I walk into school in a happier mood, i feel good today.
As i walk in the doors people begin to look at me.
They all whisper between each other, their eyes focused on me.
What the hell is going on?
Something isn't right.
My stomach knots and twists in new ways as i walk, everyone's eyes on me.
I pass Lilly and Janet. Lilly looks at me with sorrow, Janet looks so fucking happy.
I'm scared, somethings gone wrong.
I walk into class, and even the teacher looks at me.
Baxter points at me, "Hey look! It's the sick girl! With diabetes!"
My mind blanks and i feel my heart clog up into my throat.
How do they know?
I thought they could keep this secret.
I thought it was never gonna get out.
Tears roll down my cheeks as i turn around and i hit a chest.
I see Lilly.
She fucking told Taylor and i'm sure Taylor told everyone.
Henry wouldn't do this to me.
Lilly and her new best friend would.
I push past them as they go into class. The halls are empty now. Everyone's in class.
I cover my face with my hands as i sob.
I've spent my whole life hiding this secret. I've spent my whole life keeping this secret.
And now it's not a secret anymore.
My mum is going to be so mad, i'm so horrified.
I collect myself enough so i can leave school, get in my car and i drive home.
I go into bed and curl up into a ball as i sob my heart out, hoping to wake up from this nightmare.
I never wanted anyone to know. All i'm gonna be known as is the sick, ugly, weird girl. The girl who's body doesn't work. The sick girl. It's all i'll be known as.
How could Lilly do this to me?
i couldn't imagine this i feel horrible writing this