Searching for the Answer

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This is a compilation of stories involving childhood abuse and trauma through a first-person impactful perspe... Περισσότερα

Welcome to Reality
My Story
The Beginnings
7 Year Suicide
Melissa Mavelly/Greenwelle
A Watch & A Clothespin
Dragged Down Block
Face Grab
Yelling in car
Hot Checks
Jonathan Greenewell/Dad
Birthday Spankings
Father DUI and Money
Father Takes Rare Coins
One Jonathan's Rehab
Drunk Dryer Door Break
Drunk Dad Wrecks Rim
Bryce Greenwelle
Bryce & Mom
Baseball Window X10
16 Slit Wrists
Grandmother's Final Breath
Losing It All
Money & Food
She's Mean To Me
Father Burger Place Seizure
High School Graduation
Cancer Fundraiser
Mother Dies of Cancer at 53
Grandfather Head Split
Jane Mavelly
The Final 2 Weeks
Jane, She's Gone April 1st
Her Final Breath
Jonathan's Confinement age 12
Father Wall of Women
Bryce Drunk Ativan Granny
Molly
Do Something with Your Life
Harold Mavelly
Dumpster Dive
Herald Threatens to Break Leg
Sally Sentinence
Parental Failure
There was no Medicine
Grandpa's cough medicine
Car Door Finger Slam Break
Kindergarten
Why Won't You Make Eye Contact?
Dreams Denied and Derailed
500 Not Given
3rd Grade Torn Ligament
Car Wreck
Father Screaming
Disney World Dropped Smile
Soccer Glasses Break
Swing Dissociation
Time with grandparents not spent
Mean to Raji
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Roosevelt Latin Kings
Tennis
Middle School Father Tennis Tournament
Motorcycle Class
Christmas Pain
Writing Articles
Tennis Shoes
Last Place
Simpleton Senior Year
She's Mean to Me
Northwest Parkway Room Not Touch
Northwest Mom 6 Months to Live
Final Moments at Northwest
Glasses and Blurry Vision
Final Thanksgiving
High School Graduation
Senior Gifts Inequality
Bennington Public School System
Cancer Fundraiser
Grandfather Inconsiderate
Jonathan's Reflections
Trying to Help Jonathan After Melissa's Death
Father Return to Ohio
Ohio New Student Conference
Damien & Jen
Archie Davidson 1st Time Smoking Cannabis
Retail Associates
Ohio State Hospital & Others
Bryce's Call to OSH
2nd ST OSH Counselor
OSH Stories
Basketball Music and Clouds
MHMR Tyler?
Strattera
Ohio State to Arkansas State
Arkansas Graduation
Gardening
Grand
Bennington, Arkansas
Comfort Care
Car Broke Down
Tommy & Amanda
Bryce Starts Lawsuit
Arbitration
WWJD
Torn Ligament Father Cry
Going Fishing
Teeth
Wisdom teeth
Father Delusion
Garage Sale in Durham
Jonathan locked key in car buying beer
Wellbutrin Seizure
Lawn Care
Lawsuits in Bennington Arkansas.
Hayden Parsons?
Elementary School Sing-A-Long
Fruit Loops
Arbitration Missing Feeding Granny
Every Cop is Bad
Defenseless
Pharyngitis Ruins Shop Trip
Senior Year Shoes
Childhood Over at 15
Contact Lenses
ST Helmet Break
Nothing is Fun: Lake
Silence from this Point Forward
Go Kick Chuck
Tabasco not Ketchup
Swing Hits Head Stitches
Haircuts
Jack Moves to Perry
Neighbor Insane
Father Says He'll Fix the Lawnmower
Dad Wears Heely's
Ohio State Hospital People
Bo Austin State Hospital
Todd & Gabriel Logic
Cathy 2nd stay mid early twenties.
He'll Swing on You
Poverty & Shame
Bathroom Products Stolen
Men Are Trash
Wells Fargo Mother Fraud
2008 Storage Unit Lost
Drug Dealer
Weed Checkpoint
Tyler and Jordan
LSD
Southside Recovery
Tainted Weed Supply
Kratom
Evan Smith
Evan Takes Rent
Jeff
Norman Mavelly
Damien ST
Cynthia
Canton
No Sex Talk Around Me
Can't Handle Physical Touch
Cathy Simpleton Throws Away My Medication and Belongings.
Carleton Is Mean
Understanding Melissa Now
Bryce is not a Man
Brother not Hiring Disabled
B- End up on streets
You Can't Sing
Harold and Bryce Diaper
Church
Disney World Easter Gifts Taken
Raji
Charlie
Getting Arrested
Brother Disrespects Women
Cynthia & Bennington Brainwashed via Bryce
MHMR Tyler?
Tyler and Jordan Drug Dealer
Carleton
Mother Keeps Fundraiser Money
Bruised Ribs
New York Return Hate
Father Flash Children
Ripping out IV
Father Trying to See Daughter
Brother Selfish
Bryce Movies Blockbuster
Bryce Expecting My Money
Gatti's
Disney World Sister Tooth Ache
Family Game Night
Anna
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Abbacus
Damien
A Big Mistake
Never had a girlfriend
It Would Have Been Nice/It Was Nice

