Blur memories

By Zoobia3

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Someone's lies ruin not just someone's life but theirs as well. "Why? What did I do to deserve your hate? Wha... More

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SIDE STORY (Gammer boy)
SIDE STORY (Do you love me?)
SIDE STORY (When we fall)
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By Zoobia3

Jeonghan:
Did something happen? Why are you talking like this?

[Joshua just shakes his head and goes back to his table to start arranging some papers. Jeonghan was going to go to the meeting when Joshua spoke.]

Joshua:
Hyung?

Jeonghan:
Yes.

Joshua:
Will you be free until lunchtime?

Jeonghan:
Y-yes why?

Joshua:
I want to treat you with something good for lunch. We didn't eat together for sometime. Is it okay?

Jeonghan:
Yeah sure.

Joshua:
Okay, then meet me in the parking area. We'll go out for lunch today.

Jeonghan:
Okay! I'm going now, or I'll be late.

[Joshua just smiles and nods when his mobile rings again. ]

ON CALL:

Dokyeom:
Why are you not replying to my messages? You walk out of the office without giving me your answer. What's going on, Shua?

Joshua:
I'm sorry. I just want some time ....... But I think I don't need that anymore.

Dokyeom:
So you're ready to take charge of the company?

Joshua:
Yeah, but I need a one-week holiday.

Dokyeom:
That's fine, but when are you planning to tell him?

Joshua:
Today at lunch.

Dokyeom:
Good luck! And, Shua, you'll find someone who truly loves you.

Joshua:
You know my answer, Hyung. I have work to do; I'll talk to you later. Bye!

Dokyeom:
Bye!

CALL ENDED

[Joshua sighs heavily and gets back to what he was doing. He was so concentrated on his work that he didn't realise that Jeonghan would come back from the meeting sooner than expected.]

Jeonghan:
Joshua What are you doing?

Joshua:
Oh! You startled me.

[Joshua jumps from his seat while Jeonghan starts giggling at Younger's reaction.]

Jeonghan:
So cute.........

[Both of them stay silent for a second because Jeonghan passes an unreasonable compliment to Joshua. Finally, Joshua broke the awkwardness between them and spoke.]

Joshua:
You came back earlier than expected.

Jeonghan:
They postponed the meeting. They said the new president is going to join after one week, and this presentation will be presented in front of him. We have to prepare a little bit more time to make this plan. I have lots of work to do; we need new ideas for everything, and we don't have much time. I have lots of work, and I don't think I can go home today.

Joshua:
There's still a week, so go home today and take some rest, and then start tomorrow. You already look so pale.

Jeonghan:
It's just the slightest headache, nothing much.

Joshua:
Take a little nap. I'll wake you up at lunchtime.

[ Jeonghan didn't argue with Joshua because he is too cute to say no. Jeonghan nodded and closed his eyes. Joshua started to work. After half hour, he realises that it's almost lunch break.]

Joshua:
Hyung? Wake up; it's lunch time. Hyung?

[Jeonghan wakes up instantly while rubbing his eyes like a baby.]

Jeonghan:
Oh? Did I sleep long?

Joshua:
No, just half hour. Are you feeling okay now? I mean, if you still have headache, then I can order something here. We don't have to go out.

[Joshua asks hesitantly.]

Jeonghan:
No, I'm good now. Let's go, or we'll be late.

Joshua:
Okay! Let's go.

[Joshua and Jeonghan walk towards the nearest restaurant and place their order. ]

Jeonghan:
Is everything okay? You seem tense.

Joshua:
Nothing I'm fine. I just want to have lunch with you. We hadn't eaten together in a while, so I thought today was the day I should treat you to something good. Who knows if we will ever get time in the future like this or not.

[Jeonghan looked at Joshua's face worriedly and held his hand, which he put on the table.]

Jeonghan:
Why? Are you going somewhere?

Joshua:
Where can I possibly go and leave you like this? You are all I have.

[Jeonghan saw tears in Joshua's eyes, and now he knows there's something he's hiding from him.]

