I really love you.
Naglakad kami papunta sa dining, habang ginagabayan ko tong magandang babae sa tabi ko.
Mukhang gulat pa din sya at naguguluhan sa nangyayari.
Pag dating namin dun, nakaupo na si dad sa dulo ng lamesa, nasa tabi nya yung step mom ko, at katabi ng step mom ko si jamaica.
Kaya umupo ako sa tabi ni dad, at inalalayan kong umupo sa tabi ko si saicey.
"come on let's eat" - dad said
We nodded, nag signed of the cross muna ako before akong kumain.
Napatingin ako kay saicey, mukhang walang gana tong baby girl ko, o tulala pa din sya??
Alam kong gutom sya, pero halos walang laman yung pingan nya.
"here baby girl" - bulong ko kay saicey at nilagyan ko ng food yung pingan nya
Napatingin sya sa akin, kaya nginitian ko sya.
"okey ka lang? " - alala kong tanong
"i-its just, nahihiya ako, did i became too much kanina??" - bulong nya sa akin
Narinig kong biglang tumawa si dad, kaya Napatingin kami kay dad..
"its alright iha, we understand bakit mo ginawa yun. And i like you for my daughter dahil sa ginawa mo" - dad said
I saw the sparks on saicey eyes. At dahil dun nakampante na ko
"but what if, hindi pala sya yung para sayo ayden?" - biglang tanong ng step mom ko
Tumahimik yung kwarto, awkward silence i can say
"sure na po ako kay saicey" - seryosong sabi ko
Dahan dahan kong hinawakan yung kamay ni saicey sa ilalim ng lamesa, napatingin ako kay saicey ng ang lamig ng kamay nya.
Oh fuck.
Kinakabahan ata tong baby girl ko.
"and hinding hindi po mag babago ang isip ko. Una palang naman po sigurado na ako sa kanya" - seryosong sabi ko habang nakatingin sa magagandang mata nitong baby girl ko
"but what if?? Si Mikaela pala?? Or si cayley??" - tanong ng step mom ko
What??
Napatingin ako sa step mom ko, confused! Paano nya nakilala si mikaela at cayley.
Maybe there's a chance na makilala nya si mikaela dahil nag work sya as model and designer sa company.
But cayley?? Si jamaica lang nakakilala sa kanya
"dont be too surprised anak, i make sure na okey ka, so tinitignan ko back ground ng every girl na nakakasama mo" - biglang sabi ni dad
"cayley is good person. I dont know kung asan na sya ngayon, but im sure she's happy na wala na sya sa akin. Tinik lang ako sa dib dib nun. Kaya nga nagulat ako na hinayaan pa din ako ni saicey na pumasok sa buhay nya for a second chance kahit sobrang pasaway ko" - biro kong sabi at nginitian si saicey
"and Mikaela?? She's precious, vulnerable person. I want to protect her at any cost. But no one will above sa nararamdaman ko kay saicey" - seryosong sabi ko
Nakatingin sa akin si saicey, her eyes wants to tell something na di ko mabasa. Parang naguguluhan sya na ewan.
Yup, i dont want to assure her noon na mahal ko sya??
But now?? Gusto kong patunayan sa kanyang na sya lang.
Hinawi ko yung buhok nya, and softly put it behind her ears.
"why so beautiful Saicey?" - sweet kong tanong
"then i guess that's the answer to your question mom" - sarcastic na sabi ni jamaica
Napatingin ako kay jamaica, habang nakakunot noo ko, dahil di ko sure anong sinasabi nya.
"lets just eat anak, tell me about your self?? How you met your girl??" - dad asked
Napangiti ako, and tell them our story. But of course di ko sinabi yung first met namin.
I told them na nakita ko si saicey, sa office. Elevator to be specific, thats the first time i met her.
Na love at first sight ako, until nalaman ko yung totoo..
Alam kong kinabahan si saicey nung sinabi ko yung part na dahilan na nagkahiwalay kami, but i comfort her syempre.
At dineretso ko yung kwento, how sinubukan kunin ni saicey attention ko sa elevator. But of course not the pervert way.
We talked, nakikinig lang sila, good thing at di nag sasalita si step mom.
Inaasar ako ni jamaica, while my dad nag tatanong lang ng question.
But saicey?? Hindi sya nag sasalita.
"so dito nalang po kami, thank you for the invite" - sabi ko pagdating namin dito sa maindoor
Dahil after naming kumain, nag paalam na din kami na uuwi, dahil gabi na.
My dad insisted na we should spend the night there, but hindi kasi ako kumportable.
"okey, take care anak okey" - dad said
"we will po" - sabi ko
"next time, magsalita ka naman saicey, di kami sanay, specially how mad you are kanina" - pang aasar na sabi ni jamaica
"jamaica" - angal ko
Tumawa lang si jamaica, at dad. But yung stepmom ko nakatingin lang sa amin.
"i just want to say sorry for my attitude earlier. But at the same time, im not that sorry sorry, because if ever na masaktan si ayden, i wont think twice na ipagtanggol sya" - saicey seriously said
My dad smile at her, kaya i proudly smile at hinawakan yung bewang ng baby girl ko
"thats good to hear" - sabi ni dad
"mauna na po kami" - sabi ko
Nag blessed ako kay dad, surprisingly nagpablessed din yung step mom ko. Yumakap lang ako kay jamaica, and saicey did the same too.
After the goodbye naglakad na kami paalis ni saicey.
Pag dating sa parking lot, i opened the passenger door for her. Before akong pumasok.
Pag pasok ko sa driver seat, pinaandar ko agad yung sasakyan at nag drive na ako paalis, pabalik sa condo.
