I violently shook my head, getting rid of the heavy clouds in my mind as someone put their hand on my shoulder, it was Asmodeus, who was staring at me in a slight panick. "Are you alright master Iruma?" He asked, I nodded slightly. "Yeah, lets go eat something."
He nodded in response. I wasn't really fine, and I think he knew, I was sad, because Clara seemed to hate me. I knew she was probably just mad and needed time, but seeing her like that hurt, a lot more than I would like to admit.
I wiped away a tear with my sleeve as I followed Asmodeus into the cafeteria. I subconsciously looked around, to try and find Clara. I didn't mean to, but my mind did it anyways. She was sitting grumpily at a table with Keroli and X. I could see her huff from here.
I turned around, to follow Asmodeus back to our spot, our table.
He asked me what I wanted for lunch, and then ordered it for the both of us. After he was done ordering he sat down next to me. We both shuffled closer to each other, without knowing it untill we didn't have space left between us. It felt nice to be able to do this for once, and now that Clara knows about us, I don't need to hide that I love him anymore.
Our shoulders touched each others, thats how close we were to each other, and I had no intention of moving away. I know he didn't either. I was stressed, so I liked being close to him. And im pretty sure he noticed I was stressed aswell at this point, maybe hes even stressed himself. Maybe thats why he isn't moving away, but closer to me.
I sighed, putting my head on his shoulder. He looked at me, a slight spark of pain in his eyes as he stared back at me. I smiled slightly. "It will be alright. We can just try again later." I said, closing my eyes.
Then out of nowhere, from behind us, two people screamed, making me look behind at an instant. It was Jazz and Lied.
"Hey, can we join you guys?' Jazz asked, playing with the rings on his fingers, they made small clinging sounds each time he moved them. I nodded, getting further away from Azz. Lied and Jazz then sat down in front of us.
Our food had already arrived so Asmodeus got up to order more, both because I finished my food in a few seconds and because Lied and Jazz asked him to, to his annoyance.
"So whats up with you and Clara?" Lied asked, confused. "Oh, Clara.." I began. "Well, me and Azz are kind of a thing now.. and we didn't tell her." I said, laughing slightly.
Jazz nodded, he then said something that suprised me. "Yeah that was pretty obvious." He laughed, Lied nodding from next to him. I looked at both of them, confused. "What do you mean? I thought we hid it pretty well.."
Lied and Jazz both laughed. "We saw the way you two looked at each other, and a few weeks ago you guys almost kissed, in front of Clara." Lied said I looked at him, dumbfounded. "Yeah, when you were trying to scare Asmodeus and Clara and almost got your face burned off." Jazz added.
"Wait but I thought his face burned off?" Lied whispered to himself. "Take your meds, Lied." Jazz then added to that. "Anyways it was obvious."
I nodded slightly in confusion. I didn't understand them at all but I guess it was obvious. I sighed. "I just wish she would listen to me." Lied and Jazz nodded.
Eventually Azz came back from ordering, quietly sitting next to me. "But weren't you the one who cheated on her?" Lied asked. "What?! No!" I exclaimed. "Why would you think that?" I asked.
"Well, aren't you Asmodeus and Clara a thing?" Jazz then asked. I shook my head. "No, just me and Azz."
His mouth went like "Ooohhh." and then straight to "Wait why is she mad then?" I shrugged slightly. "I think I hurt her feelings by not telling her, but im honestly not sure."
I sighed again, but got happy as I saw lunch people bringing my lunch. I grabbed a spoonful and bit into it. I then grabbed more food and shoved it down my throat. I love food. Anyways I finished my lunch two minutes later. Jazz and Lied were still happily munching.
"Hey I have to ask you two something." Asmodeus said to Jazz and Lied, who were just as suprised as me that Azz was asking them something. "Sure, go ahead." Lied said, smiling. He looked a bit scared if im honest, and it made me nervous. I quickly took a sip of my drink, and then took another one.
"Aren't you and Jazz like a thing?" He then asked, making me spit out a mouthful of my drink. I violently coughed as the conversation went on, Azz patting my shoulders slightly. The both of them looked at each other, and then at Azz.
"Kinda?" Lied asked Jazz, who nodded in response. "We are just really tight bro's." Jazz responded. "Bromance." Jazz added. "I don't like guys so eh." Jazz then added to that.
"I mean.. we could be a couple..?" Lied began, staring at Jazz. Asmodeus then chimed in, looking disgusted. "A couple of perverts maybe." Wich made me laugh a bit before I started violently coughing again.
Jazz laughed aswell. "Exactly. He will have to share his wife." He said, nudging Lied slightly. "Hell no, all she will want is you!" He then screeched, huffing in disbelief. Jazz shook his head. "Nah bro, I'll share my wife with you too." He then said, ruffling his head. "If you take your pills at least."
I stared at the two of them, confused before hearing the bell go off. "Oh." I said, standing up. "I haden't noticed it was this late already." I laughed to myself, taking my lovers hand. "Lets go to class." I happily cheered.
Believe it or not but that simple chat was all I needed for the time being, it stopped me from feeling depressed. And so I walked with Asmodeus's hand in mine, for the first time in public, smiling at him as I saw the utter shock on his face. The shock then turned into a big smile with a slight blush. I then pulled him with me to class, Lied and Jazz following us in their own tempo.
