Grace lay in bed and sighed. She knew how her head was a mess and she had no idea where she stood and when it came to her and Derek. She didn't even know if they were together. She knew how she missed how things were
Grace lay on bed and looked as bella walked in and looked to her
"Come on it's first day as a resident it's time to go up" Bella said
"Meh" Grace said. Bella looked to her and frowned
"What's up with you I went to see my mom and you have been off. Talk to me" Bella asked as grace looked to her
"I think me and Derek broke up" Grace said as Bella looked to her
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
"I asked him if he wanted to be with me at the wedding he didn't answer we're over" Grace said
"I'm going to kill him" Bella said she knew how she had warned Derek not to hurt Grace again and she couldn't believe what she was hearing. She thought that Derek was an idiot, she knew that Derek was her brother but she knew Grace was her soul mate and she wasn't gong to let him hurt Grace again
•••
Grace got to the hospital walked down the hall as her interns followed her. She and Bella were sharing interns
"I have five rules. Memorize them. Rule number one, don't bother sucking up, I already hate you. That's not gonna change.Trauma protocols, phone lists, pagers. The nurses will page you. You answer every page at a run...a run. That's rule number two. : Your first shift starts now and lasts 36 hours. You're grunts, nobodies, the bottom of the surgical food chain. You run labs, you write orders, you work every second night until you drop, and you don't complain. On call rooms. Sleep when you can, where you can. You know, but not with anybody. Not attendings...especially not attendings.
The dying patient better not be dead when I get there, because not only will you have killed someone, you will have woken me for no good reason. Are we clear?" Esme said Lexie raises her hand.
"That does for mark sloan and Derek shepherd despite the ass he is" Bella said as grace smiled as she looked to Lexie
Grace had no idea who she is
"Yes?" Grace asked
"That was four rules. You said five"
"Rule number five...when I move, you move." Grace said as They all stand there
"Go!" Bella said as she approached. The two of them were sharing interns.
•••
The residents are sat in the basement
"I hate them." Cristina said as grace rolled her eyes at her
"You don't hate them. You hate you." Meredith said
"That was hideous. I feel like a fraud." Izzie said
"I rocked it. I think I'm the new nazi." Alex said as bella snorted
"You wish" Grace said
" Oh, you are not the new nazi." Bella said as George enters
"Grace,Meredith, I need to talk to you. " he said
"George. Hi." Izzie said
"Hey." George said
"How was your vacation?"
"Um, fine. Um, Meredith' grace , can we..."
"Cause mine was... I didn't do much. I hung out alone...for 17 days. Which is the last time that I saw you, the day of Cristina's wedding, which was...well...then Mer and Cristina went on Cristina's honeymoon without me." Izzie said
"Funny when was it all over you" Bella said
"Girl-on-girl honeymoon." Alex said as grace hit the back of his head
" And then Alex took a road trip to see Ava without me and all bella just had sex with Sloan." Izzie said
"Jealous because no one will do you I went to New York to see my mom if you pay any attention then again all you do is cut lvad wires" Bella spat
"I did not go to see Ava. And her name's Rebecca. And I didn't go see her. I just drove in that direction." Alex said
"Oh, why is everyone so tingly and hurt? I mean, I'm the one who was left at the altar. I'm fine, by the way. I honeymooned in Hawaii and I snorkeled." Cristina said
"What'd you do, George?" Izzie asked
"Um, greys...I...I really need to talk to you." George said as Interns enter the hallway
" Uh, hey, you want to know...hey, um, this is for residents only. No interns." Cristina said
"Yeah."
"Yeah, get outta here."
"Babies." Alex said
"Yeah, go away."
"007's in training." Alex said
"Seriously."
"I guess I should be going, too."
" No, george.We didn't mean you." Izzie said
" No, I'm an intern." George said as he walked off
"Wait. What did you want to tell me?" Meredith asked
"Uh, is this how it's gonna be all year? Because Bambi has got to learn how to cope." Cristina asked
"At least he came back." Izzie said
"Yeah, cut him some slack."
"Dude, he failed his exam and got left back in kindergarten." Alex said
"Be nice" Bella said
"Mm-hmm."
"He won't even look at me." Izzie said
"Can't blame him" Grace said
" Have you seen Burke?" Meredith asked
"No. Have you seen Derek?" Bella asked her grace
"No."
"Wait, you haven't seen either of them since the wedding?" Izzie asked
"Nope." Grace said
" And you're all fine?"
" Yep"
Grace nodded
"She's not fine" Bella said
" Wow...You're either incredibly healthy or completely messed up." Izzie said
"I'd go messed up it's a family trait" grace said
•••
Grace and the rest of the residents walked into the ER as they saw Callie
"Where have you been? We have multiple MVC'S due any second" Callie said
"We're here, aren't we? We're here." Alex said as he helped Grace tie her gown
"Just...just get ready, okay? And monitor your interns." Callie said
Cristina points to her interns
"Okay, one, two, go get stat packs. Uh, three, four, go meet the ambulances."