Jeonghan:
Joshua, look at me, please.

[Jeonghan said to Joshua, who doesn't want to look at anyone, It hurts him to see the angel crying like this. Did someone bully him? Did someone say something about his sexuality or something? Joshua finally decides to look at Jeonghan.]

Jeonghan:
What happened? Why are you crying? Did someone say something to you?

Joshua:
Nothing hyung It just feels hopeless. It feels like if I leave work today everything will change. Nothing stays like this from tomorrow. We won't talk like this again.

Jeonghan:
Don't think about something that isn't going to happen, and stop crying like a baby. I'm here, and I'll be there for you my whole life.

[Joshua smiles and wipes his tears.]

Joshua:
I'm really going to miss today's lunch.

Jeonghan:
Then we can come again whenever you want.

Joshua:
Yeah, we can come back again. I hope so.

[Joshua said the last word in his mind. Soon both of them eat their lunch and go back to the office.]

...................................................

Jeonghan:
Joshua Why are you still here? You should go now.

Joshua:
I'll stay with you today hyung. I'll go when I feel like it.

[Jeonghan smiles and nods. He stays at work for next week's presentation. Joshua should just take care of Jeonghan. He gives him coffee from time to time when he forgets to drink it. Joshua will replace it with a new one. Joshua feeds Jeonghan because he's too busy to eat anything, and Joshua doesn't want Jeonghan to skip meals. Jeonghan slept on his chair while taking a break. Joshua quickly brought another chair and placed Jeonghan's legs on it. He put a quilt on him.

Joshua just sat beside Jeonghan and stared at his face with teary eyes. He shakes his head and gets up from his chair.]

Joshua:
I'm going to miss you so much, Hyung. From tomorrow on, we may not be like we used to be, but I'll be there for you as always. I'll miss your smile, your concern for me, and your company. I wish I could tell you all of this. I wish I had coverage to tell you all of this face-to-face: that I LOVE YOU. I always love you. My love for you will never fades away, and that's my promise to you, but please be happy with the one you love or find someone who can actually make you happy.

I know you never think about me in that way; maybe that's why this decision is easy for me to make. I'm going now, Hyung. Good night!

[Joshua gave a soft peck on Jeonghan's forehead and rushed out of the building without looking back again. He sat on the bus stand on the opposite side of the building, waiting for the bus, while crying. But he didn't know that someone was looking at him worriedly.]

NEXT DAY:

[Jeonghan opens his eyes when sun rays brighten the whole room and he finds a note on his laptop's screen.]

"I'm leaving the company. My internship finished today. I'll find a job somewhere else. Let's meet someday again. I miss you, Hyung. Goodbye!"

Joshua

Jeonghan:
He leaves the company. But Why didn't he tell me anything?

?:
You're still here. I thought you went back last night.

[A voice came from the person in front of him, and there he found Wonwoo.]

Jeonghan:
He leaves the company, Hyung.

Wonwoo:
W-who?

[Wonwoo asks Jeonghan, confused.]

Jeonghan:
Joshua ..... he-he left.

Wonwoo:
It's just another colleague! So? Why are you getting panicked over such a little thing? It's not like he's your first secretary. Why does it matter?

Jeonghan:
He didn't tell me, Hyung. I asked him tomorrow why he was upset, but he didn't tell me anything.

Wonwoo:
Why does it bother you? It's not like he broke up with you or something.

Jeonghan: I don't like him. He's the best friend I made after you and Cheol, and he disappeared without saying goodbye.

Wonwoo:
I didn't say that you liked him, so why are you denying it this time? You know the answer, Han.

Jeonghan:
I just said that because I knew what you were going to say.

Wonwoo:
Say that to yourself again and again, but don't come to me when you realise that you fucked up big times because of your dumbass. Even a crazy person can tell that your feelings has changed and you like Joshua, but you just don't want to accept it. I'm done with you.

[Jeonghan was still denying his feelings for Joshua, so Wonwoo decided to give up.]

