✨smut✨
His soft eyes stare down at me and my gaze sharpens. I clench my jaw, trying to find the right words.
"Whats wrong? Are you getting jealous because of what Rachel said?" I push off of him and run a hand through my hair.
"Of course not. I don't get jealous." He raises a brow in question. I let out a huff. "So what if I was? She was clearly trying to get you to take her to the event. She probably likes you." I say putting my hand on the wall behind him caging him between me and the door.
"Why would it matter if she liked me? I can go with whoever I want." I run my other hand up his neck then cup his jaw. Was it really so bold of me to assume that he liked me too?
"Fine. If it was your choice would you go with her?" I ask in an interrogative way.
"Of course not. I have no interest in her." I nod and let out a sigh.
"Good. You can't just let any random person go to these kind of events with you. She isn't good enough for someone like you." I say while tracing the line of his jaw with my thumb.
"Mmh. So who would be good enough?" He asks while leaning forward. A smirk plays st the corner of his lips. I think for a moment.
"It doesn't matter. She isn't." I ignore the aching I feel in my chest. "If you don't want to go with me, pick someone else. I don't care." I say as I release him and walk back to my desk.
I take a seat and Indigo watches me closely. I try not to let my mood show on my face as he comes to stand before me, taking my hands into his own.
"I want to go with you." I stare into his eyes, trying to detect a lie. Was he only saying this because he thinks I want to hear it?
I pull my hands away. I know I'm just being petty, but not knowing what we are hurts. Did he like me? Were we just friends? Was this a casual thing?
"You can leave now. I have another meeting soon." I say, turning toward my desk. I start flipping through some papers, not really even reading them.
"June.. why do you keep pushing me away?" He whispers. I clench my jaw.
"Me? Push you away? I think I've made how I feel pretty obvious!" I say a little too loudly. I toss the folder back onto my desk. "You're either really clueless, or you've been ignoring all the shit I've been saying. Do you think I invite just anyone to stay at my apartment? I told you things that I've never even spoken aloud before."
I think about going to the bridge with him. Confiding in him about my mother and the accident. I feel upset but as I look into his eyes all the harsh words die on my tongue. I let out a sigh and turn towards him.
"Sit." I order. He hesitates but crawls into my lap. His eyes are downcast as he straddles me. I tip his chin up and his gaze slowly drags upward.
Our eyes meet and I instantly feel bad for yelling at him. He looks so innocent like this. His soft brown eyes search my face.
"I'm sorry. You're just a difficult person to read. I never know what it is you really want with me. I thought this was just a sex thing, but I feel different now... I like you June." He whispers the last part.
I feel my heartbeat quicken. I pull him closer to me. His body melts into mine. It's like our body's were made for each other... A perfect fit.
"I like you too. I like you so much it hurts to know you're not really mine." He leans in and I can feel his warm breath on my cheek.
"June... I want to be yours. Just being near you makes me so happy. Can I... be your boyfriend?" My heart flutters.
Even if he doesn't remember the first time he asked me that question I do. My heart still beats like it did then. I crash my lips onto his. The kiss is hot with a simmering passion. I pull back.
"Yes, yes, of course." I say then kiss him again. He smiles into the kiss. His body is flush against mine and I glide my hands down his sides.
He continues to smile when I pull away. His cheeks are light pink, and his hands mess with the buttons on my top nervously. God I'm so lucky to have him and he's actually mine now.
I smile then kiss him again. I start to move my hands on his hips and let him grind against me gently. His bulge only grows as his hips start to move on there own.
He lets out low moans as he rocks against me. I kiss his neck tenderly, peppering small kisses along his collarbone. He caresses my hair lightly, playing with it between his fingers.
Suddenly a knock sounds at my door. His movements stop and I let out a sigh before clearing my throat.
"Who is it?" I call out.
"Emma. I wanted to let you know that Sonji is here for your meeting." A feminine voice answers back. Indigo's starts to suck on my neck. I let out a small moan.
"I want you so bad June. Please don't go." He whispers while nipping at my jaw.
"Tell her I'll be there in 15. I need to finish something real quick." I yell back to Emma.
"Yes Miss. Shin." She says and I hear heels clicking away from the door.
"Only 15?" Indigo whines pulling back.
"Yeah so you better finish this up quickly." I kiss his soft lips and he starts to undo his belt. "No. If you want to cum, grind. I can't walk into that meeting looking like I just got fucked."
He looks at me with pleading eyes and I smile. I start to move his hips against me and he groans.
"I'm never going to cum like that in just 15 minutes." He complains.
"You're definitely not going to cum if you keep wasting time talking." I smirk. He starts to move against me on his own. "Good boy." I praise and he moans quietly.
Each time he rocks against me his bulge rubs on my area gently, creating just a little friction. I kiss him as his hips move a little faster.
"Mmh just like that. Keep going~" I love seeing him look so desperate and needy like this. He moans a little louder when I slip my hand under his sweater to feel his abs.
