Searching for the Answer

By ShawnGreinert5

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This is a compilation of stories involving childhood abuse and trauma through a first-person impactful perspe... More

Welcome to Reality
My Story
The Beginnings
7 Year Suicide
Melissa Mavelly/Greenwelle
A Watch & A Clothespin
Dragged Down Block
Face Grab
Yelling in car
Hot Checks
Jonathan Greenewell/Dad
Birthday Spankings
Father DUI and Money
Father Takes Rare Coins
One Jonathan's Rehab
Drunk Dryer Door Break
Drunk Dad Wrecks Rim
Bryce Greenwelle
Bryce & Mom
Baseball Window X10
16 Slit Wrists
Grandmother's Final Breath
Losing It All
Money & Food
She's Mean To Me
Father Burger Place Seizure
High School Graduation
Cancer Fundraiser
Mother Dies of Cancer at 53
Grandfather Head Split
Jane Mavelly
The Final 2 Weeks
Jane, She's Gone April 1st
Her Final Breath
Jonathan's Confinement age 12
Father Wall of Women
Bryce Drunk Ativan Granny
Molly
Do Something with Your Life
Harold Mavelly
Dumpster Dive
Herald Threatens to Break Leg
Sally Sentinence
Parental Failure
There was no Medicine
Grandpa's cough medicine
Car Door Finger Slam Break
Kindergarten
Why Won't You Make Eye Contact?
Dreams Denied and Derailed
500 Not Given
3rd Grade Torn Ligament
Car Wreck
Father Screaming
Disney World Dropped Smile
Soccer Glasses Break
Swing Dissociation
Time with grandparents not spent
Mean to Raji
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Roosevelt Latin Kings
Tennis
Middle School Father Tennis Tournament
Motorcycle Class
Christmas Pain
Writing Articles
Tennis Shoes
Last Place
Simpleton Senior Year
She's Mean to Me
Northwest Parkway Room Not Touch
Northwest Mom 6 Months to Live
Final Moments at Northwest
Glasses and Blurry Vision
Final Thanksgiving
High School Graduation
Senior Gifts Inequality
Bennington Public School System
Cancer Fundraiser
Grandfather Inconsiderate
Jonathan's Reflections
Trying to Help Jonathan After Melissa's Death
Father Return to Ohio
Ohio New Student Conference
Damien & Jen
Archie Davidson 1st Time Smoking Cannabis
Retail Associates
Ohio State Hospital & Others
2nd ST OSH Counselor
OSH Stories
Basketball Music and Clouds
MHMR Tyler?
Strattera
Ohio State to Arkansas State
Arkansas Graduation
Gardening
Grand
Bennington, Arkansas
Comfort Care
Car Broke Down
Tommy & Amanda
Bryce Starts Lawsuit
Arbitration
WWJD
Torn Ligament Father Cry
Going Fishing
Teeth
Wisdom teeth
Moving in with Damien
Father Delusion
Garage Sale in Durham
Jonathan locked key in car buying beer
Wellbutrin Seizure
Lawn Care
Lawsuits in Bennington Arkansas.
Hayden Parsons?
Elementary School Sing-A-Long
Fruit Loops
Arbitration Missing Feeding Granny
Every Cop is Bad
Defenseless
Pharyngitis Ruins Shop Trip
Senior Year Shoes
Childhood Over at 15
Contact Lenses
ST Helmet Break
Nothing is Fun: Lake
Silence from this Point Forward
Go Kick Chuck
Tabasco not Ketchup
Swing Hits Head Stitches
Haircuts
Jack Moves to Perry
Neighbor Insane
Father Says He'll Fix the Lawnmower
Dad Wears Heely's
Ohio State Hospital People
Bo Austin State Hospital
Todd & Gabriel Logic
Cathy 2nd stay mid early twenties.
He'll Swing on You
Poverty & Shame
Bathroom Products Stolen
Men Are Trash
Wells Fargo Mother Fraud
2008 Storage Unit Lost
Drug Dealer
Weed Checkpoint
Tyler and Jordan
LSD
Southside Recovery
Tainted Weed Supply
Kratom
Evan Smith
Evan Takes Rent
Jeff
Norman Mavelly
Damien ST
Cynthia
Canton
No Sex Talk Around Me
Can't Handle Physical Touch
Cathy Simpleton Throws Away My Medication and Belongings.
Carleton Is Mean
Understanding Melissa Now
Bryce is not a Man
Brother not Hiring Disabled
B- End up on streets
You Can't Sing
Harold and Bryce Diaper
Church
Disney World Easter Gifts Taken
Raji
Charlie
Getting Arrested
Brother Disrespects Women
Cynthia & Bennington Brainwashed via Bryce
MHMR Tyler?
Tyler and Jordan Drug Dealer
Carleton
Mother Keeps Fundraiser Money
Bruised Ribs
New York Return Hate
Father Flash Children
Ripping out IV
Father Trying to See Daughter
Brother Selfish
Bryce Movies Blockbuster
Bryce Expecting My Money
Gatti's
Disney World Sister Tooth Ache
Family Game Night
Anna
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Abbacus
Damien
A Big Mistake
Never had a girlfriend
It Would Have Been Nice/It Was Nice

Bryce's Call to OSH

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By ShawnGreinert5

Bryce's Call to OSH

When I was in Ohio state hospital for the second time in my early to mid-twenties I was entrapped by not just my words, but the actions of others. The first time it was my brother, the second time a single five-minute visit with a counselor, but for now let me tell you what my brother did. For some background, my brother was almost thirty years old and would drink 10 beers a night or more along with shots of whiskey, yet for some reason the people at the hospital took his word over mine.

After I had spent a month at OSH and I felt better I was ready to go and the days before potential discharge I called my brother Bryce and told him that my original plan before arriving at Ohio state hospital was to wait until I got my financial aid from ST then send it to him in full and then off myself so that prior to my death he would get some money. This was in the evening so of course he would be drunk so when I told him "That was my plan before I got here." He decided to twist my words telling the hospital staff "this is his plan right here and now." This would confine me to OSH for another month after already spending over 30 days trapped there. You see the way the system works is that not a single person can be released unless they are approved by the primary psychologist. He has all the power on your stay as well as medication regiment.

Anyways after my phone call with Bryce, he called the hospital and told them that "my brother has a plan to kill himself as soon as he gets out." I have come to the conclusion that he did this purposely to exhibit control over me like he was the admirable father and I the shameful son. The next day when I was about to get ready to leave and be discharged the doctor told me in what would have been our final meeting that he would not release me because of what my brother had told him. These people believed a drunken man, taking his words as gold despite their fragile broken reality.

When I would approach my brother on maybe three of more occasions later in life that the fact that because of him and his drunken stupidity I was imprisoned he would say "oh, I thought I was helping you." Not once in the entirety of my life knowing Bryce Greenwelle has he ever tried nor succeeded in helping me in any way. To this day he hates his own siblings and accepts false reality even in the absence of any logical evidence.

I and my sister in my late twenties her thirty have done nothing but given him anything he may have needed to find peace, yet no matter how much we helped him he refuses to acknowledge it. My sister and I are not alone in his subjection of selfishness. In his early thirties he totaled my grandparents new Chevy Malibu and never apologized. This was when I was in Ohio but I was told probably a thousand times by my grandfather that Bryce never apologized. Then my grandparents not only gave him money after he shot himself in the foot and couldn't work, but gave him $4,000 as a down payment on a house he never paid back, not even a single dime.

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