When Meerab stopped speaking, she left his collar and darted her gaze away from him as she felt herself weak at that moment. She doesn't want to start crying again because that's not her. She is strong and doesn't cry easily but his ignorance was testing her patience and today she lost it. How can he think she doubts his love? Does he realize how difficult it is for her to express her feelings to him and let him touch her without her will?
She looked at him and wondered why he seemed happy after hearing her lecture. She said everything to make him feel guilty but noticing his smile made her think is he crazy. She turned away again when her heart felt heavy remembering how much she missed him and his presence for 2 days and he was totally ignoring her. When she vomited everything, she needed him to hug her tightly and console her but he was not even looking at her which made her feel unwanted in this house. If not Mariyam then she would have left thinking he doesn't love her. Her thoughts came to a halt when she heard his voice
"Confessing love doesn't result in anything bad", Murtasim said and held her hand when he found her lost in her thoughts. He moved closer to her and slowly joined their forehead. He missed her and her fragrance, her laughter, her anger, and her sweet voice. He was busy handling Zubair's case and was going to his fields to find proof at night. That's the reason he came home late and called his sister to take care of Meerab because he is afraid to take a risk. What if his child died?
He closed his eyes feeling her presence and brought thier intertwined hands between their lips and kissed the back of her palm. His hand touched Meerab's lips by mistake and opened his with a zerk as her mere touch aroused him. But he needed to control himself for 3 more months, he noticed her blush and chucked at her. He noticed her opening her lips to say something and closing them again without saying anything which made him think, she was finally about to confess her feelings but her reply destroyed his mood completely
"That was a slip of the tongue", Meerab said finally realizing why he looked so happy and relaxed. His face looked so carefree and happy but when she tried to cover up and lied about her feelings she noticed his face fell and he pulled his hand back and looked at her in shock
"We know that you are lying Meerab. You don't need to be insecure. I love you so much. I'm sorry for overreacting. I was scared Meerab. Please don't do this again as you will...", he stopped in the middle as he didn't want to increase her fear. He was about to warn her that she might end up losing him but he didn't say anything more as he knew that was not needed. He is just scared to lose their baby because of her carelessness but he also knows he can never hate her because true love can never change into hate
"I will? What will you do? I am not scared...", Meerab said and pushed him which alerted him, and rather than going back, he moved close to her and hovered over her. Meerab lay on the bed and placed her hand on his chest to keep her distance to keep their child safe. She doesn't want him to lose his balance and kill their first child.
Murtasim understood her action and smiled. He leaned down and removed the dress a little from her shoulder from one side and started kissing her neck. Meerab moaned his name and tried keeping distance between them which automatically vanished when he sucked her neck and looked towards her. When Meerab put her hands down, he intertwined their fingers which altered Meerab but she couldn't say anything because of proximity. She felt her heart beating rapidly, her heart was not in her control but his. One look at his handsome face and game over. He didn't stop and continued kissing her other neck for a while which sent chills on her body and she felt butterflies in her stomach. She felt giddy when his lips were in contact with her. He stopped for a while moved towards her face and kissed her cheeks.
She wanted to stop him but at the same time, she didn't want him to stop. Confused enough? She is scared they might end up making love to eachother but at the same time, she trusts Murtasim and wants to let him do whatever he wants. After all, she also missed him and his touch. It's just she doesn't want to accept the fact that she missed his sweet gestures and he loves taking the initiative. In love, there is no appropriate it inappropriate touch. She doesn't have any problem with him, she is just scared for their unborn child.
Soon Murtasim stooped when his hands touched her breast by mistake and he noticed her shocked eyes. He realized that this was not the time and moved away groaning in frustration which Meerab noticed and placed her hand on his shoulder
"H....hum kya baat kar rhe the (What we were talking about?)", Murtasim asked looking everywhere but not at her which made Meerab sigh. She tried remembering what they were talking about and blushed as their romance struck her mind and she looked down feeling shy
"That I'm not scared of you. What can you do?", Meerab asked with a smile and tried hard to convert it to a smirk but couldn't because he looked so handsome right now
"Nothing. I was trying to scare you but remembered you aren't scared of me. Well, that's good because I will never scare you", Murtasim said and tucked her hair strand behind her ear which fell when she got up from bed. He caressed her cheeks softly showing his love to her and smiled when she looked down with a blush. Feeling bliss because of his touch.
