Searching for the Answer

By ShawnGreinert5

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This is a compilation of stories involving childhood abuse and trauma through a first-person impactful perspe... More

Welcome to Reality
My Story
The Beginnings
7 Year Suicide
Melissa Mavelly/Greenwelle
A Watch & A Clothespin
Dragged Down Block
Face Grab
Yelling in car
Hot Checks
Jonathan Greenewell/Dad
Birthday Spankings
Father DUI and Money
Father Takes Rare Coins
One Jonathan's Rehab
Drunk Dryer Door Break
Drunk Dad Wrecks Rim
Bryce Greenwelle
Bryce & Mom
Baseball Window X10
16 Slit Wrists
Grandmother's Final Breath
Losing It All
Money & Food
She's Mean To Me
Father Burger Place Seizure
High School Graduation
Cancer Fundraiser
Mother Dies of Cancer at 53
Grandfather Head Split
Jane Mavelly
The Final 2 Weeks
Jane, She's Gone April 1st
Her Final Breath
Jonathan's Confinement age 12
Father Wall of Women
Bryce Drunk Ativan Granny
Molly
Do Something with Your Life
Harold Mavelly
Dumpster Dive
Herald Threatens to Break Leg
Sally Sentinence
Parental Failure
There was no Medicine
Grandpa's cough medicine
Car Door Finger Slam Break
Kindergarten
Why Won't You Make Eye Contact?
Dreams Denied and Derailed
500 Not Given
3rd Grade Torn Ligament
Car Wreck
Father Screaming
Disney World Dropped Smile
Soccer Glasses Break
Swing Dissociation
Time with grandparents not spent
Mean to Raji
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Roosevelt Latin Kings
Tennis
Middle School Father Tennis Tournament
Motorcycle Class
Christmas Pain
Writing Articles
Tennis Shoes
Last Place
Simpleton Senior Year
She's Mean to Me
Northwest Parkway Room Not Touch
Northwest Mom 6 Months to Live
Final Moments at Northwest
Glasses and Blurry Vision
Final Thanksgiving
High School Graduation
Senior Gifts Inequality
Bennington Public School System
Cancer Fundraiser
Grandfather Inconsiderate
Jonathan's Reflections
Trying to Help Jonathan After Melissa's Death
Father Return to Ohio
Ohio New Student Conference
Damien & Jen
Archie Davidson 1st Time Smoking Cannabis
Retail Associates
Ohio State Hospital & Others
Bryce's Call to OSH
2nd ST OSH Counselor
OSH Stories
Basketball Music and Clouds
MHMR Tyler?
Strattera
Ohio State to Arkansas State
Arkansas Graduation
Gardening
Grand
Bennington, Arkansas
Comfort Care
Car Broke Down
Tommy & Amanda
Bryce Starts Lawsuit
Arbitration
WWJD
Torn Ligament Father Cry
Going Fishing
Teeth
Wisdom teeth
Moving in with Damien
Father Delusion
Garage Sale in Durham
Jonathan locked key in car buying beer
Lawn Care
Lawsuits in Bennington Arkansas.
Hayden Parsons?
Elementary School Sing-A-Long
Fruit Loops
Arbitration Missing Feeding Granny
Every Cop is Bad
Defenseless
Pharyngitis Ruins Shop Trip
Senior Year Shoes
Childhood Over at 15
Contact Lenses
ST Helmet Break
Nothing is Fun: Lake
Silence from this Point Forward
Go Kick Chuck
Tabasco not Ketchup
Swing Hits Head Stitches
Haircuts
Jack Moves to Perry
Neighbor Insane
Father Says He'll Fix the Lawnmower
Dad Wears Heely's
Ohio State Hospital People
Bo Austin State Hospital
Todd & Gabriel Logic
Cathy 2nd stay mid early twenties.
He'll Swing on You
Poverty & Shame
Bathroom Products Stolen
Men Are Trash
Wells Fargo Mother Fraud
2008 Storage Unit Lost
Drug Dealer
Weed Checkpoint
Tyler and Jordan
LSD
Southside Recovery
Tainted Weed Supply
Kratom
Evan Smith
Evan Takes Rent
Jeff
Norman Mavelly
Damien ST
Cynthia
Canton
No Sex Talk Around Me
Can't Handle Physical Touch
Cathy Simpleton Throws Away My Medication and Belongings.
Carleton Is Mean
Understanding Melissa Now
Bryce is not a Man
Brother not Hiring Disabled
B- End up on streets
You Can't Sing
Harold and Bryce Diaper
Church
Disney World Easter Gifts Taken
Raji
Charlie
Getting Arrested
Brother Disrespects Women
Cynthia & Bennington Brainwashed via Bryce
MHMR Tyler?
Tyler and Jordan Drug Dealer
Carleton
Mother Keeps Fundraiser Money
Bruised Ribs
New York Return Hate
Father Flash Children
Ripping out IV
Father Trying to See Daughter
Brother Selfish
Bryce Movies Blockbuster
Bryce Expecting My Money
Gatti's
Disney World Sister Tooth Ache
Family Game Night
Anna
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Abbacus
Damien
A Big Mistake
Never had a girlfriend
It Would Have Been Nice/It Was Nice