Wonwoo:
Go home, or you'll faint. I just stopped by to tell you that the sales department gets 2 weeks off for the coming project, they want the workers to concentrate on this project only so you better take some rest. As for the other presentation, they said they'd take care of it after 2 weeks, so you can prepare it in 2 weeks.

[Jeonghan didn't say anything and went back to home, where he found Cheol and Y/n talking to each other when they looked towards Jeonghan worriedly because Jeonghan looked like he broke from inside. Why? No one knows. Jeonghan just tells himself that he's upset because Joshua left him without saying a proper goodbye. But is everything as simple as Jeonghan describes?]

Cheol:
What happened to him?

Y/n:
Don't know.

Cheol:
Go ask him.

Y/n:
Don't wanna. You should go if you care so much about him.

[Cheol gives Y/N a stern gaze, and she rolls her eyes.]

Y/n:
Fine! Dumbass.

Cheol:
Love you Y/n.

[Cheol smiles, and Y/N starts to blush. She knows that Cheol was just saying it in a friendly way, but it still feels embarrassing.]

Y/n:
And I hate you.

Cheol:
Everyone knows how much you love me.

Y/n:
In your dreams.

[Y/N go to Jeonghan's room and take a deep breath before knocking on the door. She knocks on the door, but after not getting any response, she goes inside, and there she finds Jeonghan lying on his bed while staring at the ceiling.]

Y/n:
Ahum! What happened to you?

Jeonghan:
Y/n? When did you come? Sit.

[Jeonghan petted the empty space beside him and told Y/N to sit.]

Y/n:
So? What happened? You seem upset.

Jeonghan:
Nothing.

[Both of them didn't say anything when Jeonghan took action and hugged his sister tightly, which startled her.]

Y/n:
What happened? Oppa?

[It's the first time Y/N speak to Jeonghan, like before in 5 years. No matter how angry she is with Jeonghan, he's still her brother, who has taken care of her since their parents passed away.]

Jeonghan:
I'm tired, Y/N. I'm tired of losing everyone. Every time I think of someone important that they stay with, that they won't leave me, that they try to understand me, they leave me. I...... I *sigh*. I miss him.

Y/n:
Miss who?

[Y/N said while caressing her brother's back.]

Jeonghan:
Joshua He used to be my secretary, but his internship ended today, and he left me. He left like everyone else did. Wonwoo Hyung said I like him, but I don't. If he's just my friend, then why does it feel like I'm suffocating without him? Just the thought of him not being with me next week hurts me.

Y/n:
Why do you think you don't like him?

Jeonghan:
I don't know... I just love someone else. It was one-sided love.

Y/n:
Everything will be alright. Okay? You still have us. Your family, your friend Wonwoo, and Seungcheol, right?

[Jeonghan didn't say anything.]

Y/n:
Take some rest, and let's talk about it once you're fresh.

Jeonghan:
I'm sorry.

Y/n:
I've already forgive you, so don't be sorry anymore. Take some rest.

[Jeonghan just nods and Y/N walks out of the room.]

Cheol:
How's he?

Y/n:
Depressed.

Cheol:
What's the reason?

Y/n:
Some confusion about who he loves. I think we have to help him figure out his feelings.

Cheol:
You guys are okay? I mean about the conflicts you have had in past years.

Y/n:
Yeah, I think it's enough for both of us. He is in trouble, but he always helps me, so I also want to do something for him.

[Cheol and Y/n smile at each other while thinking about Jeonghan's problem.]

AFTER 1 WEEK:

[It's been one week, and Jeonghan hasn't come out of his room. He just came for breakfast or dinner. Jeonghan and Y/N start to spend time together more often, and Hoshi also starts to talk to his siblings without any awkwardness. Cheol also visits them from time to time. Everything seems normal, and because of that, everyone forgets that Cheol lost his memories. Y/N does feel the absence of her childhood friend, but she can't force Cheol to remember everything. On the other hand, Jeonghan didn't talk about his confusion or about Joshua. ]

Y/n:
We're going to Mingyu's place, and you're coming.

