I was walking with Hange to Eren's cell with a man named Mike and he was so sweet. A kind man he was just he had a weird habit. When we got underground I saw Eren and smiled. Luné was being held by Hange so I go up to the cellar
"Eren" I said and Eren sat up
"Y/n!" Eren's eyes brightened when he looked at me
"How are you?" I asked as the cellar was opened
"Fine...you?"
"Fine as well" I said before walking in and just standing near him as some men un chained him only to put hand cuffs on him
"Wait, where are we taking him again?" I asked Hange and she smiled before pointing up
"Ohh...right" I said walking out of the cell, Eren being in front of me. I wouldn't be there at the trial thank goodness or I would explode
When we walked up the stairs I parted from the group and waved at Eren
"Good luck" I said before walking away leaving Eren confused. Luné jumped out of Hange's hands and ran to me before jumping onto my back and falling into my hands
"Oh now you want to know me?" I asked her before patting her head and walking outside. Today was a nice calm day. I strolled around for a bit and came across a garden. I'm surprise they can even afford keeping the flowers looking alive while half of our population are dying
"Look Luné, a woman is walking our way" I said standing up as a woman with blonde hair walked to me
"You are Cadet Y/n L/n, if I'm not mistaken"
"You are not, how can I help you?" I asked as Luné sat in my arms
"Well you are late to attend a trial for Eren Yeager. I believe no one had informed you"
"Your right no one did, maybe I was just forgotten. Lets go now" I said and the woman began to walk with me following close behind and soon she led me up to a platform where Hange and a few others stood
"Oh good you found her" Hange said in a whisper motioning me over to her. The woman from before nodded before walking out of site
"Sorry forgot to tell you to stay with me" I shook my head
"Don't worry-" I was cut off when all the commotion from below silenced after a bang was heard. I look down to see Eren's head facing the ground on his right and a leg in the air
"Oh don't worry, that's Levi. He has some serious anger issues"
"He and Eren" I said laughing a bit and Hange joined in
Soon the trial was over and I rushed down to Eren
"Eren! Sorry for being late! Are you...alright?" I asked as I walked next to Mike as he carried Eren on his shoulder. I got no response
"Don't worry...I protect you no matter the cost..." I said, as we entered a room Eren was placed on the couch. Eren was somehow awake the whole time and I sat next to him before being joined by Levi on my left
"Why are you here?" He asked annoyed and I smiled
"I'm just making sure Eren is aright..." I said before looking at Levi's knee which was covered in dry blood
"That-"
"I know, disgusting isn't it?" Levi said
"Levi was it?"
"Hmm...you?"
"Y/n" I said with a smile
"Y/n dear" Hange called my name and I look at her, I wonder where Luné went
"Yeah?"
"Are you joining the scouts?" I nod
"Yeah why?" Hange's eyes darted to Erwin and he nodded
"However she will be looked after by Mobit"
"Aww..." I raise my eye brow
"What's happening?" I asked
"Welcome to the survey corps Y/n" Erwin said and Eren smiled at me
"So Y/n's coming with me?" Eren asked excited but Erwin shook his head
"No she will go with Hange"
"Wait can I say bye to everyone then? As in my friends?" I asked and Erwin nodded
"We'll come get you tomorrow" I nodded before hugging Eren than leaving the room
I ran down the halls excited. When I had gotten to the rooms I go to mine which I was sharing with Ymir and smiled at her
"You seem happy" I nod
"I'm going to the survey corps tomorrow morning" I said packing my stuff well most of it
"Well creation of beauty herself are you going to tell your friends?"
