Hello dear readers ......
Ki haal ae ....
I'm back with a new update .......
Waise maine watty delete kar diya tha but ek pagal ko bday gift dene ke liye waapas daalna pada ....
Ek baar phirse Happy birthday chhotu .....
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Recap :
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Nik :
Haan bhabhi bohot achi thi Unlike wohh chudail jo abhi andar hai .... Miss Anusha jo apne convenience aur liking ke hisaab se bhai ki life mein aati jaati rehti hai ....
Omi :
Mujhe na kabhi kabhi lagta hai bhai ki kismat hi kharab hai achi ladkiyaan tikti nahin aur buri unki life se jaati nahin .....
Rann :
Haan Omi .... But yaar humne Anusha ko andar jaane toh diya yeh sochkar ki shaayad gusse mein hi sahi but Karan ke emotions bahar aajaayein but kahin kuch galat naa ho jaaye .....
Prince :
Bhai hum ruk kar dekhne ke alawa kuch kar bhi tohh nahin sakte .....
Omi :
Haan sahi keh rahe ho aap but kaash aaj Teju yahan hoti tohh wohh bhai aur Anusha donon ko dekh leti ....
( Their conversation is interrupted by someone clearing their throat followed by some shocking revealations ...... )
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( While on the otherside ..... inside the room Karan is in his overthinking zone cause he is fed up with the recent happenings of his life ..... )
Karan's POV:
You never really get over things, albeit big or small, there are just some moments in life that you simply cannot get over ....
As much as you try to push on with your life, try to live with normalcy, you just can't ....
There are moments in your life which have such an impact on you that whenever you think about them, you feel the air leave your lungs and you feel the ground unsteady below you ....
You feel so much of pressure as if the weight of the problems in your life will crush you until you're nothing but a crumbled mess on the very ground you walk on ....
I remember so clearly the day my world came tumbling down for the first time ..... The very first time .....
I remember every single vivid detail which became the reason for the pain that resides in my heart ...... Mere dil ke hazaar tukde hue the ussdin .....
Maine apna project jaldi khatam kar liya tha .... And I thought of going to Australia to surprise my girlfriend .....
But mujhe nahin pata tha ke life bhi mujhe ek surprise dene waali hai yaa ye kahoon ki shock dene waali hai ....
Australia pahunch kar main seedhe anusha ke beach house gaya ..... Aur gate pe pahunchte hi jo nazara dekha maine .... Aisa lag raha tha why do I even exist ....
Meri girlfriend kisi aur ladke ke saath openly beach pe makeout kar rahi thi .....
I thought nothing could be more worse than this ..... But life never fails to surprise me ....
Our breakup, her casual attitude towards it and the cherry on the cake was her accusing and tarnishing my name .....
Not that wohh pehla breakup tha mera .... But it definitely was the worst one .....
Main bohot zyada depress ho gaya tha but thanks to Ekta ma'am jinhone mujhe kaam mein itna busy kar dia ke kuch sochne ke liye time hi nahin rehta tha .....
Phir ek din meri laddoo, meri jaan, Teju meri life mein aayi ..... Pata nahin kab, kaise but I fell for her ..... Main khush tha .... Hum shaadi karne waale the .....
But meri life kab steady rehti hai ..... Aur phir kuch aisa hua ki ..... Ek pal mein sab kuch badal gaya ..... Main meri jaan ke layak nahin raha .... Infact main kisi ke bhi layak nahin raha ....
Main jaanta tha meri laddoo won't give up on me no matter what my medical condition would be and thus I resorted to faking memory loss and rude behaviour towards her .....
I know I broke her heart but I also broke mine .... And it was for her good .... And I know sooner or later she will get over it and she will get over me as well ....
As painful as it was I was also okay with it cause ye sunny apni laddoo ki khushi ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta hai ....
And the best part of it was that I was not alone in all of this .... My family and friends were with me ....
Ladoo ke jaane ke baad mujhe laga that abb iss se bura tohh kuch ho hi nahin sakta but once again my life, my destiny proved me wrong .....
And here I am lying on the bed in the most vulnerable state ..... Emotionally and physically worn out ... That too infront of my ex .... The one who cheated on me, then dumped me and put the entire blame on me ....
She made a joke of my entire life .... Even now that she is here ..... I know she is not here for me but for the money and fame that comes along with me ....
She wants to gain the entire world's sympathy, love and attention by pretending to be by my side ..... But it's okay she's just living upto her image in my mind .....
What is shocking for me is that ..... How did she manage to get into my room ..... How did my friends and family let her in ....
Pata hai mujhe ke maine mere apnon ko in dinon bohot ignore kiya hai .... hurt kiya hai .... But iss baat ki itni badi saza .... Itna torture .... This is not done ....
Iss poori duniya mein sirf do logon ke saamne nhin aana chahta tha main iss halat mein .... Sirf unn do logon ke saamne main tuta hua aur hara hua nahin dikhna chahta tha .....