Jeonghan:
I don't feel like it.

[Jeonghan said he was yawing because he hadn't slept enough for the past week.]

Y/n:
I didn't ask you; I'm ordering you. Get your lazy ass, change your clothes, and come out quickly. Everyone is waiting for you.

Jeonghan:
Yah!

Y/n:
Look at yourself in the mirror. Who can tell that this man who looks like a drunk person is a department manager at Hong.co ?

[Y/N sighs and looks at her brother with a soft smile.]

Y/n:
You did enough for us. Now try to live your life. Stop being a father and try to live like a brother as a boy. You do enough for me and Hoshi. Now do something for yourself.

[ Jeonghan didn't say anything; he just hugged his sister and started to cry. Y/N, just pet his back and smile.]

Y/n:
Go now. I and Cheol wait for you.

Jeonghan:
Okay!

[After Jeonghan gets ready, all of them go to Mingyu's house.]

Mingyu:
Hyung, you came?

[Mingyu asked Jeonghan in surprise because he didn't expect him to be at his place.]

Jeonghan:
I thought I, too, have the right to live. Right?

[Jeonghan smiles, and Mingyu just pulls the Yoon siblings inside the living room.]

Y/n:
Where's your boyfriend?

Mingyu:
Sit here. He'll be here anytime soon. He just went out to pick his friend up. He didn't know about this address.

Mingyu:
There he comes.

[Mingyu said while jumping like a puppy when two boys of almost the same height, one with short hair and a wide shoulder and the other with eyes like deer and a bright smile, stepped inside the room, but both of them stopped when they found a very familiar face in front of them. Jeonghan quickly stood up from his seat and looked at the boys in surprise. ]

Jeonghan:
Hyung? Joshua? What are you doing here?

Wonwoo:
Well this is my house?

[Everyone looks at them in confusion when Mingyu speaks.]

Mingyu:
Jeonghan Hyung he is Wonwoo Hyung; he is my boyfriend; and Joshua Hyung is our friend. Wonwoo Hyung he is Jeonghan Hyung Soonyoung's brother. It seems like you guys know each other.

Hoshi:
I told you not to call me by my real name.

Mingyu:
Shut up!

[Wonwoo just looks towards Jeonghan in surprise, and both of them start laughing.]

Wonwoo:
The world is really small, huh?

Jeonghan:
Yeah.

[Jeonghan didn't say anything; look towards Joshua.]

Jeonghan:
How are you?

Joshua:
Good.

Jeonghan:
Did you find a new job?

Joshua:
Yeah, kind of. I'm going to join next week.

Jeonghan:
That's good.

[Jeonghan and Joshua just smile with awkwardness, and then again they stop talking like they never met before.]

Y/n:
Is he Joshua?

[Y/N ask in surprise, and Jeonghan mentally face palms himself. He knows what his sister is going to do.]

Joshua:
Yes I'm Joshua.

Y/n:
It's nice to meet you. I'm Y/N Jeonghan's sister.

[Joshua quickly bows in front of her, and Y/N just giggles at her.]

Y/n:
Don't be so formal. I hear a lot about you from my brother.

Joshua:
Really?

[Joshua asks in half surprise and half embarrassment, and his cheeks turn a crimson colour.]

Y/n:
Don't worry. He said everything sweet and good about you.

Joshua:
Y-yeah.

[Joshua just said it while smiling awkwardly.]

Y/n:
Okay, that's enough. Sit everyone.

[Everyone started to talk normally. They all came to this little party, which was thrown by Wonwoo. He's not someone who drinks without reason. He doesn't like crowded places or public gatherings, but according to Mingyu, he just wants a little get-together.]

Jeonghan:
Hyung I need to talk to you.

[Jeonghan's sudden demand spread tensed vibes in the whole living room. Wonwoo just looked towards Jeonghan and nodded like he had already prepared himself for what was coming.]