"One and two" meredith asked
" No, I can't remember their names." Cristina said
George raises his hand
"I don't respond to being called a number." George said
"George, go wait for the ambulance. The rest of you come with me." Meredith said
Alex talks to his interns "All right, you guys stand against the wall and out of the way unless I call for you." Alex said
"You have such a way with words."
Izzie talks to her intern
"Okay, this is what's called a trauma situation. So there's gonna be lots of activity and a lot of patients, so if you guys have any questions at all, just ask, okay?" Izzie said
Izzie walks away but overhears her interns
" I heard she, like, freaked out and killed a guy and had to go on probation"
"Great. We're stuck with a dud."
Grace and Bella held a look as Bella smirked
"Dud in deed" Bella said as grace laughed
•••
Grace stood on the ambulance way and looked as the paramedic unloaded the ambulance
"Nancy Walters, 34 years old, weeks pregnant. Complete upper arm amputation. Pressure dressings applied. Two large bore IVs started."
" Did he say "arm"? My arm is gone?" Nancy asked
"Miss Walters, you're gonna be okay. Grey, check the wound." Bailey said to Grace
" I really need my arm."
Another ambulance pulled up
"45-year-old male, sustained a knee injury."
"That guy, the guy that's dead, he hit a deer, and then the lady hit him, and then I hit the lady."
"Knee is blowing up like a balloon." Callie said
" Hey, I'm hungry. Can I get something to eat?"
"Okay, everybody get a good look? Time of death...8:22." Cristina said as The man breathe
" Not time of death. This guy is not dead." She said
" He was dead."
" Well, he's not dead now. Let's bag him. Okay,we've got a...we've got a guy who's risen from the dead over here."
" Get outta the way!" Grace said
" Are...are you Grace Grey?"
" Yeah."
" I...I'm Lexie."
" Great. Move."
" Lexie Grey. I'm...I'm your sister." She said as grace looked to her and frowned. Grace was shocked and knew they last thing she needed was another sister
•••
Grace walked into the trauma room as she saw Belle and Alex
"Are you okay?" Bella asked as she looked to her best friend
"That girl out there, the dopey, wide-eyed one? Apparently we're related. She says she's my sister" Grace said as she glanced to Bella
"Another one? Your kidding. This rate your going to have as many as I do" Bella asked
"Does it look like I'm kidding" grwcrasked
"Are you okay?" Alex asked as grace looked to him and sighed
"I have been better" Grace said. Her head was a mess
"Grace?" Bella asked
"I am so fucking sit of this shit" Grace said
•••
•••
Bella stood in the room as Lexie walked in with the scans
"Excuse me." Lexie said as Bella looked to the apparent lot new sister of the grey sisters she adored
"You know, where have you been? I've been waiting for these." Bella said to her imtern
"I got...I was...I met my sister, uh, for the first time ever..." lexie said
" Oh, hey."
" Which, uh, got me, you know, weird. So then I got, um, lost on my way to x-ray 'cause I was all in my head, you know, about...about meeting grace." Lexie said as bella looked to her
"Grace is not your sister neither is Meredith That man is not there father so your not their sister. You don't one them so don't act like you do" Bella said reading the scans
" Oh, we need to page Dr. Shepherd."
" Dr.Shepherd. He...he's the, um...neurosurgeon?" Lexie asked as Bella rolled her eyes
"No the farmer. I don't mean myself do i ,Okay, somebody page Derek shepherd right freakin' now." Bella said
•••
Derek walks up to where Grace is on the phone. He knew he hadn't seen her and how he had been avoiding her
"Grey. Thank you. Seattle grace. Thank you." Grace said as she hung up the phone and smiled as she saw derek
"Hi. How are you?" He asked
"I have a patient with a severed arm and no one seems to be able to find it. Have you seen it?" Grace asked
"Your severed arm? No, I haven't seen a severed arm. Can we talk?" He asked as Lexie walks up
"Grace , how...hey, um, I'm...I'm so sorry about before. I just was so nervous about meeting you. Don't block the ER doors. I know that now. That was a good lesson." Lexie said
" You're the girl from the bar." Derek said to Lexie as grace raised an eyebrow
"Sorry?" Lexie said
"The girl from the bar?" Derek said
"Oh, my god. Yeah. Oh, my god. Yeah." Lexie said as grace looked between them
"Yeah."
"Oh, my god. You...you work here."
