If I were a human, would you...

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I upload every week, on Wednesday. Writing gets better over time. Contains: Asmodeus x Iruma <--(Main ship) K... Mehr

Chapter 1. A very 'normal' day.
Chapter 2. The threat.
Chapter 3. Im begging you.
Chapter 4. Being sick sucks. ⚒️
Chapter 5. Back to school. ⚒️
Chapter 6. Punishment? ⚒️
Chapter 7. Pain and...
Chapter 8. ..Bloodshed.
Chapter 9. Anger and suffering.
Chapter 10. Do I love him?
Chapter 11. I did what?
Chapter 12. Gravestones.
Chapter 13. Messages are knives.
Chapter 14. Cuts and crying.
Chapter 15. Hes so close.
Chapter 16. A kiss?
Chapter 17. Nervousness.
Chapter 18. Playtime.
Chapter 19. Ice cream.
Chapter 20. Love.
Chapter 21. Invaded.
Chapter 22. Explosions.
Chapter 23. Dinner.
Chapter 24. Lies.
Chapter 25. Monday.
Chapter 26. My protectors.
Chapter 27. The past.
Chapter 28. School trip. ⚒️
Chapter 29. Wings.
Chapter 30. What he falls?
Chapter 31. The Sea.
Chapter 32. Death is closing in. 🛠️
Chapter 33. A conversation.
Chapter 34. Guess whos back?
Chapter 35. A void.
Chapter 36. Bitten.
Chapter 37. Heartache.
Chapter 38. Report.
Chapter 39. Dreams.
Chapter 40. Raw eggs.
Chapter 41. Asmodeus's estate.
Chapter 42. Petting snakes.
Chapter 43. The past.
Chapter 44. Alleyways.
Chapter 45. Head trauma.
Chapter 46. Pats.
Chapter 47. Death.
Chapter 48. Condolences.
Chapter 49. Alikred.
Chapter 50. One mystery at a time.
Chapter 51. Its monday again.
Chapter 52. Cookies.
Chapter 53. Gym class.
Chapter 54. Secrets out.
Chapter 55. Suck it up.
Chapter 56. Im sorry.
Chapter 57: Lets make up.
Chapter 58: With the "bro's".
Chapter 59. Halucinations.
Chapter 60. Night terrors.
Chapter 62. 3am Calls.
Chapter 63. Sleepovers.
Chapter 64. Dinner.
Chapter 65. The confession.
Chapter 66. Captured.
Chapter 67: Playing with fire.
Chapter 68. Kisses.
Chapter 69: Games.
Chapter 70. Embarrasment.
Chapter 71. Horror.
-- Extra 1. Valentine's gone wrong. --
Chapter 72. Saying goodbye.
Chapter 73. Unexpected monday.
Chapter 74. Going home.
Chapter 75. Swallowing rocks.
Chapter 76. Dreams or reality?
Chapter 77. Hugs, kind off.
Chapter 78. Anti crazy pills.
Chapter 79. Grandpa, ..why?
Chapter 80. Untrustful.
Chapter 81. Guilt.
Chapter 82. Fuck you.
Chapter 83. Celebration.
Chapter 84. A visit from border control.

Chapter 61. Rushing in.

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As I slowed my eyes for sleep, I heard someone knocking on my window door. I looked at it, rubbing my eyes as I didn't believe what I was seeing. I was shocked.

"Kiriwo?" I called out, suprised and terrified at the same time. He smiled at me, pointing to the lock on my window, to try and get me to open it, wich I reluctantly did, wich was my biggest mistake.

He came walking trough the window, still smiling ever so slightly. "Hey there, Iruma~" He said, the ecstasy on his face doubling as he stepped into the room. "How have you been?~" He then asked.

"Ehh, I've been alright." I said, staring at him, forcing a smile on my own face. "Well I haven't been.." He pouted. "Every single day I think about you, and its so pestering that today I couldn't help but visit you.~" He said, plopping down on my bed. He then looked at me. "Were you about to sleep?" He then asked me, I nodded. "Oh, my bad." He then said, apologizing slightly.

