The air hung still, and a hushed silence enveloped the scene. freezing the time as if the world held its breath. In that suspended moment, bercode felt as if his body has lost all his sense.
He couldn't bring himself together to feel the person's touch. He couldn't realize the sensation of the kiss he was getting from someone he used to love.
Jeff kissed barcode roughly as if there is no tomorrow left. It was getting hard for barcode to breathe but as soon as he opened his mouth a little to breathe jeff pushed his tongue inside his mouth exploring everyplace inside him.
Every moment, everything about the kiss was making barcode nausea. He wanted to break free of Jeff. He wanted to leave.
In the moment of getting sick of himself , he couldn't help but pushed him away hard , making jeff hurt his head by hitting the mirror in the car.
(BARCODE POV)
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Jeff looked at me . His eyes were blank. I couldn't understand what his feeling was. Was he angry or surprised or anything. I didn't know anything.
All i knew was , I was disgusted. I wanted to kill myself. I couldn't believe the person i was in love with even the day before, was forcing him to myself.
I opened the car door, willing myself to jump off Infront of any moving car. I wanted to die from shame.
" what the hell are you doing!" , jeff griped my arm tightly and asked.
"Let me go! I don't want to go with you!!"Frowning, I brushed off his hand.
I didn't know what had gotten into me a moment ago that I want to end it all here. I couldn't endure it any longer.
Jeff locked my arm tightly before leaning in and pulling on my side of the car door and closing it completely.
A silent fall in the car as Jeff moved the car from the middle of the road that caused a traffic behind us.
"Are you crazy? Are you that desperate to die?!" Jeff said angrily.
I sat unmoving, my eyes still looking out the window.
"If you want to die so much wait for me to take your live then. Don't make a scene here." Jeff said as his eyes continued to look forward.
I couldn't understand anything what he said. His every word was like a puzzle to me that was hard to solve even if i try my best. I turned to look at him, my eyes were hard. I was enduring so much question and emotion that i wanted to express but i couldn't say anything.
Soon jeff brought me to the hospital. My head was aching like hell.
He opened the car door and got down as he told me to come out. But my legs were numb. I couldn't even stand. As soon as i opened the door and tried to get out, i tripped.
Before i could fall , i felt my waist pulling.
"You're hot.." jeff said pulling me closer but I hurriedly backed off looking at him frustratedly.
He chases my hand and hold it tight. I have no strength to say anything though I wanted really hard to curse at him this time.
We went inside and soon a nurse called us into the examination room.
The man pushed the wheelchair into the examination room, where jeff followed along as well.
Jeff walked inside to sit in front of the doctor and raises his hand to pay.
I was feeling so ashamed that if i could stab myself right away i could felt good.
"Hey, jeff, what's up?", the doctor greeted jeff as if the doctor knew him very well, as soon as their eyes met, they started talking like a long-time friend.
I was again surprised by the fact that these people know him. Every word of arun was coming back to my mind.
"He isn't what he looks like code!!", arun's word was ringing inside my head as i zoned out and couldn't hear the doctor's word.
"BARCODE", jeff shouted at me what bring back myself into the reality again.
"Come down, dude !! " The doctor said to jeff .
He looked at me said ,"First timer huh? I'm the doctor, you're going to be just fine. A lot of people get sick every day. Looks like you has a fever too...Go into that room. Go to bed and wait"
The doctor examined me and switched to jeff before telling the nurse to take me into the room.
"Can't you stay here ?!" I quickly intercepted jeff, who was about to follow, and then I forced a smile.
"Now, tell me what's wrong?"The doctor asked, looking at my face smiling.
I was lying on the bed, feeling exposed.
I couldn't bring myself to say what happened. The doctor looked at me and understood my situation. He didn't asked me anything.
Every moment was killing me. I felt so much humiliated that i couldn't even looked at myself.
"Can you take off your pants?!" , the doctor said what caught me off guard
"Huh?! "I raised my head in shock.
The doctor laughed and ordered the male nurse to slide down my pants while holding my leg up, kneeling!
That was the most humiliating moment of my life. i wanted to run away and kill myself. I couldn't bring myself to think how to face my family any longer.
I saw the doctor bent over to check on my behind. I can't look at what he is doing so I gaze away to the side then bit my lower lip in embarrassment. I felt so humiliated that I wanted to get out of here and escape quickly.
"How in hell?"The doctor exclaimed, his face stunned, and I nearly broke in tears. Is the wound that serious?
"Jeff .. you fucking asshole!" the doctor cursed as I frown in curiosity. He let the male nurse help me wear my pants back.
After waiting for some time, the doctor prescribed me the medicine.
"In the meantime, take good care of yourself, keep it clean, take your medication on time as well. " , the doctor said.
Then both the doctors and nurses brought me out to the examination room where jeff was sitting.
"How is it?", he asked .
"It was a bit wounded; his rim is torn. The tissues inside were fragile, you should have been careful." The doctor shook his head in stress.
As for jeff, he seems not so cared about the whole situation.
Not long after, the doctor gave me antiseptic bottles, anti-inflammatory medicines, mineral salts, and fever remedies as well.
"After a few hours, it will stop bleeding on its own. Take a rest and drink a lot of water."
I let out a long sigh. This is unacceptable and won't be accepted forever.
After completing all the procedure, jeff paid all the medical bills. Then he grabbed me by the wrist, get the stuff, and guided me towards his car saying he would take me home.
When I get in the car, I feel even worst. My body is feverish, but my sweat is cold. The air escaping my lungs felt so hot that it almost burns my nostrils.
So, I leaned on the seat and immediately closed my eyes as the car moved out.
"You can't be silent like this"I was startled when jeff suddenly spoke.
I throw a glance at him, then look out of the window.
"Normally you would find every way possible to talk to me. This kind of silence is unusual.", he said .
Tears were falling from my eyes. I wanted to forget every memory of that night. I felt it would be even better if i could just forget him completely.
I couldn't believe the man i once loved wasn't even bother to ask me if i was all right or not. I couldn't believe that the worst of all in my life was actually related to him.
(Heyy everyone. So i was actually quite busy and also i didn't have any idea how to write the scene so i couldn't write. I hope you'll like it. And another notice, I MIGHT NOT WRITE AFTER THIS CHAPTER FOR A LONG TIME. AS MY BORD RESULT WILL BE PUBLISHED THIS MONTH AND I'LL HAVE TO PREPARE HARD FOR MY MEDICAL EXAM. SO I MIGHT NOT WRITE FOR MONTH. SO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE THE STORY I PROMISE TO COMPLETE THE STORY WITH A BEAUTIFUL PLOT AFTER I COME BACK. TILL THEN PRAY FOR ME SO THAT I CAN GOT INTO MEDICAL 😘🤗)