"Yeah, I do." Derek said
"Girl from the bar?" Grace asked
"Mm-hmm"
" I'm the girl from the bar. excuse me that's me when the first time we fucked...wow" grade said as she storms away
" Uh...she hates me. My sister hates me." Lexie said
"Grace is your sister?" Derek asked
" My half sister, yeah. Hey, uh, you're Dr. Shepherd." Lexie said
" That's right. "
" I'm...I'm supposed to be finding you for a consult." Lexie said
•••
Grace stood on the room with Bella and looked to see Alex as he walked in
"Callie's a bitch." Alex said as grace rolled her eyes
"Be nice" Grace said
"She won't let me off my patient, and there's nothing wrong with him except he's a nut job. Severed arm." Alex said
" Does anybody know anything about deer?" Izize asked as she waked in
" They taste good." Alex said as bella laughed
"Evil." Bella said as she chuckled
George opens the door but remains in the hall
" Oh, George, severed arm. Plus grace and Mer's half sister is my and geaces intern, Izzie is playing Dr. Dolittle, oh, and Alex hates your wife." Bella said
" Dr. Sloan's ready for the arm." George said
"Maybe you should tell him bella. See if he can get your best to shut up" izzie said
"Do you want me to kill you stevens. Keep it up I will. I'm not in the mood today so don't start with Bella" Grace said
"I'll say it. George is being an ass." Meredith said
"I think it's my fault. I said some things, and now he's not talking to me." Izzie said
"Everything is your fault" Bella said glaring
" I don't know what he's got to complain about. Those new chick interns are hot." Alex said
"Excuse me" Grace said
" He's married, Alex." Cristina said
"Yeah, he's married."
" You know who's seriously hot? That Lexie girl." Alex said
" Get out...before I hurt you." Meredith said
"Yeah get out before I kill you" Grace spat at her friend
"I'm going over Callie's head to bailey." Alex said
" Uh, Callie is over bailey's head."
" Spiritually, Bailey's over everyone's head." Bella said
•••
Bella stood at the nurse station with mark "you know Angel it's my job to be mean to the interns you should be nicer" mark said as Bella rolled her eyes as Derek walked over
"Oh just the brother I want to kill what is wrong with you? Are you mentally challenged. Grace is heartbroken over you after all that you have been through. Your actually giving it up for a job you never got" Bella spat
"It's complicated how is grace" Derek asked
"She's fine." Bella said
"She's always fine. That's her problem." Derek said. He knew that he was unsure over their relationship but he knew grace was not fine
•••
Mark enters the scrub room where Derek is
" I really am up for a drink, you know? If you, uh, need to talk." Mark said
"What would I need to talk about?" Derek asked
"Grace. You were lucky, man. That girl jerked you around." Mark said as Derek glared
"You have no idea what you're talking about." Derek said. He knew things were uncertain for them but he did not want to hear anyone speak bad over his Gracie
"Hey, I'm just...seemed like you could use a friend about now." Mark said
"Graces mother never wanted her, and her father was never man enough to hang around. She has a right to be damaged, and us, together, it's a big step for her. Her friend gets left on the altar, and all she sees now is things like this, they don't work. She panics. She wants this. She doesn't know how to have it. And you know what? That's not her fault. So don't ever talk to me about grace grey again, because you do not know what you're talking about and you don't know her And I don't need a friend." Derek said unaware of how Bella stood outside of the scrub room angry at her boyfriend as she overheard everything word he said
•••
Bella stood by the nurses as mark walked over to her "what do you say we head into the on call room"
"Do not touch me we are not having sex I heard what you said over grace. You have no idea what she's been through she has no jerked derek around"
"Angel she's a fruitcake her mom was ill and an ice queen Grace is the same I hate to break it to you. She's not a nice person you should cut ties" mark said
"How dare you? You have no right to judge her. Grace grey has been through so much trauma. Her dad left her, her mom couldn't care. Meredith basically raised her. She fell in love with Derek and he turned out married, and we know that story you Addie breaking my heart. Grace was always there for me when you weren't so don't call her an ice queen. She lost her baby and I saw the pain it cause her and Derek. You have no right to judge them and their relationship and she nearly died and her father...he is no father. Grace is my soul mate mark. You know what get the fuck out of my sight" Bella spat
•••
Derek and mark are standing at the surgical board
" I'm the one that could use a friend. I said that you could use a friend. I could use a friend." Mark said
" Look, Mark..." derek said
" No, I didn't come to Seattle for Addison. I didn't come to Seattle to be chief. I came to Seattle for you, okay? And Bella who hates me right now. I came to Seattle to get you back. I know, I want to take it back now, but I already said it, so..." mark said
" Yeah, maybe we should have a drink." Derek said
"We could." Mark said
" Yeah. Not today. Right now I need to find Gracie and get my girl back" Derek said
•••
Grace stood in the on call room as she waited for Derek as he walked in and looked for him "I don't want to loose you. I know a lot has happened but I know I love you" she said as derek looked to her
"I love you too Gracie. I just...I don't want to be pushed away anymore" he said as she nodded
"Things haven't been easy I'll admit that and I know I'm not the easiest to be with. But I love you and I want to try" she said as he smiled
"So do I. I know I have also pushed you away and I'm sorry. I know I can't loose you Gracie your my girl and I know talks over the future scare you but I'm going to marry you. I'm going to get you pregnant and make it all work. I love you grace grey" Derek said as he leant in and kissed her as she kissed him back
"so no breaking up" she said as he kissed her back
"No" she said as she wrapped her arms around his neck
"We have stuff to work on but they can wait" he said as he grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her up and dropped her onto the on call bed as he pulled off the bottoms that she had on as he kissed across her body
She smirked as he slipped a finger inside of her as he pushed her panties aside
Grace moaned as she rolled her head back as he curled his fingers. He slipped another finger into her. Her hand went to the back of his neck and gripped his hair
"Don't stop" she moaned as he lifted her thighs so that they were each side of his waist. She moaned as his fingers went deeper into her as he found the right angle. She could fell him hit her clit. She could feel that she was soaking for him.