Moving in with Damien

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Moving in with Damien

My senior year of high school from Fall into late Spring semester I lived with the Simpletons and just hung out with Damien on occasion. When him and I would hang out I discussed my living arrangements and how mean Cathy was to me he and so he offered for me to move in with him at his grandparent's place which I agreed to. It was either get bullied and made fun of by the Simpletons, be homeless, or move in with Damien, the last of which I did. Damien would make claim that he was the caretaker for his grandparents when really what that amounted to was Damien using their monthly retirement to buy them food every other night, while also using the card for his own personal expenses.

One day before school Damien and I decided to stop at the donut shop next to campus and when we placed our order and he went to pay it was declined. He paid cash but in response to it being declined he stated "They just spent through their money too fast." Them being his grandparents which were strictly homebound. It was an abuse of power justified in that it was moral and helping them out. After the final month of school was over I prepared to make the trip to leave Oakridge to live with my grandparents for the summer before College.

Damien ST

Our senior year of high school if you were in the top ten percent of the graduating class, grade-wise you were guaranteed addition to state schools like ST and UT. I was so engaged in the process and my future that literally by the first month of senior year in high school I had been accepted to Ohio ST and The University of Ohio. The reason why I went with ST was because I never had the money or opportunity to tour colleges and was stuck in Oakridge homeless.

That combined with I got into the Business School at Ohio ST but not into the school of Business at UT. If I could go back and make the decision over again I would have gone with Baylor which I was also accepted into. Anyways while I was told early on that I was accepted into ST and the Business school at that, Damien had to appeal his case and spend all school year trying to make up for the last three years he did nothing. Getting into ST wasn't something I stumbled upon, I worked as hard as I could to assure this would happen, while Damien chose to chase Brandy and her best friend Emily.

Anyways I remember when I lived with Damien at his grandparents the day he got his decision letter from Ohio ST which he applied to. We were in his room where he opened the letter, read it and then he teared up and went into the bathroom, sat on the toilet, and started crying.

He obviously didn't get into the school which for me getting into ST wasn't a big deal, but he had a connection to the school and their heritage. Basically Damien loved the school and was heartbroken when he was not accepted. The secondary option he tried to attain was Greendale Team where you begin taking classes at the local community College, while also taking a class or two at ST with the goal of completing basic requirements through both and transfer to strictly ST junior year. He wasn't accepted to that either, so he deemed his next best option was to have his uncle pay for an apartment in Oakridge, go to Greendale, and use the system and people he knew to try and get into the traditions at ST. I've said it before but without myself he never would have met Jen, or my roommate Tyler, or any students at ST. 

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