Searching for the Answer

By ShawnGreinert5

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This is a compilation of stories involving childhood abuse and trauma through a first-person impactful perspe... More

Welcome to Reality
My Story
The Beginnings
7 Year Suicide
Melissa Mavelly/Greenwelle
A Watch & A Clothespin
Dragged Down Block
Face Grab
Yelling in car
Hot Checks
Jonathan Greenewell/Dad
Birthday Spankings
Father DUI and Money
Father Takes Rare Coins
One Jonathan's Rehab
Drunk Dryer Door Break
Drunk Dad Wrecks Rim
Bryce Greenwelle
Bryce & Mom
Baseball Window X10
16 Slit Wrists
Grandmother's Final Breath
Losing It All
Money & Food
She's Mean To Me
Father Burger Place Seizure
High School Graduation
Cancer Fundraiser
Mother Dies of Cancer at 53
Grandfather Head Split
Jane Mavelly
The Final 2 Weeks
Jane, She's Gone April 1st
Her Final Breath
Jonathan's Confinement age 12
Father Wall of Women
Bryce Drunk Ativan Granny
Molly
Do Something with Your Life
Harold Mavelly
Dumpster Dive
Herald Threatens to Break Leg
Sally Sentinence
Parental Failure
There was no Medicine
Grandpa's cough medicine
Car Door Finger Slam Break
Kindergarten
Why Won't You Make Eye Contact?
Dreams Denied and Derailed
500 Not Given
3rd Grade Torn Ligament
Car Wreck
Father Screaming
Disney World Dropped Smile
Soccer Glasses Break
Swing Dissociation
Time with grandparents not spent
Mean to Raji
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Roosevelt Latin Kings
Tennis
Middle School Father Tennis Tournament
Motorcycle Class
Christmas Pain
Writing Articles
Tennis Shoes
Last Place
Simpleton Senior Year
She's Mean to Me
Northwest Parkway Room Not Touch
Northwest Mom 6 Months to Live
Final Moments at Northwest
Glasses and Blurry Vision
Final Thanksgiving
High School Graduation
Senior Gifts Inequality
Bennington Public School System
Cancer Fundraiser
Grandfather Inconsiderate
Jonathan's Reflections
Trying to Help Jonathan After Melissa's Death
Father Return to Ohio
Ohio New Student Conference
Damien & Jen
Archie Davidson 1st Time Smoking Cannabis
Ohio State Hospital & Others
Bryce's Call to OSH
2nd ST OSH Counselor
OSH Stories
Basketball Music and Clouds
MHMR Tyler?
Strattera
Ohio State to Arkansas State
Arkansas Graduation
Gardening
Grand
Bennington, Arkansas
Comfort Care
Car Broke Down
Tommy & Amanda
Bryce Starts Lawsuit
Arbitration
WWJD
Torn Ligament Father Cry
Going Fishing
Teeth
Wisdom teeth
Moving in with Damien
Father Delusion
Garage Sale in Durham
Jonathan locked key in car buying beer
Wellbutrin Seizure
Lawn Care
Lawsuits in Bennington Arkansas.
Hayden Parsons?
Elementary School Sing-A-Long
Fruit Loops
Arbitration Missing Feeding Granny
Every Cop is Bad
Defenseless
Pharyngitis Ruins Shop Trip
Senior Year Shoes
Childhood Over at 15
Contact Lenses
ST Helmet Break
Nothing is Fun: Lake
Silence from this Point Forward
Go Kick Chuck
Tabasco not Ketchup
Swing Hits Head Stitches
Haircuts
Jack Moves to Perry
Neighbor Insane
Father Says He'll Fix the Lawnmower
Dad Wears Heely's
Ohio State Hospital People
Bo Austin State Hospital
Todd & Gabriel Logic
Cathy 2nd stay mid early twenties.
He'll Swing on You
Poverty & Shame
Bathroom Products Stolen
Men Are Trash
Wells Fargo Mother Fraud
2008 Storage Unit Lost
Drug Dealer
Weed Checkpoint
Tyler and Jordan
LSD
Southside Recovery
Tainted Weed Supply
Kratom
Evan Smith
Evan Takes Rent
Jeff
Norman Mavelly
Damien ST
Cynthia
Canton
No Sex Talk Around Me
Can't Handle Physical Touch
Cathy Simpleton Throws Away My Medication and Belongings.
Carleton Is Mean
Understanding Melissa Now
Bryce is not a Man
Brother not Hiring Disabled
B- End up on streets
You Can't Sing
Harold and Bryce Diaper
Church
Disney World Easter Gifts Taken
Raji
Charlie
Getting Arrested
Brother Disrespects Women
Cynthia & Bennington Brainwashed via Bryce
MHMR Tyler?
Tyler and Jordan Drug Dealer
Carleton
Mother Keeps Fundraiser Money
Bruised Ribs
New York Return Hate
Father Flash Children
Ripping out IV
Father Trying to See Daughter
Brother Selfish
Bryce Movies Blockbuster
Bryce Expecting My Money
Gatti's
Disney World Sister Tooth Ache
Family Game Night
Anna
Shop Class/Industrial Technology
Abbacus
Damien
A Big Mistake
Never had a girlfriend
It Would Have Been Nice/It Was Nice

Retail Associates

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By ShawnGreinert5

Retail Associates

During my second semester at Ohio ST in 2012 I really wanted to have a job to fill in time between classes and needed the money as my financial aid was dwindling. This was before Damien and Jen slept together so Jen and I still hung out. One day I was going to fill out job applications in her dorm room and when I arrived it was strange she already had two guy friends there, they were not real men so no threat. Anyways I filled out applications at a couple places, one of which was Retail Associates as a basic tag placer that ended up calling me in for an interview. I believe because I had somewhat of a work history working with the Bennington public school system and was enrolled in the business school that they hired me on the spot at the end of the first interview.

This was when I had just started smoking weed and a somewhat funny thing would occur to where I was also smoking cigarettes at that time and often had dry mouth so I would smoke a hit or two in the parking garage before I left to go to work, I would change my clothes after smoking so no smell. The only thing I didn't account for was if you smoke cannabis with dry mouth and smoke a cigarette soon after there will be cannabis residue that makes the smoke smell like cannabis even if it is only tobacco.

I found this out several years later in life, but didn't know at the time, so on a day I was scheduled to work in the evening I did the same routine. I took some bud and a pipe with me to the parking garage, hit it a couple times, then changed into dress clothes for work. It wasn't a big deal changing in somewhat public, I just hated smelling like cigarettes or weed so it was necessary. As I got to work there was some reason for us all to take a break outside, all of the staff and managers, myself included. So I went to my car to get a black cigarette and began smoking it. Before I knew, all of the employees were in a circle by the door smoking regular cigarettes. I guess everyone that worked retail smoked. So I didn't think there would be anyone so I walked up and joined their circle, when after a few hits the African American lady looked at me and asked "What are you smoking? Ha ha." Smoking the bud earlier and not having any water left me with dry mouth so when I smoked the black it smelled completely like I was smoking weed. Everyone there was cool about it and was making jokes and I was kind of taken aback because I hadn't yet learned this problem could happen. Later on the same lady would joke "Are you ok to get on a ladder after smoking. Ha ha" I replied "yes," with confidence. I was on Adderall, and completely fine. There was another young guy that worked with me every day and I think just because he and I completed any and all tasks we were assigned to quickly that they really didn't care if I was smoking weed in the parking lot outside Retal Associates even though I really wasn't.

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