When he kisses me, his tongue slips into my mouth. I bring one hand to his bulge and rub him above his jeans. He lets out a loud moan.
"Be quiet baby. We're at work. People will hear you." I whisper in his ear. He brings his hand to his mouth in an attempt to quiet himself.
The sound of his muffled moans fills the room, along with the small noise my chair makes when Indigo thrusts quicker. He grabs hold of the top of my chair tightly to stabilize himself.
The thrusts get more frequent and intense when he grows increasingly desperate. He throws his head back and I hungerly start sucking and kissing his neck.
"Please June~ I need more." He whines as his hand tangles in my hair. I nip at his collarbone. He lets out a breathy moan.
"You're so needy. When did you become such a little slut bunny?" I ask, grasping his chin. He looks at me with doe eyes.
"I'm only like this because of you. Ahh~ If you didn't leave this morning- mmh~ I wouldn't feel so horny for you now." He says between moans, kissing the inside of my wrist gently.
"You're blaming me now? Has it ever occurred to you, that you might just be a slut?" I tease him playfully.
"Only for you~" He mumbles and I smile before kissing him again. His member strains against his jeans painfully and he grinds on me looking for some kind of release.
He pants lightly from all the work he's doing but continues dry humping me. He looks so pretty when he's all worked up like this.
His face is flushed and I've never seen him looks so desperate before. He wants this so bad. He wants to cum now.
"Hurry. I only have a few more minutes." I say in a low taunting voice. His hips roll faster till he's practically ramming into me.
When I woke up this morning I definitely didn't think Indigo would be dry humping me in my office. I'm not complaining though. I can't see a better way to spend my time at the moment.
"June~" He moans my name quietly despite the fact I haven't done much. My hands move under his sweater feeling all the indents and curves, committing them to memory.
Every detail of his body is perfect, like he was chiseled from the finest marble by some great artist. I feel the lines of his ribs, his muscles as they flex under my touch, every inch of the smooth skin of his abdomen.
"Are you close my love?" I whisper when his moans get breathy and drawn out.
"Yes mistress~ I'm so close~" He lets out a loud whiny moan. I grab his chin harshly.
"Be quiet or I'll put something in that mouth to keep you quiet." I warn and he bites his lip. His thrusts get sloppy and his head rolls back.
I get the beautiful display of his hicky covered neck, and I get the urge to wrap my hands around it. I run one hand up his chest slowly and stop when I get to his pretty neck.
My hand clenches his throat gently and he lets out a low whimper. His hand grabs my wrist and urges me to squeeze tighter. I do.
His eyes look into mine and I see a look of pure ecstacy on his face. His thrusts get a bit slower and drawn out.
"You can cum now love." I say knowing he's ready now. He bites his lip, and his movement picks up again. It only takes a few more thrusts before he reaches his peak.
"Oh fuck June~" He moans while rocking lightly. His legs shake a bit and he clutches at my wrist. I tighten my grip on his throat knowing that's what he wants. "Ahh~"
He moans loudly and I'm sure if anyone is around they heard that. I don't care much at the moment. All I want is him, and I don't care who knows it.
I see a little wet spot on the front of his jeans and I bite my lip. I wish I had the time to deal with him properly now. I kiss his jaw as his pace begins to slow.
I give his neck one last squeeze then unwrap my hand from his throat. He kisses me hungerly and I have to pull away while I can still control myself.
He starts to kiss my neck and I pull his sweater down. He kisses my jaw and I let out a small moan.
"I have to go Indigo." I whisper in his ear as he sucks on my neck.
"Don't." He kisses my neck. "Stay here with me." He nips at my jaw and whispers in my ear.
"You know I would if I could... but Sonji's waiting for me, and I've kept her long enough." His lips trail across my skin then meet mine. I kiss him gently then he pulls back, pouting lightly.
"Fine." He huffs and gives my lips another peck before standing up. I also stand and smooth out my hair and clothes. I check the time.
"Hm would you look at that, you could cum in 15 minutes." I smile. He blushes and I fix his hair. He looks like a hot mess at the moment. "There's a private bathroom a few doors down. You can clean yourself up there." I say as I lead him to the door.
"I'll see you later." He says shyly still blushing profusely. I kiss his knuckles and his blush gets darker. "Are you sure you don't want to stay here and mess around with me?" He asks but I reluctantly shake my head.
"I can't right now, you know that." I smile at him while he pouts. "Bye bunny. I'll see you later." He nods and grudgingly lets go of my hand. I wave as he slips out of the door. I let out a breath as the door closes. I can't believe that just happened... Indigo is my boyfriend now.
I wait a few minutes then head down to the meeting. I'd like to say I remember any of it but I wasn't really paying any attention. I was to busy thinking about my handsome new boyfriend.
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Yes you skanks, they are finally dating! It is truly a good day! 🥳🎉🥂
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Also stray kids new song 🤭 so good. I was listening to that and taste on repeat while writing this one. Lee know and felix slayed so hard.
Taste, sclass, topline, social path, and red lights are the best stray kids songs and idgaf what any of you say.