Wellbutrin Seizure

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By ShawnGreinert5

Wellbutrin Seizure

When I was living with my grandmother in maybe 2019 I had to do 100 hours of community service per my probation so I went through various places to work and volunteer making sure that they would allow me. Even though I have a white collar crime of credit card abuse it's still a felony which bared me from being able to volunteer at most places. Anyways I called the dog shelter in town asking if they would accept me as a volunteer to which they responded yes they need clothes washed, dogs walked, and various other tasks that a typical paid employee would do. At this time, I was taking the medication Wellbutrin which lowers the seizure threshold meaning that there is a much higher possibility of having one without notice.

So I arrived at the animal shelter in the morning to do introduction to the various tasks until we cleaned out the cages then they said I could take dogs on walks. The first trip an employee showed me the path to take as we walked two of the shelter dogs. Everything went fine so when we got back they told me I could walk another dog, there were about fifteen or more at this shelter. After being told some of the younger dogs couldn't go in the grass I found one of appropriate age and got the leash to hook up to him so we could go for a walk.

At this time in my life I was heavily medicated on all the wrong meds so I had daily confusion in regards to basic things like time. I literally could not remember what time I arrived at various places to volunteer and I couldn't keep track of time. One instance was when I was volunteering at Waterfront Thrift I literally thought 2 hours had passed when it was only 1 and so I only got one hour for that volunteer day.

Back to the story. I hooked the leash on and the dog and I made our way out of the building and onto the sidewalk walking path. I had been fairly confused about how long I had been there and when I arrived but that was normal on the medications and my basic mental functioning at that time. As I was walking the dog we got maybe a block or so away from the animal shelter when I all of a sudden made this guugh noise and the thought in my head was "holy shit I'm having a seizure." I fell straight to the ground without bracing myself so landed on the left side of my face, eyebrow area then that was the last thing I remembered.

I blacked out and when I woke up I was on the ground on my back and my glasses were off but I could see that there was a paramedic holding me down and kept me from getting up when I attempted to do so once I regained my senses. I asked him "where are my glasses?" He responded well I hate to tell you but they are pretty messed up. My glasses had deep horizontal scratches across them from where I landed face first and started seizing back and forth. Due to landing on my left eyebrow I needed stitches and so they took me in the ambulance to the hospital to get that taken care of and for a medication related injury.

I never called the shelter back to find out what happened between me blacking out on the walk and next being woken up by paramedics. I don't know if someone noticed a dog missing for too long or if the dog ran back to the shelter or what happened, but apparently someone called 911 and the paramedics stayed with me until I regained consciousness. So this wasn't this first drug related injury I had experienced from a legitimate prescribed medication, but it certainly was one of the most damaging and costly toward my body and brain.

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