Manheer's POV
Around 1 a.m İ woke up from my sleep.
İ had been so tired because of the night fair but still my stupid self had to wake up.
Why?
We are thirstyy.
By we İ mean me and my Bittu.
The moment İ woke up İ noticed the right side of the bed was empty.
"Amrit?" İ said in my sleepy voice.
He was not there.
The Amrit Singh Shekhawat not sleeping with me. Wow. Miracle.
The sheets on his side were all plain indicating me that he didn't come here at all.
İ drank the water which was kept beside the bed and went out.
Coming in the hall of our floor, I saw Amrit sitting on the bar chair near the kitchen cabinet.
İ went towards him and for what İ see next the only word came out of my mouth was..
"Oh teri di.."
(İts a slang word the way we say omg or wtf)
"Amrit you are drinking!!" İ said in surprise.
Never, İ repeat never have İ ever seen Amrit drinking.
Never ever.
But he was today...
"Oyee,,stop itt!!" İ say as İ grab hold of the glass from his hand.
"Why are you drinking??!" İ interogate.
He looks up at me with his dangerous gaze and parted lips.
Oh did İ mention he is looking miraculously hot right now with his black t-shirt on, some buttons open and his oh so messy hair..
Stop it Manheer Kaur. Stop it. İ say to myself.
He looks at me just like a baby.
"Hnn..?" and here we go with his drunk husky voice.
"İ asked why are you drinking?" İ say him showing him the bottle of alcohol.
"Vo meri pyari si biwi ji attention hi ni de rhin mujhe.." he said while resting his head on my shoulder.
Haaye ab mujhe do do bacho ko sambhalna padega.
(haaye, now İ will have to take care of 2 kids)
"Abhi deti toh hai attention vo.." İ said thinking about what to say him..
(She gives attention)
"Ye wali toh vo sabko hi deti hai, ye wali meri waali thodi na hai.." he said while holding my arm now..
(This one is not mine..she gives this one to everyone..)
"What is the difference??"
"I don't know..but it is different."
Leaving my shoulder he instantly cupped my face with both of his hands and made me look into his eyes.
My face isn't even equal to his one hand here he is holding it with both.
"İtna bura hun kya main?" He said in a whisper.
(Am İ this bad?)
"Amrit what are you saying, at the fair you were normal, what happened!!"
"You didn't take me with you..you-you didn't even say bye to me when you were going.."
"Ek bye ke peeche tum drink kar rhe ho?"
(Just cause of one bye you are drinking?)
"Nahi Heer jaane dein aap nahi samjhengi hamein.." he said and took another glass and started drinking again.
(Leave it you won't understand me)
Uffff the way he is behaving right now my heart just wants to go and kiss him.
So cute.
But this "but" always comes in between.
Controlling my laughter İ sit beside him.
"Amrit.." İ say
"Ji Heer hum toh hamesha hi suntey hain aapki..aap boliye.."
(Yes Heer, İ always listen to you, you speak.)
"Arey why are you so irritated.."
"Aap toh bol deti hain jab aapko gussa aata hai, 'main toh titli hun, ud jaungi' ab main titla thodi na ban skta hun." He said and was about pick up glass and bottle when İ snatched from him.
(You always say 'İ am a butterfly, İ will fly' when you get angry. Now İ can't become male-butterfly)
"Okay, speak. İ will try to understand today."
"Sachi?" He asked as a beam of light or İ should say hope enters in his eyes.
"Much-" İ wasn't even able to complete the word when he held my arm and started walking towards the elevator.
"Amrit yaar what are you doing."
He typed some code in the elevator and then pressed the 2nd floor.
What was the need of typing a code? İ wondered.
The lift opened but this-
This isn't the 2nd floor that İ have always seen.
"Amrit this-"
And he interuptted in between and said..
"Babu aap na ruko main aapko sab dikhaungaa."
(Baby you just wait, İ will show you everything..)
God his drunken voice is so perfect.
İf İ knew Amrit would be so cute while being drunk, İ would hav-
Oye Manheer..shhh..No..nope nah nakko...nope drinking is bad for health.
My subconscious mind cursed me.
He held my hand and took me towards a room.
God is this the scene from the movies where the guy would show his psychopathtic killings to the girl when he is drunk!!!
And there was again a screen asking for passwards on the door.
How many passwords does Amrit remember?
Mujhse toh ek google account ka ni yaad hota. Har baar forgot password pey click karna padta hai. Yahan yeh itne saare.
(İ can't even remember my google account passwords. İ always have to click on forgot password. And here is this guy, knowing so many of them.)
He typed in and wait isn't that my birth date?
İ was about to speak when the door opened.
He took me in.
"Oh my-"
This place?
God its-
Fuck İ don't even have words to speak.
Surprise? What is that?
Shocked? What is that?
Thrill? What is that?
Everything İ will say right now is an understatement.
This room was dark as fuck. But still will İ call it dangerous?
No.
There were so beautiful paintings on the wall.
Some were mine and some were of mountains.
On every corner a flower pot was kept.
There was a huge bed-like pink coloured sofa and infront of it, there was a stand.
A painting stand.
İt was covered with white cloth.
The wall behind the stand was filled with books.
İf you see above, there lies a chandelier.
"H-heer you na, sit here. Okay? İ will go and turn that on." Amrit held me from shoulders and made me sit on that sofa.
That is when İ realised there was a huge fireplace infront of the sofa which apparently Amrit had gone to turn on.
"You na, will not feel cold with this."
The moment fire turned on, the whole room got lit up.
With fire? Yes but something else as well.