Wonwoo:
Okay! Let's go.

[Jeonghan and Wonwoo go to terrace so they can talk.]

Wonwoo:
What happened?

Jeonghan:
Did you really not know that I was Hoshi's brother?

[Jeonghan asks while looking straight into Wonwoo's eyes.]

Wonwoo:
Why did you ask?

Jeonghan:
Just say it now. It is your plan, isn't it?

[Wonwoo didn't speak; he just looked at Jeonghan silently.]

Jeonghan:
Come on, Hyung, we've known each other for the past 11 years. I get that you didn't know about Y/N because you never met her, but don't tell me you don't know about Hoshi too.

Wonwoo:
I.............. I................ that

[Woonwoo was out of words. He just doesn't know what to say. Jeonghan sighs in defeat and pinches the bridge of his nose.]

Jeonghan:
I'm asking you, Hyung. What do you want to prove? What are your real intentions? You already know that I'm going to show up and you bring Joshua after what we talk about him in office. Why are you doing this?

Wonwoo:
Jeonghan-a he...... he likes you. J-joshua ...... He likes you, which is why he didn't meet you before leaving the company. That's why he takes you out for lunch as a farewell.

[Jeonghan sighs and looks at the dark sky above him.]

Jeonghan:
I know....... I know he likes me.

[Jeonghan simply said it without any hesitation or awkwardness.]

Wonwoo:
You what? But how?

Jeonghan:
That night, when he left me, I was awake and heard everything.

Flashback:

Joshua:
I'm going to miss you so much, Hyung. From tomorrow on, we may not be like how we used to be, but I'll be there for you as always. I'll miss your smile, your concern for me, and your company. I wish I could tell you all of this. I wish I had coverage to tell you all of this face-to-face: that I LOVE YOU. I always love you. My love for you never fades away, and that's my promise to you, but please be happy with the one you love or find someone who can actually make you happy.

I know you don't think about me in that way; maybe that's why this decision is easy for me to make. I'm going now, Hyung.

Good night!

End of flashback

Jeonghan:
I saw him crying at the bus stop from the office.

Wonwoo:
Th-Then why didn't you tell me before?

[Wonwoo asks, still in shock.]

Jeonghan:
What will I tell you? It's his feelings, and I still can't figure out mine.

[Wonwoo got surprised by his sudden confession.]

Wonwoo:
You mean you also.........

[Wonwoo's words are cut off by Jeonghan.]

Jeonghan:
Aneyo. I just still can't figure it out.

[Wonwoo just nodded and petted Jeonghan's shoulder.]

Wonwoo:
Take your time, but don't take forever. No one can wait for you their whole life.

Jeonghan:
I-I know..........

[Wonwoo is just going to turn his back when he stops and look back at Jeonghan, who was looking at the sky quietly.]

Wonwoo:
Jeonghan-a?

Jeonghan:
Yes?

Wonwoo:
When you start to think about someone other than him, it means you start to move on, and this is better than the pain you're living with.

[Wonwoo leaves the room without hearing Jeonghan's answer and leaves him dumbfounded on the terrace.]

Jeonghan:
Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I don't know what's going on with me. I'm confused.

?:
Why are you confused?

[Jeonghan get startled because he didn't expect anyone to come to terrace.]

Jeonghan:
Joshua? What are you doing here?

Joshua:
Nothing I didn't find you inside, and Wownoo Hyung also felt tensed, so I thought there was something that was troubling you, and maybe I could help you with that.

[Joshua just smiled and stood beside Jeonghan. Both of them stay silent, but it's not awkward; it's a calming silence that gives you peace of mind. Knowingly or unknowingly, both of them find their comfort zone in each other's presence.]

Joshua:
So, why are you confused?

Jeonghan:
Nothing, just going through some love complications.

[Jeonghan just laughs it off like it is nothing.]

Joshua:
Hyung?

Jeonghan:
Hmm?

[Jeonghan hummed in response.]

