You with your warm brown eyes
You with your soft fluffy hair
You with your gentle smile
You with your subtle freckles
You with your long eyelashes
You with your pretty face
Everything about you is perfect
Everything about you makes me smile
It's a wonder you've never realized
Just how much you mean to me
Just how deeply I care about you
Just how terribly I ache
Because you will never love me
In the way that I love you.
I love the way you laugh
I love the way your voice cracks sometimes
I love the way you dance
I love your precious smile
I love the way your eyelashes flutter
I love your hugs
I love the way you appreciate me
I love your stupid, stupid jokes
I love how you are kind and compassionate
I love, I love, I love
But more than anything
I hate
I hate the way you look at her
I hate the way you hug her
I hate the way she makes you smile
I hate the way that I love you.
I will never understand why
Why I can't move on
Why I can't get over myself
Why I can't get over you
Maybe it's because you're just too perfect
And it seems as though no one else could be
As pretty
As funny
As gentle
As warm
As puppy-like
As you are
It isn't fair
My heart has chosen to break me
It has chosen to break itself
Because it has chosen you
And you will never choose me.