I loved you
I loved you so much
that I would cut my arm
just for you
You hurt me
You left me
Now i'm alone
in this eternal darkness
My heart aches for your love
your attention, your presence
I cannot move on
I hate you
for breaking my delicate heart
but my heart still needs you
still loves you
because you're the only source
he can find to heal himself
I'm sorry
i'm sorry if I wasn't enough
I'm sorry if I wasn't lovable enough
I'm sorry if I wasn't beautiful enough
Love is such a powerful yet dangerous thing
You can feel eternal happiness yet
If you lose it you can feel a massive pain
Feel lost and regretted for everything
Feel like there's no purpose in life now
Feel like you need to commit suicide
Come back again
you can help me
Heal my heart
i'll promise
to be a better person
My love.....
I will always call you my love
even if you're not anymore
but you will still remain
inside my gentle heart
Inside my memories
I will never forget
all the times
we spent together
we kissed together
we cuddled together
we talked to each other
...
Why am I saying this in the first place
Go and be happy
and never think about the consequences
about the bad things that might happen
It's better to think positive
than to think the opposite
"What are you doing?" a manly voice was heard.
"Nothing important"
"Oh come onn, don't tell you are still thinking about your ex?"
"I am"
"Just...forget about him, you know that I am much better and I can give you much more than him"
"But-"
"Let's start a new life without him and don't be stuck in the past, alright?"
He took my hand and then he pulled me into his arms, hugging me from behind as he rested his head on top of mine.
THE END
I randomly made this because I wanted to express the feeling of being heartbroken and left behind, that's it. (Sorry if I have stuff wrong, I'm not very experienced in writing poetry)
I got inspired in a specific part in some of Fyodor Dostoevsky's books.
-Written by Fearno or Fearlessnxthing