Ek meri ladoo .... Kyunke main chahta tha wohh hamesha mujhe jeet te hue dekhe ..... Mujhpe proud feel kare naa ki taras khaaye ....
Main chahta tha ki meri ladoo jab hi mujhe dekhe tohh uski aankhon mein mere liye repect, pride aur bohot saara pyaar ho .....
But kismat ka khel dekho maine khud hi usse itna hurt kar diya ke abb jab bhi wohh mujhe dekhegi tohh uski aankhon mein mere liye sirf nafrat hogi ....
Aur dusri thi Anusha kyunke main nahin chahta tha ke use lage ki wohh jeet gayi .... Ki main toot gaya hoon aur haar gaya hoon .... Ki main abb uske pyaar aur daya ke liye taras raha hoon ....
Ki abb wohh jo chahe kar sakti hai mere saath aur main iss layak bhi nahin ki usko rok sakun ya khud ko protect kar sakun .....
Par Rab ji ne tohh meri ye baat bhi nahin maani .... Iss waqt Anusha mere saamne khadi hai aur mere liye apni fake concern dikha rahi hai .....
Main jaan ta hoon ki uska concern fake hai ..... Kyunke uski baatein uske expressions se match nahin kar rahi hain ....
Mann hi mann wohh khush ho rahi hai aur mere helpless hone par hass rahi hai ....But iss waqt mujhe uss par utna gussa nahin aa raha jitni ki khud par sharam aur ghinn aa rahi hai .....
Acidentally I just spoke out loud .....
" I'm just good for nothing now ..... "
And in answer to it I got a reply that was least required at the present moment .....
" Glad you realise atleast that bit ..... And now that you've dropped your pretense of being the great and strong KK ..... I guess even I can finally put an end to my pretense .....
Gosh .... I'm sure you have no idea that how difficult it is to pretend to be good ....
On that note I would like to tell you that how lucky you are that your bad boy image is already out in the public and you need not pretend anymore ....
Well I guess I do deserve atleast a thankyou for saving you the time and efforts you would have otherwise wasted in pretending to being a good boy .....
Ohh ..... don't look at me like that honey .... It scares me ..... Hehehe ..... Well thinking about that I don't think you can do anything to me ..... So, I should probably just chill .....
Ohh dear .... Poor you .... I really feel sorry for your helplessness .... Ummm ..... KK .... I'm sorry if I might sound rude but someone surely has to give you a reality check ....
And I know your family atleast this much that I can vouch for it that they would never do it .....
So, allow me to do the honors ..... So to start with the basics .....
- Your career is finished .....
- Your not good-looking and handsome anymore ....
- Your not the witty and clever KK .....
- Your just a frustrated and grumpy loath ..... Who is going to be nothing but a burden on his old parents and a liability to all his close ones .....
- And to top it all ..... You've lost the love of your life ....
Oh that reminds me Tejasswi has moved on and its her engagement today .... Can't blame her though ....
Afterall which girl would want to spend the rest of her life with a paralysed person like you ....
Ohh .... don't be shocked that how did I get to know the truth ....
Isn't it pretty obvious that I would have done a thorough research about your condition before jumping in to the decision of getting back to you ....
Had it not been for your money and connections and that luxurious house of yours ..... I surely wouldn't have gotten back to you ....
But now that you are in no position to move or do anything other than bark like a mad dog .....
I am glad and feel blessed to have so much at my disposal ..... And as for my sexual needs ..... I do not require you for that ....
Cause after having all the money any boy that I desire would get ready to hook up with me ....
You know KK .... Money can buy anything and everything .... And when your partner has so much money it hardly matters what kind of a person he is or how he looks .... "
( I was absolutely numb after hearing all of this and thus I was just overthinking and not telling anything ..... A girl's voice from behind the curtain broke my trance ..... )
" Absolutely correct ..... And I agree what you are telling is true .... And that is the reason I am not with him anymore ....
I wonder how an intelligent woman like you can do such a foolish thing of returning back to a useless person like him .... "
" Te .... Te ..... Teju ..... Tu .... Tu mere baare mein ai .... aisa ... so ... so ... sochti hai .... main ... main .... use ... use ... useless hu ... hu ... hoon .... "
( Tears started rolling down my eyes .... Yes .... Anusha's words did hurt me but the same words coming from Teju were like daggers being stabbed into my heart ....
I wonder how much more sorrows have I to go through in this single life time ....
Yet I tried to convince myself that I am dreaming .... And it's just a nightmare ..... But all my hopes came crashing as once again Teju spoke ..... )
" True ..... U are useless and a good for nothing person .....
Anusha darling the world knows how good a diplomat and an actor he is .... But I least expected even you to be falling for his tactics .... "
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C yaa
Main tohh chali ....