Josua:
You can tell me if something bothers you. I will always be there for you. Even if our status changes, we are still friends.

Jeonghan:
I'm just............. Just confused Joshua. There are lots of things going on in my mind. It's difficult for me to choose what's right and what's wrong. Unrequited love or being in love with someone who loves you the way you wanted to be loved.

I don't know, the more people I talk to about my problems, the more I get confused about everything. My feelings got mixed up every time anyone gave me suggestions or advice about my problems. I......... I just.....

[Jeonghan just grabbed his head with his hands, and Joshua quickly stopped him, but the next thing that came from him Joshua didn't expect from the elder. Jeonghan hugged Joshua tightly and just hide his face in Joshua's neck. Joshua got startled by the sudden action but soon started to caress his back.]

Joshua:
Everything will be alright, Hyung. Just give it some time and think things through. What makes you feel better, being in one-sided love or being loved by someone dearly. Then you'll get all your answers. Don't be in a hurry for anything as long as you don't confirm your feelings and what's the right thing to do. But once you sort out your feelings, just stick with your decision and be responsible for your emotions.

Jeonghan:
What about you? Do you love someone like one-sided love?

[Jeonghan asks Joshua he really wants to know Joshua's true feelings. Joshua just sighs and starts to look at the starry night.]

Joshua:
You remember Hyung. I once told you about me being in a relationship with a boy, but that was just one-sided feelings?

[Jeonghan nods in response.]

Joshua:
That boy was Mingyu.

[Jeonghan looks towards Joshua in shock, who just giggles in response.]

Joshua:
We were teenagers at the time. He thought he loved me, and I really liked him back then, but as our lives started to change, I understood that there was only me in that relationship. I was the only one who was trying to make things work out for both of us. On the other hand, Mingyu was forcing himself. When I find out about his feelings, we break up instantly.

[Jeonghan just looks at Joshua's face, feeling sorry.]

Joshua:
It was I who broke up because I wanted to be loved too. We spent our dating lives pretty well, but when realisation hit us, we quit on good terms. That's why we are still friends. After some time, he found Wonwoo Hyung, and I just moved on. Now .......... Now I don't have feelings for him. He's just my good friend.

Jeonghan:
Did Wonwoo Hyung know?

Joshua:
He did, and he is fine with that. He doesn't doubt Mingyu, and they love each other. After breaking up with Mingyu, I never dated anyone again until some time ago. Someone caught my attention after four years.

[Jeonghan quickly looked at Joshua's face, who just sadly smiled while looking at the moon, which was the only source of light on the terrace.]

Jeonghan:
Oh!

Joshua:
So do you understand what I'm trying to tell you?

[Jeonghan looks towards Joshua.]

Joshua:
It's not necessary that the person you love also feel the same way about you. So try to move on. Someone who truly loves you will come around on their own.

[Joshua smiled and turned his face towards Jeonghan, who just looked at him with a smile plastered on his face. Jeonghan did something that none of them expected. Jeonghan attaches his lips to Joshua's and starts to kiss him. Joshua got shocked while opening his eyes wide, but then he also got carried away with how the elder felt and started to kiss Jeonghan back. He just melts in the elder's warmth. Soon, Jeonghan realised what he was doing and quickly pulled away, which startled Joshua.]

Jeonghan:
I....... I'm sorry, Joshua. I'm really sorry. I don't know what got into me. I don't mean it.

[Joshua didn't say anything; his eyes got blurry because of tears. Jeonghan was going to touch Joshua when he brushed off his hands while looking at the ground.]

Joshua:
You have to go, Hyung. You've been out for too long. Tell Wonwoo Hyung that I'm going back home because I remember something urgent.

[Joshua didn't give Jeonghan a chance to speak again and rushed out of the house. Jeonghan goes back to the living room when Wonwoo looks at him.]

Jeonghan:
Joshua said he remembered something urgent, so he's going back.

Wonwoo:
O-okay.

Mingyu:
He forgot his mobile.

[Mingyu looked towards Jeonghan, but he didn't look back when he spoke again.]