We walked to class, although I never expected to be this nervous. Holding his hand.. in public.. for the first time? Well I guess it doesn't matter if people know we are a couple anymore, so why?
Why am I so friggin nervous?!
My hearts beating so damn loudly I can feel it in my head. My lungs feel like the air is being pulled out from them, and my mind is swaying. I feel so lovesick. My face feels so hot too!
I glanced at him, right now I was too embarrassed to look him in the eyes. He was red, and was smiling like crazy to himself. I quickly looked away again, only smiling more now that I was my lover was happy aswell.
That reminds me, I still need to give him a kiss to make up for yesterday. Well I don't need to, its more so that I think I need to because I love him so damn much.
We quickly walked to the classroom. I waggled happily besides him to the door, still smiling like crazy. I let go of his hand to push open the door, and then stopped in my tracks, completely standing still for just a split second.
I saw Clara again. I had almost forgotten. Azz wanted to grab my hand again, but I quickly pulled away. I then looked up at him, his eyes were sad, questioning why I pulled away. I sighed, grabbing his hand again. "Im sorry." I apologized. "Im just scared she doesn't like us being a thing."
He quickly nodded, sitting down next to me after I lead us to the chairs again. "If she doesn't than shes not our friend." He then said, still holding my hand closely. He then apologized as he saw me staring at him, shocked with sad eyes.
"Don't worry, I don't think shes the type of person to abandon us." He then said, smiling at me. "I won't let her go that easily after all." He then added, I nodded at him, asking him a question. "Azz, can we meet up with each other after school?" I then asked on a whim.
He looked at me, shocked and nodded. I smiled. "I wanted to-" Then the teacher interrupted. "All of you quiet down and grab your damn books. Sabnock, X, why aren't your devidamn books on the tables yet?" He then asked, storming inside as we hurriedly took our books out. He then started the lesson with a temper, the one you see in little children but more scary.
You know the kind of scared when you upset a child and they begin crying and you are afraid they are going to yell and have a temper? Like that but worse, so much worse. He's like a thirty something year old child thats for some reason smarter than a sixty year old professor.
Anyways we had started our lessons, so we stopped talking. But then the bell saved the day, and we were let go, with a bunch of homework ofcourse but free nonetheless.
I stood up from my chair again, and started packing my bags, Asmodeus had already finished doing so.
"What were you saying, master Iruma?" Azz asked me. "Oh." I began "I wanted to.. do something to you." I then said, wich sounded a bit mysterious but what made Asmodeus blush heavily for some reason. He doesn't know im gonna kiss him yet, so why is he blushing? Is he supersonic? Wait no that means fast. I ment like medium.
Wait why does that matter? On with the conversation, Iruma.
"Ehh.." Asmodeus said, blushing heavily. "If you say so.. but where exactly?" He asked, seeming unsure. "The bathrooms I guess?" I asked myself, making him blush even harder. I looked at him, confused.
"We can do it in the classroom too?" I asked. "I guess the bathrooms is a weird place, we can just wait till everyone is home!" I excitedly chirped.
Asmodeus looked at me, still unsure, maybe even more than before. "Im not sure.. I don't have any protection with me.." He began, blushing even more as his words stopped forming well.
"What do you mean?" I asked him. "We don't need protection dummy." I said. "Its just a kiss." After I said that his blush worsened by at least two times. "Im so sorry." He apologized as I watched him, confused. He then smiled slightly. "Don't worry about it."
We then waited untill everyone was gone, even though most of the people already left, including Kalego that was angrily mumbling about getting some tea because the coffee is decaffeinated.
Anyways after everyone left I pulled Asmodeus to the side, close to the exit door. "Is something wrong?" Azz then asked out of nowhere. "Is there a reason you want kisses or do you just want some. Ofcourse I can give you all you need! You wouldn't need ask me, master! But im a tad conserned." He admitted.
"Thats why im giving you kisses." I said, putting him to the wall in a 'hey girlie' kind of matter because I saw it on tv. I then stood on my toes to try and kiss him but he was too tall, so I made him be smaller after I huffed so I could kiss him. And you don't want to know how hard that was with a straight face.
Because god I was nervous. My legs were shaking, I was probably redder than a tomato and I couldn't breathe at all. And after giving him a peck that feeling only grew worse.
But Asmodeus didn't care and kissed me again, and so I kissed back. This kiss actually went deeper than just his lips. I could feel his breath on my skin as I touched him, and I could feel his face warming up.
His hands traveled around my neck as I kissed him, his fingertips spiraling around my shoulders, they left me wanting more. So I kissed him again, more, deeper this time. I felt his lips gliding against mine, and the feeling of his body around me. His long slender fingers traced my neck once more.
But then, someone entered.
I looked to the side for a second, before quickly pulling away, it was Clara, standing at the door.
I stared at her in shock.
What will happen next? Because right now, I have no clue.
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Hiii there!! Sorry for the cliffhanger! Also in 2 weeks there will be a Q&A so you can still submit questions!! Ask anything to any caracter! Even the vilians, or me if you have a question for me!!
Anyways, this chapter is a bit longer, I made it longer because last week I didn't have the time, so I apologize, but I still don't have time to write much more here.
So THANK YOU ALL SO DAMN MUCH FOR WAITING, AND IM SORRY!! HAVE A GREAT FUCKING WEEK YEAR MONTH ANYTHING AND A HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!
Cya next week!!
--1 November