"It's okay If Faruk doesn't have our chain, it doesn't even matter if you have whatever you want but it does matter when I see a strong girl like you getting scared of losing me. Believe me, I will never leave you Meerab I love you a lot. You are the most beautiful and kind girl I ever met. I fell in love with you the moment I saw you and want to keep loving you. You say I don't care for you when the truth is I think of you all the time. My eyes search for your glimpse and my heart yearns for more of your touch. When you melt in my touch, I feel so lucky to get my love. I want to cherish you forever and want to stay in this relationship with you", Murtasim confessed which made Meerab's heart explode feeling loved again. She looked at him trying to understand what he was. If he loves her so much then why that ignorance?
His confession and words looked magical to her and she felt herself on top of the world. Nothing can excite a woman except her man admiring and praising her. She was insecure about her body as well and she felt like he removed all her insecurities within the blink of a seconds. He showered so much love with his words that she forgot her anger and irritation because of his ignorance. His confession and praise were what she needed right now they looked like medicine to her. Just like he said before a woman feels happy when her man praises her. His praise made her feel goosebumps. She couldn't say anything as she was unable to take her eyes off from him
"For once confess that you love me. Please it's a request. Bass ek baar", Murtasim requested holding her hand in his and looking at her with pleading eyes which made Meerab chuckle
"Just for once say it. I promise I will never force you to confess it again. Let me feel the same as you feel when I confess my love. Don't you think I deserve your confession and assurance? I always say I love you but still you are scared then what about me?", Murtasim asked which made Meerab regret keeping her feelings to her heart. She looked here and there hesitatingly trying to think of an excuse to avoid this topic
"We should not talk about this. I was asking why were you ignoring me. Why did you suddenly break your silence?", Meerab asked
"Because I care for you and stop changing the topic I know what I need to talk about", Murtasim replied and looked at her coldly warning her not to change the topic as today they needed to talk about it and he needed her confession. If he gives her time to fight her insecurities then she will end up growing but if he forces her today then she will never feel insecure enough to confess it again. If she was not in love then he would have waited but when she is already in love then why should he wait?
"You should understand that I'm afraid...", Meerab was about to talk about her fears again when Murtasim showed his hand to her
"Ok, live with your fear and confess to my dead body", he said and left the room without waiting for her. He went to the terrace and sat on one chair looking at the sky. Moon and stars are looking so beautiful, he found himself getting relaxed here. He crossed his arm under his neck and layed on a chair staring sky and asking God why his marriage was not normal. Why can't they behave as a lovely couple? Why does his marriage have complications? What was his mistake that he is getting punished every day? Sometimes from Zubair, sometimes from Meerab, and sometimes from his mother. He closed his eyes feeling relaxed under the sky when he felt a tap on his shoulder. He turned to see Meerab there and panicked as she was strictly restricted from climbing stairs and still, she tried this stunt.
"Why did you come here?", he asked trying his level best to stay normal as he was afraid to hurt her again.
"You were angry ", Meerab replied
"I'm not. Let's go to room", Murtasim said and was about to drag her down but Meerab stopped him
"I want to stay here for a while", Meerab said to which Murtasim nodded
"Wait. Let me arrange a bedstead for you. Sit here for a while ", he said gesturing towards the chair. Soon he came with a bedstead and adjusted it near her so she didn't have to walk a lot to reach the bedstead. Then he went downstairs and came within a minute with 3 bed sheets. He arranged them on the bedstead and gestured for her to sit. Meerab nodded and did as per his wish then she placed her head on his shoulder
"Your ignorance hurt me badly. I don't want to lose you. Isn't it enough for you?", she asked to which he shook his head as honestly that didn't matter because he knew that very well his ignorance hurt her
"I have told the same many times to you. Was that enough?", he asked sarcastically
"Khair chodo. I can't force you. Moreover, I don't want us to keep fighting knowing well what we are for eachother", he added as he regretted his sarcastic answer. He knows he shouldn't have said that, that's why he apologized which made Meerab realize the depth of his words. She realized that he was right because she always needed his words every time, she didn't trust anybody
"Mahobbat toh mujhe kabki ho gai thi tumse bass khud se jhagad rhi thi ki nai Meerab tum Murtasim ki nai ho sakti . Jabki sach toh yeh tha ki Meerab thi he Murtasim ki. Mujhpe sirf tumhara hak hai.