She felt her orgasm build up. She rolled her head back as she felt herself get closer as he pulled away. Grace let out an annoyed groan
He smirked as he pulled off her top. She unhooked her bra bad threw it across the room as he stood her breast in his mouth. His tongue ran over it as he bit and teased her as he groped her other breast in his hand. Grace rolled her head back and groaned
He walked to the door and locked it. He started to undress as grace looked to him and smirked. He got onto the mattress with her
He kissed down her body, she moaned as he settled between her thighs, he hooked a thigh over his shoulders and smirked as he went down in her. He groaned when one of her delicate hands tangled in his hair and tugged gently.
"Derek..." Grace gasped when he sucked her clit deep into the warm cavern of his mouth as one long, thick finger pushed inside her, and began a steady pace. Grace moaned, arching her back, and rocking against him
He watched her writhe beneath him and groaned against her as another finger slid in to join the first, forming a
motion inside her, and pulling another pleasure-filled sound from her sweet lips.
His fingers massaged the tender spot on her upper walls, and not letting up until her thighs trembled on either side of him. Grace knew that she wasn't going to last, He relished in her cries of ecstasy, moaning along with her as her inner walls contracted once, twice, three times around his fingers, and he stroked her through her first orgasm to prolong it as long as possible.
Grace felt her body began to relax into the mattress again, he gave her clit one last lingering suck before he leisurely kissed his way back up her body, leaving traces of her essence on random spots on her skin. His lips met her in a slow, sensual waltzed of passion and longing as her hand trailed down his chest, to his belly, and finally to the leaking head of his throbbing cock
He whimpered against her mouth, lips moving against hers more insistently as her hand wrapped around him. His own, larger hand wrapped around her wrists as he shook his head.
"No,. I need you now," he whispered, making her smile as she lined him up with her entrance. He groaned loudly at the feeling of bed hot, wet center rubbing against her as he pushed into her
he buried his face in the crook of her neck when he was fully seated. His breath become heavy as he started to thrust against her
He groaned when he felt her soft fingertips feathering the length of his back, and his lips made a path from her neck to her mouth.
"I love you so much," he whispered between kisses.
"Oh my God, derek ," Grace moaned . She could feel her second orgasm build up inside of her
"I love you, too," he whispered as he looked down into her eyes.
Smirking around his parted lips, he groaned as he dipped his head lower to let his mouth brush against hers in a whisper of a kiss before he pressed his lips firmly against nerd, his hips picking up speed as her legs hugged his body. Moaning deeply, he brought one hand under her knee, pulling it higher against his thigh to allow his cock to sink deeper inside of her
moving faster into her and biting his lower lip to stay in control of himself grace could feel the coiling of her center beginning to build again in the pit of her stomach and dug her nails into his back as she began to rock her hips to meet his halfway. The movement earned a strained groan from him as he angled his hips upwards to brush the head of his throbbing cock against the sensitive area inside her.
"Oh god, I'm almost there," Grace whimpered, gaining another grunt from Derek as he doubled his efforts while trying to fight his own release until she had her.
She felt her orgasm hit, and continuing to thrust into her with abandon. His own release took him over and their bodies trembled together as his hips gradually slowed and his mouth took hers in a sensual kiss. "I love you"
"I love you to derek"
Grace groaned as he pulled out of her and pulled her into his arms and kissed the top of her head. Knowing just how safe she felt there. In his arms
Grace knew how things were with her and derek were and they had to work on her relationship with him and she knew how it wasn't easy but she knew that she couldn't loose him and what they had all that Grace knew was that she had her issues to overcome