Mingyu:
Jeonghan Hyung, can you give me a ride to his place? He lives nearby.

[Wonwoo and Jeonghan both look towards Mingyu in shock, and Jeonghan just nods in response, still shocked.]

Jeonghan:
Sure.

[Mingyu looks towards Wonwoo and nods. Wonwoo gets it that there must be something going on, which he doesn't know because a little ago he saw Mingyu coming in the living room while running. He went to the terrace to call Joshua and Jeonghan inside.]

Mingyu:
You guys should enjoy yourselves; we'll be right back.

[Both of the boys go out of the house. Jeonghan started his car, but it didn't start, and smoke started to come out of the engine.]

Jeonghan:
Damn it! Everything went wrong today.

[Jeonghan kicks the car in frustration.]

Mingyu:
We can go by walk. He won't have gone far away.

[Jeonghan agrees with Mingyu, and both of them start to walk slowly. Both of them were walking silently when Mingyu spoke. ]

Mingyu:
Hyung I want to ask... no, actually, I want to discuss something with you.

[Jeonghan nods in response when Mingyu nervously looks around him.]

Mingyu:
Do you.... Ahum........ Do you like Joshua?

[Mingyu's sudden question caught Jeonghan off guard, but he didn't respond. He just looked at the younger one confusingly, like he was asking, Why do you think that? and like Mingyu read his mind.]

Mingyu:
I saw you two kissing on the terrace.

Jeonghan:
Th-that was.....

Mingyu:
I don't mind it, Hyung, and I can tell by your face that you are confused regarding your feelings. But .... I just want to say, Don't hurt him.

Jeonghan:
Huh?

[Jeonghan looks at Mingyu, still confused.]

Mingyu:
He told me he liked you. I think you are also well aware of his feelings for you. That's why I'm telling you, don't hurt him. I think Joshua already told you about mine and his past relationship, so I just want you to understand him better. If one day you realise that you truly love him, then go for it, but if you can't return his feelings, then don't give him false hope.

Jeonghan:
I know, and I would never do that. I don't know about my feelings, but hurting him is the last thing I want to do. The only thing I know is that no matter what happens in the future, I will always be there for him. I don't want to see him in pain. I can't see him like that. I don't know these feelings of mine, but if he gets hurt, then it will hurt me as well.

[Mingyu smiles and pats Jeonghan's shoulder.]

Jeonghan:
What?

Mingyu:
Let's go back now.

Jeonghan:
But aren't we supposed to give Joshua his cell back?

[Mingyu giggled and put both hands in his pockets while shrugging his shoulders.]

Mingyu:
What cell? I just made something up so I could talk to you in person. If back there I said that I wanted to talk, then everyone would get suspicious. After all......

'We're not close enough to talk alone.'

[Both of them speak in unison and start to laugh.]

Jeonghan:
Let's go.

Mingyu:
Let's go.


NEXT DAY:

Y/n:
Jeonghan oppa.

[Y/N shouts in Jeonghan's ear, who was lost in another world.]

Jeonghan:
Huh? Oh yes, have you said something?

Y/n:
I said I wanted to talk to you.

Jeonghan:
Okay, what is it?

[Y/N look at the ground, then speak.]

Y/n:
Look I know you're confused with your feelings, but It's important.

Jeonghan:
It's okay, tell me.

[Jeonghan said while putting his mug on the table.]

Y/n:
Coups, I mean Cheol is acting strange from last night. Everything was fine, but when I went back after telling you to get ready, he seemed off. At first, I thought that maybe he saw something in his vision again, but he didn't speak like before, even after the party.

Jeonghan:
Did you try to contact him?

Y/n:
I try to, but he has ignored me since last night, and he hasn't contacted me again. It's almost night, and he is nowhere.

Jeonghan:
How about you ask Mrs. Choi?

Y/n:
I just think that maybe he wants some time alone, but you know, his silence gives me chills, Han.

[Jeonghan just smiled and petted Y/N's head.]