"Anyways I have come here for a reason, Iruma." He said, his demeanor changing completely. I sat next to him, another mistake of mine, as his hand traveled to my wrist like a parasite, grabbing around it as he smiled.

"I think I found out what I felt for you, and its love!" He smiled, the smile dissapearing completely. "And you, Iruma are sadly already with someone else, aren't you?" He asked me, deadset serious, I just nodded.

"Well, thats good~" He then smiled. "I both hate it and love it!" He said, laughing. "Anyways, I want you and him to stop talking." He then said, still having a mayor smile to his face.

In shock, I quickly shook my head. "No, no im not doing that." I said, staring back at him. I then pushed his hand away from my arm, making him pout. "But Iruma, you don't understand~" He then said, laughing. "I could just kill him!" He laughed, making me shake my head again.

"Do that and ill kill you." I then said, deadset serious aswell, the tension in the room building up. I wasn't someone who would usually say these kinds of things, but I ment it. If Kiriwo even touched Azz id murder him.

Kiriwo laughed again, grabbing my hand, and in a second I was flipped down on the bed, having Kiriwo tower over me. "You don't understand at all.." He smiled, his face becoming even more wicked than I had seen at the fireworks.

"You cant kill me~ But even if you did, I wouldn't mind.." He said, smiling. "But if you do, I'll know you're in despair.~ And I would like nothing more than to see the despair in your eyes while you kill me..~"

He laughed to himself, a sickening laugh wich made me hate him even more. "Ill gladly kill myself before that happens." I then said, kicking him off of me. Then from the bedroom door Opera stormed in running, while Kiriwo was already halfway trough the window, smiling at me.

He then waved, and ran off while Opera stared in horror, coming to my side immediately after Kiriwo was gone, to check out if I was alright or no. With his hand he grabbed mine as he sat down with me. "Are you alright?" He asked, with a hint of urgency. I nodded.

"Im alright, he didn't hurt me." I said, staring at the window, pissed. I don't think I've felt more pissed in my life. Kiriwo is not every going to touch Azz, I'll make sure of it. He is so fucked up inside, seriously.

Opera noticed I wasn't in a good mood, and stayed seated, asking me more questions. "What happened?" He then asked me, curiously, his eyes still piercing trough my skull. I sighed. "I don't know, really I don't. I just heard someone knocking at the window, looked up, and noticed it was him." I said, a horrible thought suddenly kicking in.

Azz. I brought him into this.. No! Shit!! He is gonna know.. What if Kiriwo tells him, about me being a human, what then? Is he going to hate me too? Opera stared at me as he saw my mood change from angry to plain out terrified when the realisation kicked in. "Something happened, or not?" Opera asked, seeing me starting to panick. I nodded.

"Kiriwo wants Azz dead.." I said, taking deep breaths as to not have a panick attack. "I got him involved.." I said, breathing deeply as tears welled up from the bottom of my eyes.

Opera nodded, as if he already knew about this. "It will be alright." He said, as if he knew it would be, but I wasn't too sure, after all, now I was going to have to tell Azz I was human, and Clara too, if she even sends anything back to me that is. I sighed, today was stressfully, just like yesterday, and last week.. and last month too. Even the month before that, and the month before that too, even before Kiriwo started to attack, because I had finals.

Opera just held me, and I was thankful for that, even if I didn't want him here right now, after all, I felt betrayed. I didn't want to go back to the human world when I first arrived here, I don't want to leave now either. I like it here, this is my home now, how can you just send me away?

I know im not as strong as demons, especially because I know grandpa is more than two thousand years old for some reason, wich honestly confuses me because Azz is the same age as me but doesn't look like a five year old.

I mean, sometimes he acts like one..? But thats not really what I mean. Anyways just because I die earlier and easier isn't that more reason to keep me here? I don't mean because everyone here's a demon, but because the human world is much more dangerous than this. We have cars, the maffia, much more serial killers, a higher suicide rate than every other country in the world and not enough food to feed everyone.

