim out of this ocean, even if it will kill him it's still sweet.
He took another wiff off of his cancer stick and let it sit in his system for a short while before blowing it out softly, why is he doing this? Why is he feeling so miserable? Almost as if he caught his boyfriend cheating on him with his bestfriend... well its not really different.
He felt a burn in his chest and his head throb painfully when the images of the cause of his misery came flashing in his mind like films.
" that bitch.. "
He muttered under his breath, the synthetic relief escaping his system, failing to give him any means to escape from this stinging feeling in his heart..so he disposed of his flavoured cigarette in an ashtray and took one last gulp of his drink like a quick shot before climbing down the alcove and closing the window.
He placed that empty snifter on his study desk and walked out of his room feeling light-headed but his heart felt heavy.
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Room filled with deafening silence that complimented the emptiness of his heart, there sat a figure on his messy bed as the comforter was almost falling off of the bed and pillows sitting unorganised a proff of the struggle he went through while trying to slip into a peaceful slumber but to no avil.
It was pitch black dark in his room same as his mind, empty but messy, only filled with the thoughts of Sunoo Sunoo and Sunoo.
He was so lost that he failed to notice the opening and closing of his bedroom door and only realized that someone actually sneaked in when he felt his bed sink near his legs.
He almost freaked out but then the familiar cologne hit his nose instantly letting him know who the intruder is.
" Sunoo.. "
He called out to the older just to meet with silence. He frowned and cursed himself for surrounding himself in complete darkness, be can see nothing literally, not even any outlines of anything and that's when he felt it, the body heat of the older who silently settled down on his lap, straddling him.
His breathe hitched when he realized what's happening. The weight of the older on his crotch felt so right and it felt electrifying when he felt the older's bulge against his own.
He couldn't help but moan when Sunoo started to rock his hips, grinding on the semi hardened dick that was restricted and caged with the useless articles of clothes that Sunoo wanted to rip off of the younger's body.
" Sunoo? "
Ni-ki called the older again, his voice soft making the older smirk which unfortunately the younger couldn't see.
" this is what that brunette bitch was doing right? "
Asked the older, his voice demanding followed by a swift thrust of his hips to let the younger know what he is talking about.
" did you enjoy that? "
Ni-ki didn't answer instead he groaned when the older intentionally speed up his thrusts, increasing the friction against each other's tents.
" answer me baby did you enjoy having a whore grinding on your dick? "
Ni-ki whispered a small " no " before throwing his head back in this painful pleasure that was taking over his body.
" you didn't? Bet she failed to make you feel things like I do "
Sunoo commented, his voice full of ego and Ni-ki found that hot. He grabbed the older's waist, trying to slow him down or else he will die by the rough treatment.
" H-Hyung slow down "
Ni-ki begged and the older couldn't help but do the opposite and an airy laugh escaped his lips when the younger gasped loudly.
" but you did let her sit on your lap, grind on you "
He couldn't help but sound annoyed.
" N-No hyung trust me- ahh- umm please I didn't mean to- she- ah! "
Ni-ki swore he saw god and the staircase to heaven when Sunoo did one exact hard thrust and his body jerked backwards, hitting on the headboard of his bed and his bed creaked.
" you know you made a mistake didn't you? "
Sunoo asked, his voice low sending shiver down the younger's spine who nodded urgently but upon realizing that the older can't see him he gulped harshly before muttering a low " yes "
Sunoo chuckled and leaned in to the younger's left ear and whispered darkly sending shivers down the younger's spine once again;
" make up for your mistake baby "
To be Continued