Jeonghan:
Don't worry; maybe he just needs 'me time'. Give him some space if he still doesn't show up, then go to his house. Okay?

[Y/N just nodded and sighed.]

Jeonghan:
Let's go out for dinner. Call Hoshi and tell him to come home early. We'll go somewhere. Family time, okay?

Y/n:
Okay, I'll call Hoshi until you change your clothes to something less embarrassing.

Jeonghan:
Yah! What's wrong with a track suit?

[Jeonghan almost shouts and Y/N giggles.]

Y/n:
That's my point: what's with the track suit? Change into something decent. What I'm saying is, try to look classy so you can be with someone. With your dressing sense, you won't even get anyone's attention, and dating is far from that.

[Jeonghan shakes his head and sighs when he looks into Y/N's eyes.]

Jeonghan:
Y/n?

Y/n:
Yeah?

Jeonghan:
Do you really want to give Cheol a chance?

Y/n:
What kind of question is this? Of course, I love him. I've loved him from the time we didn't even know what love was.

[Jeonghan smiles and looks at his sister.]

Jeonghan:
Then never leave him alone. It doesn't matter if he remembers you or not. All that matters is that he is with you, and that's enough. Be happy with him. There are things that you have to let go for the present and for the one you love.

[Y/N just tightly hugs her brother and goes back to her room.]

After 2 days:

[After one day, Cheol stopped by Y/N's place and said that he wasn't feeling well, which is why he didn't contact anyone. Jeonghan was happy that Y/N finally decided to let go of the past. It still hurts her that Cheol won't be able to remember their past, but she is happy that she is still part of Cheol's life. That's all that matters to her now.]

Jeonghan:
Y/n, I'm going to the office.

Y/n:
But aren't you on your days off? There are still 4 days of your holiday. If you go today, you will be the only person there.

Jeonghan:
I don't feel like staying at home, and I also have some things to sort out at my office. After Joshua left, everything is a mess now. I just rely on him a bit too much, so I want to do things on my own.

[Jeonghan sighs and smiles sadly.]

Y/n:
Okay! Then take care of yourself and don't overwork.

[Jeonghan smiles and rushes out of the house.]

Y/n:
What should I do? He is too upset with Joshua leaving him all of a sudden. Shall I talk to Joshua?

[Y/N thinks for a second, then smiles while unlocking her cell.]

ON CALL:

Y/n:
Hey! Cheol, where are you?

Cheol:
I'm at xxxxx restaurant on xxxx street.

Y/n:
What are you doing there? Do you remember something about that restaurant?

Cheol:
What are you talking about, Y/N? I was just getting bored, so I came here.

Y/n:
Oh! By the way I want to talk to you about something when you get free then come home.

Cheol:
How about you come here? We can talk here. Lunch is on me.

[Y/N think for a second and then smile.]

Y/n:
Okay! I'll be there in 10.

Cheol:
I'll wait for you then.

Y/n:
Bye

Call ended

[Y/N quickly runs to her room and starts to get ready when she finds a very familiar dress.]

Flashback:

Cheol:
Y/n! This is for you. Here.

Y/n:
What's this?

[Cheol gives Y/N a bag. Y/N looks inside it and finds a beautiful dress.]

Y/n:
It's beautiful, Coups. Thank you.

[Y/N hug Cheol tightly and give him a soft peck on the check.]

Cheol:
Change into this. We're going out for lunch.

Y/n:
We?

[Y/n asks in confusion.]

Cheol:
You and me.

Y/n:
Ooooh! You are taking me on a date.

[Y/N mischievously said, and a tint red colour appears on Cheol's cheek.]

Cheol:
Shut up! If you don't come downstairs in 10, then I'm leaving you behind. It will be your fault; don't blame me.

[With that, Cheol rushes out of the room while smiling.]

Y/n:
This guy never said things straight. We're going on our first date.

[Y/n just smiles and starts to change into the dress that Cheol gave her.]

End Of Flashback

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