(I fell in love with you a long ago it's just I was battling with myself that I can't be yours. When the truth is Meerab was always yours)", Meerab confessed and hand tightly to gain strength as her heart was beating rapidly while confessing her love to him. He has become an addiction to her and she is mad in love with him. She wants him with her every time and can't afford to lose him
"Only you can touch me with or without my will. I thought I would never depend on someone but you changed me. I don't know what to say. I don't have any words left, all I can say everything begins with you and ends with you. I love you so much Murtasim. I am not expressive like you, so are you happy or should I say more? ", Meerab confessed and soon felt herself engulfed in a tight hug by her husband who was very happy after hearing her confession.
She exhaled breath which she was holding while confessing her love to him. She doesn't know if he ever felt difficulty in confessing his love or not but for her it took all her might to confess her love to him who is the guy she loves. She rubbed his back and kissed his shoulder showering her love on him
"You already confessed what I wanted to hear. Thank you so much for confessing your love. I'm very happy ", He whispered in a hug and tightened the hug feeling very happy and special hearing her confession. She made him feel himself on top of the world.
His heart skipped a beat when she told him about her feelings towards him and he got excited when she praised him and told him that she loves him a lot. They stayed in the hug for a while and then went downstairs with Murtasim helping Meerab to walk down.
"Want to have something outside?", he asked to which Meerab shook her head and they went to their room with their hands intertwined and their heart mingled with each other. They are one as their souls are one, today love won over her insecurities but still, she is a little scared because she doesn't trust her destiny.
The next day when Murtasim woke up, Meerab pulled him towards herself and caressed his cheek softly feeling her man beside her and her eyes moistened with tears thinking of a life without him. She started overthinking which made him panic and he wiped her tears and helped her to sit comfortably. He kissed her forehead and stroked his hand softly on her hair trying to calm her down.
"Why are you crying Meerab? I'm with you. I'm just yours. I have only one woman in my life", he said and caressed her cheeks trying to assure her but he was not sure if his idea worked or not because Meerab smiled and nodded. Later they got ready for her check-up which she forgot due to thier fight but he remembered which made her feel happy to get a caring and protective husband
"Go and meet the doctor. I have an important call to attend, then I will come", Murtasim said but Meerab didn't move from her place and stood still. Murtasim smiled moved closer and pulled her into a hug. He kissed her forehead and moved inside with her. He greeted the doctor and asked her to see Meerab. They have gone there many times so the doctor knows them very well
"Take care... I'm coming", Murtasim said and pulled her into a hug again and kissed her cheeks. Meerab smiled and rubbed his back. His hug gave her strength which she needed right now as she was nervous for the checkup. She was worried for their baby
"Our baby is fine right?", Meerab asked
"This is Murtasim Khan's child. He must be fine", he said and excused himself telling the doctor he had an important call to pick up and moved away. Meerab let the doctor check and smiled proudly when the doctor called her baby healthy. That's all because if he otherwise she must be suffering because of her ego. She came out and noticed him busy talking to someone. She smiled and told him their baby was fine
"Good now sit in the car. We will have something in the restaurant", Murtasim said to which she nodded and sat inside the car. Soon she noticed one car blocked their way and Zubair came out of that car scaring Meerab. Before she could react and stop Zubair she heard a gunshot sound proving all her fears true
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Hello try this story as well
This is based on Murtasim taking revenge