She remembers incidents
the way she knows the back of her hand.
But on some of the memories,
there's a gap.
No matter how hard she tries to recollect them,
she fails.
"Are there ways to remember the gaps?"
"Yeah, but it's risky to do it by yourself."
"What are the risks? If I do end up doing it wrong."
"More trauma."
She was lost it thought.
She just doesn't know how to describe
the feeling of not being able to remember an incident
in which she was there,
she knows who all were there,
but she can't seem to recall what happened.
"What's wrong with me?" she thought.
Oh, it's called repressed memories,
she figured.