You barely have any bad things here, exept for the corruption and the six fingers then. So wouldn't it still make sense to keep me here?
I sighed again, catching Opera's attention. "Are you alright?" He asked me. For once I shook my head.

"No, no im not. Im tired."

Opera nodded understanding. "Do you think you can sleep?" He asked me, looking up to the still open window. I shook my head. "I don't think I can." I said, just plain tired, not caring about lying to Opera anymore. He nodded understandingly. "Would you like some warm milk then? I can get you another room prepared in the house, one of the guest rooms." He said making me nod. "That would be great, thank you.." I said, yawning.

And so, Opera stood up, closed and locked the window, and then left the room, telling me that when I was ready to leave hot milk would be on the table in the living room.

And so I was left alone, in my room, wondering what to do now. I looked around the room curiously, staring at my phone for a bit too long. Should I open my phone? Look at the possible texts Clara had sent me? Should I call Asmodeus to tell him about what happened and to warn him? Should I tell Clara and Azz about me being a human?

Should I?

Will they even listen?

Frustrated, I opened my phone anyways. And there I saw a text, one from Clara, and so I opened it. Under my message, that said sorry about what happened, read hers, wich was small but made me smile, a lot, even if what was in the message hurt me just as much.

--- Clara, 8.32 pm ---

"Hi, Iruma. Its fine, I know you two love each other, I already did for a while. I understand it. Im just a bit hurt. I don't want time, but I also do. Im sorry. I love you guys too.

--Clara"

I smiled a lot, sending, sending Clara a small heart. I then sent Azz a screenshot of my text with Clara, who for some reason immediately went online, responding in a minute.

"Youre still awake?" He asked me via text. "Yeah, I am." I said, not realizing it wasn't seven pm anymore but 2 pm, and that in reality, when I thought I was almost falling asleep, had been asleep for hours already.

"Is everything alright?" He then asked me via text, making me ponder if I should or shouldn't tell him. I sighed to myself, knowing I should.

"No, not really." I sent back. Almost Immediately he asked me what was up, and how he could help me. I friggin love him, even if im sad. "Hey, when you were over here, sleeping, did someone visit our room at night?" I asked him, via text. When he responded, it took a bit longer than normal, and didn't really have an answer. "Why do you want to know?" He asked.

"Did Kiriwo enter my room?" I then asked him. After a little while he sent a message back. "Yes, he did." I sighed to myself, both glad he knew, and scared. "Something has been going on lately." I admitted, and Azz then replied by asking me if we could call, and so I called him.

The phone buzzed as I sat in my bed, my legs curled to my chest, both in anxiety and in fear, the fear he wouldn't pick up, but ofcourse he did, and I put the phone against my ear.

"Hey Azz." I said as I held my phone. From the other side, a conserned voice rang. "Hi, Iruma, are you okay? What happened? Are you hurt?" He asked, in an obvious panick.
"No, no. Im okay, im not hurt, I just.." I said, taking a deep breath. "You just what..?" Azz asked softly.

"I need to talk." I said, venting out. "To begin at the begin you know every Monday I have to go away, right?" I asked him. He responded back quietly. "Is he hurting you there?" He asked, his voice obviously sad. After I held a slight silence, to get enough confidence to talk. "He does.." I said quietly, my eyes welling up tears again.

"Are you okay?!" He asked, extremely panicked. "Ye-ah." I said, a bit pissed. "Im fine, I just- Kiriwo came into my room again." I said, putting my back against the end of the bed, to the wall.

"He did?" Asmodeus asked me, heartbroken. "Yup.. again." I said, taking deep breaths. "But today he came here to talk.." I said, continuing. Asmodeus listened closely. "What did he say?" He asked, knowing something had happened.

"Im sorry." I said, taking a deep breath. "He said he was going to hurt you." I said, the tears falling out from my eyes.

"What do you mean?" Asmodeus asked, his voice full of love, as if he didn't care about his own safety at all.

"He said he was going to kill you, Azz." I said to him, again, repeating the praise once more to myself.

"He's going to Kill you."

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--15 November

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