"Friends? Also I like that...creation of beauty herself"
"You know Mikasa, Armin and them" It scared me at first thinking Ymir knew about Reiner and the other two
"Yeah, I'll tell them at dinner tonight" I said before redoing my hair into a bun
"What does your titan look like?" Ymir asked and I shrugged, it's been so long since I've transformed
"How about when we go on an exhibition I show you?" I asked and she nodded
"Guess I'll have to join now" Ymir said and I laugh
"Yes" I said when suddenly Luné came from under my bed
"Oh Luné baby there you are~" I said before patting her head. I pick her up and place her on my bed
"You're coming with me to the survey corps tomorrow~" I said before placing her on my chest
"We have dinner don't fall asleep 'kay?" I nodded
"Alright" I sit up and Luné jumped off the bed and onto Ymir
"Luné your aren't blown in the mess hall" I said and Ymir just smirked
"Just sneak her in" I think
"Alright, Ymir you have to walk in front of me though" I said and she nodded while laughing. I basically pushed myself against her with Luné was in between
Once we entered some people looked at us weirdly and Sasha came to me
"What you have there?" She asked and I showed her
"Awww~" She said as Luné jumped onto her
"Can I have her?"
"No"
"Y/n" I look up at Reiner and Bertholdt
"Yeah?"
"Come sit with us" I nod
"On my way" I said as I went to get food. When I had gotten my food I started walking to my table and Luné followed. When I sat down I drop my smile and cuddle into Bertholdt and Luné seemed to have liked Bertholdt
"Tired?"
"Yeah..." I said eating
"Luné seems to like you" I said smiling softly
"Yeah...why you say that?"
"She hates all the men she's met so far" I said before sighing and looking at them
"You two must join the survey corps no matter what, that's an order as the Creation Titan understood?" Reiner was about to speak but I created a crystal knife in my hand
"Understood?" Reiner nodded
"Understood L/n..." I smiled and destroyed the knife in my hand making crystal dust fall onto the table
"Lovely" Bertholdt laughed a bit and Luné sat on my lap
"I forgot your ability was similar to the war hammer titan's powers" Reiner said sighing
"I can't believe you forgot..." I said only for Bertholdt to ask
"Are you okay? You need to tell us something?" I nod remembering I had to tell them
"I'm joining the survey corps tomorrow" I said standing up only for Bertholdt to hold my arm
"Huh? That might ruin our plan though"
"Yeah your plan not mine" I said smiling before waving at them leaving the mess hall. Before I even touched my door handle Mikasa called my name I smile at her after I turned around
"Hello Mikasa" I said with a smile, Armin was soon in view
"I heard you were leaving, well everyone did so we wanted to say good bye" I laugh and only frown after.
"What's wrong?" Armin asked and I just sighed
"Nothing nothing just I kinda have a mission and I don't want to do it" I said and Armin seemed interested
"What is it?" Mikasa asked
"Would you believe me if I said I had a mission to kill everyone on this island?" Mikasa shook her head and Armin only smiled before also shaking his head
"You're too kind for that Y/n" Armin said and Mikasa hummed in agreement. As those words left Armin's mouth I began to tear up
"Eh, why are you tearing up Y/n?" Armin asked pointing to my face and I just frown
"Forgive me...for whatever I do"
"What are you saying Y/n?" Mikasa asked and I shake my head
"Sorry....my emotions got the best of me" I said
"Goodnight, Armin, Mikasa" I said opening the door and as I closed it Armin looked at me confused and Mikasa looked almost worried
When I turned to go to bed I was surprised to see Annie.
"Annie"
"Y/n..."
"Hurry we have something to discuss now" I didn't want to go since it was obviously a hand to hand fight but I objected
"No" I said going to my bed
"Your emotions are building up and you need to let it out" Annie said, she was the only one that knew of my mental health issues
"Can we do it later?"
"Now" She said and I tried protesting again
"But-"
"Now-"
"No" A crystal spike stabbed her only for it to crumble to dust
"A-Annie-..."
"I told you now lets' go" She said healing as we left the room only to go out of the walls and into an opened field. Titans sleeping around
"Are you ready?" Annie asked as her ring blade popped out and I nodded after creating a shard of crystal to stop myself with
Like that Annie and I transformed so I could let my emotions out. Those being regret, anger, sadness, confusion and stress
My hands will now be stained red for a week...damn you Annie