"lets talked later baby girl ha" - i said while driving
Dahil i dont want to waste any second na may tinatago ako sa kanya.
Tinignan ko lang sya saglit, but mukhang seryoso syang nakatingin sa harap
Fuck sobrang ganda talaga nya.
After ng ilang minutes nag park na din ako, sa parking lot ng condo.
Pag labas ko, i opened the door agad for her and guide her palabas, papunta ng elevator.
Sobrang tahimik nya, parang sya yung saicey noon, na sobrang tahimik.
Pag dating sa condo, sinara ko agad yung pinto.
Maglalakad sana sya, but hinawakan ko agad yung kamay nya to stopped her. And that made her to look at me.
"lets talked??" - sabi ko
SAICEY DE JULES POV
My mind was fuzzy. And i dont know what emotions im feeling.
One thing for sure, i am happy!!
Happy, that she's assuring me every seconds dun sa dinner with her family.
On how she told them, that im the only one.
But at the same time.
Confusion was bothering my mind.
I saw them kissed, Mikaela told us earlier na dapat sabihin na ni ayden na stopped na tong sa amin dahil dun na si ayden uuwi.
But why ayden made me felt, na hindi totoo yung sinasabi ni Mikaela.
And plus!!
I felt so so so much embarrassed for shouting at her family.. I even slapped her step mom.
Thats why i cant even opened my mouth, because i dont want to add more na ikakagalit nila sa akin.
Her dad was nice, even ma'am jamaica. But her step mom?? I can say na mas okey na tahimik sya.
"lets talked later baby girl ha" - ayden suddenly said while driving
And yeah! After the dinner, nag paalam na si ayden, and now were on the way pauwi sa condo.
But talked??
What kind of talked??
Is it about her and Mikaela??
I dont know what i will think.
The car stopped, pag tingin ko kay ayden, she's already walking para pag buksan ako ng pinto.
How i get so lucky to have her??! But im so dumb to let you go before baby??
She guide me palabas, papunta ng elevator.
Should i told her na im not on the mood to talked??
Or maybe i can just act na di ko sya naririnig??
Or,
come on self think
The elevator door opened, we walked papunta ng condo.
Pag pasok namin ng condo, she's the one who closed the door.
I need to avoid her at any cost.
I immediately walked papunta ng sala, but i felt her hand on mine.
Stopping me from walking, and that made me to looked at her.
"lets talked??" - she asked with that sorry eyes
I dont know what to say
Should we?? But what if this is the last time we're gonna have that "talked"
I dont want that to happened!!
Gosh
Self!!
Think!!
"nagkiss kami ni Mikaela" - she blurted out
My eyes went wide, and look at her.
I know!!
I shipping know!!
But why she's telling me?!?
She softly hold my other hand, kaya dalawang kamay ko na ang hawak nya, pumunta sya sa harap ko.
Staring at me with that loving eyes, i love the most.
"im sorry" - she said
Sorry?!
Ffooorr??!!?
"i love you saicey, please gave me a chance, i know i told you na hindi ko gagawin yung ginagawa natin sa iba. But i was surprised too ng hinalikan nya ako. Alam kong galit ka, maybe hate mo ako, or you thi-" she said and now she cant find the next words to say
Oh my shipping gosh.
Did i heard it right??
She told me she love me??
Isn't she??
Is she??
Did she??
Did she still love me??
" WAIT!! " - i shouted
I saw how surprised she is sa pag sigaw ko. Oh my ship. Why every emotion you have ayden made me fall for you baby?
"do you love me??" - i asked
She furrowed her eyebrow
"what??" - she confusingly asked
"just answer me ayden" - i straight said
I saw her gulped and nodded
"do you love me??" - i asked
i did try to hide the scared on my voice, i wish she wont notice that
"i am saicey, i do love you" - she seriously said
And that made me smile. But her?? I saw the confusion on her eyes.
"then kiss me baby" - i softly said and wrapped my hands on her neck
She smirked and captured my lips, i didn't wait for any second, i immediately kissed her back.
Shipping gosh.
I missed this lips of her..
Its been so long, since i taste this. I know na nagkiss kami kanina?? But that wasn't enough to fulfil my hunger on her sweet lips.
Her hands already roaming around my body, and i know she's getting hot.
I pulled her closer to me, hugging her, tight.
"Come on baby girl, i want you to moaned my name"- she flirty said after our kissed
I giggle, and nodded at her.
-and i guess you already know what happened next😳 I'll leave it to your imagination -
I don't know how long im moaning her name?? But i love every second of it.
Now?? We're cuddling, nakahiga ako sa braso nya, while hinahaplos ko yung tummy nya
"aren't you mad?" - she asked
I look at her confused
"why will i be mad??" - i confusingly asked
"ahmm ab-about Mikaela and i??" - she asked
Oh wait!!
About that???
Bumangon ako bigla and look at her, i even cross my arms infront of her.
"oh yes!!! Tell me everything ayden!! Why you two were kissing ha?!" - i asked
I know what i heard that time, na gusto ng ibigay ni Mikaela yung virginity nya kay ayden.
But i wanted to know kung magsasabi sya ng totoo. Yes i trust her. But there's a doubt on me.
Masakit pa din na they kissed behind my back, there's so many questions on my mind.
And i dont have the strength to asked all of that.
Bumangon sya, at umupo sa harap ko softly holding my hand.
I know she's being careful to every move she's doing. Maybe she's scared to make a wrong move.
And that assure me, na she really love me. Like before, she's being careful dahil ayaw nyang magalit ako, or somobra sya. And i love that!!
I wanted to smile, but i wanted to show her my blank face, i wanna know the truth first.
She made me to look at her, kaya i did.
TO BE CONTINUED...