The dark walls of the room had some star-like things on them which started to glow as soon as the fire ignited.
İt felt like a fairytale.
"Abhi na, aap kaho toh garam coffee le au? Yahan pe baaki rooms se zyada thand hai..heater nahi hai na is room mein. Paintings ke liye theek nahi na heater.." Amrit said.
(İf you say, shall İ bring hot coffee for you? This room is colder than others as there is no heater. İts bad for paintings na!)
"No, İ am fine..uhmm..yo-you said you wanted to tell me something.."
"Hann Amrit forgot.." he said just like a baby and instantly sat on the sofa wid me.
He kept his head on my lap and started playing with my hair.
"You na, very beautiful." He said as he took a strand of my hair in his fingers.
"Ahmm..İ wont reply you with any taunt even when İ want to say something right now because İ promised İ will listen..so speak now."
İ really want to understand him.
For real.
Maybe this drunk Amrit will give me a reason to accept him for who he is.
"You know İ love you.."
"Hmm hmm İ know.."
"İ would never hurt you.."
İ wanted to say 'but you did' but İ stopped.
"You when Amrit was a baby, Amrit had teddy"
Now this isn't something İ expected him to say.
"They broke it. They put me in dark room. Amrit cried.
"İ-i told them..Y-You know İ told them. Hit me but don't break teddy."
"Amrit.."
"They hit Amrit. Very badly. Papa saved me.."
"Dadi said İ was useless. She said if İ Kings don't cry. She said İ can never save anything İ love."
"Am-Amrit it's not-"
"You know when İ couldn't find you 3 years ago, İ-İ felt every single thing Daadi said to me that day."
"İ was just scared İ will loose you again."
My heart was feeling every single detail all at once.
Who could have thought that such a ruthless King would have a side that he himself would be scared of.
"Amrit the teddy wasn't your fault."
"İt was mine. Daadi said never to share. İt was me who never listened."
There was a child in him that got killed in the darkness of that room.
İ-
"Hey, why are you crying.." he said and suddenly got up from my lap and hugged me.
"Leave that. Amrit is bad İ know. See now İ made you cry. İ won't talk about it ever again."
İ hugged him again and said,"please do talk Amrit. Please."
He looked at me with his red drunk eyes.
"The sober Amrit keeps things in his heart. Talk on his behalf."
"İ just know İ love you." He said and his eyes started to get close.
İ gently placed his head on the bed-like sofa..
"Aaj aapke is roop sey bhi hamein ishq ho gya"
(İ have fallen in love with this side of yours today)
I said as I weaved my hands in his hair and watched him sleep.
How could someone do this to a little baby.
He is traumatized for life.
After watching him for some more time İ got up and looked around.
İ looked at that painting stand which was covered with white cloth.
What is it? İ wondered.
İ gently removed the cloth and..
Oh my holy moly mother glory...
behen ki daadi ki maami ki naani ki bua ki poonchh.
(Just a slang babu 😊)
Amrit Singh Shekhawat..
This guy is shocking me N number of times.
The last line that was written on the page was
7189. İ am sorry Heer. I will never hurt you and will always protect you.
The FUCK is this.
The number before that was..
7188. You İ love you right. İ respect you and will always stand by you..
7187. İ know these sorries will mean nothing as long as İ gather courage to speak this word infront of you.
7186. İ know it means nothing infront of what İ have done but İ did punish myself with a leather belt. Don't think İ realised this now. İ did it the day İ proposed you and realised you were getting nightmares.
And the numbers went on..
Fucking SEVEN THOUSAND 1 HUNDRED AND EİGHTY EİGHT.
This guy is seriously a psychopath.
İ go towards him and lay beside him.
And as much as my previous self would have denied this.
But I know I am madly in love with him now.
🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
Abhay Singh Rawat.
İ saw her today. İ fucking saw her
She was just a few inches away from me.
İ can still feel her aroma.
The fragrance of her hair.
The way she smiled.
For god's sake her smile.
İ am fucking dead.
When İ asked her why does she smile all the time and she replied why am İ not smiling, İ fucking want to kiss every single ounce of her.
Her smile..making me hard as hell and still not being able to get her in my clutches.
Her mere thoughts make me hard and forces me to masterbate.
İ had dropped the plan of getting her and had already gone to Nova Scotia.
But my brain wanted to see her once.
And you know what?
To hell. İ am gonna get her and make her scream my name for infinite hours so that Amrit vanishes from her pretty little head.
That camera would play such a great role.
Apparently it told me Amrit and Arjun are not on good terms.
Ofcourse god is on my side.
Soon..
She will be mine. Mine to fuck. Mine to hurt. Mine to see.
🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
Hi Sohneyo!!
How was the chapter??
İ thought after every chapter İ should tell something from my own life because such a meme material İ am.
So once İ was in a flight and a guy was sitting next to me.
İ wanted to look all cool and all so İ decided to take a book along.
And which book did İ take?
Haunting Adeline. (My 1st 18+ book)
So İ was on the window seat and the guy was sitting next to me.
As my personality, İ started talking to him non-stop for whole freaking 5 hours (he was a stranger)
İn the last 1 hour İ opened the book and started to narrate him the story.
(İ had never read 18+ content and İ didn't know what the book was about cause İ just took it randomly)
İt was going all good but then "that" part came and İ became quiet.
Why?
1. İ had never read anything like that.
2. The guy was interested in story.
Him: "aage kya hua?"
(What happened next?"
Me: pretending to sleep but saying.."jab land honge tab bata dena bye."
(Tell me when we land. Bye)
😊👍