Tboz POV continued
I know this women did not bring R Kelly here, this messy mother fuc...
"Goodnight everyone , sorry I'm late"
"No no that's fine, you can sit right here" Diane said seating close to me
He give me a side eye and I look him right in the face
"Everyone this Aaliyah good good good good good good ....
"Diane just get to it" Michael said shaking his head
"This is Aaliyah good friend, R Kelly" Diane introduce "I invited him because I feel like he's perfect for my daughter"
Meanwhile all this shit happening right in front of me I cut that fast .... I laugh loud and bold in her face standing up
"You think you doing this suppose to make me CRY?" I said standing up getting really upset , sad part is I didn't want to get disrespectful but she is right now
"Are you mad Tionne?" She fold her arms with a smirk
"Ok you two that's enough" liyah cousin stand up too trying to sit me down
"No nahhh don't touch me, this shit disrespectful. If you invited him because you think he fit for your daughter then why am I here ??"
The table went silent but he speak ...
"Because me and Aaliyah actually have something going on behind close doors. She was pregnant with my child but killed it"
*everyone gasp"
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*Car horn peeping all over the road*
Not looking left or right am making 180 to the hospital angry as fuck! I try my best to calm myself down not wanting to fuck her up knowing her injuries she's recovering from, but this girl been putting on that show just to be FUCKING ANOTHER MAN! And was pregnant under my nose, and KILL THE CHILD SO I WOULDNT FIND OUT
I did black out at the house wanting to kill him, it took everyone in there to hold me down . He know me and her relationship but he just don't give a fuck! I blame her because how can she do this to me .... I storm out the house even breaking a glass ... I felt like her mom or someone knew.. she's not old enough to go get an abortion by herself , someone in that damn house KNEW! And inviting me for fucking dinner ...
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Minutes later I arrive at the hospital hoping out my car not cutting it off. I walk inside not asking the nurse Nothing !
"Excuse me mam!" The nurse call out
I walk extremely fast passing every nurse who try to stop me or look concern
I barge in her room going straight at her pulling her hospital dress
"TIONNE WHAT THE FUCK IS YA PROBLEM???" She said looking terrified and confuse
"YOU HAD SOMETHING GOING ON WITH THAT MOTHERFUCKER AND DIDNT TELL ME ANYTHING!?!?!? AND WAS FUCKING PREGNANT!?" I said slapping her hard
"NO NO STOP IT! Don't do that!" One of the nurse run in trying to get me off her
She cry and scream trying to get words out to me hoping I wouldn't hit again
"Mam please step back, you have to leave"
"Tionne you really serious right now? What the fuck is your problem? I can't defend myself and you wanna do this?"
"YOU FUCK UP. FOR THAT?!!"
"I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT?"
"So you never fuck Kelly ? And had an abortion???" I question feeling myself get hot
"Mam please you have to leave , you can't do this here"
"If you tell me that one more time imma slap you next" I snap
"ANSWER ME" I yell
"Yess!" She said crying
I wanted to TO PUNCH HER SOOOOO BAD! But I just walk around trying to catch myself
"Officially your dead to me! DONT EVER WORRY ABOUT ME! EVER!" I scream at her
"Tionne please , I could really explain that, please don't leave me"
"Please don't leave you?" I scoff "you fucking serious? You literally got pregnant on me bitch you serious?"
"Don't call me a bitch!" She sob "it really was a mistake! I was drunk...
"Drunk when??? Studio time? When when ??? Huh? TALK!"
"This happen last year!" She said
"Imma pack everything out my place that belong to you and give them to your brother. Your cancel!"
"No please don't do this tionne"
A security officer walk in for me escorting me
"Come on you have to leave now" he said trying to hold my hand
"Don't ! Touch me..." I said pointing at him wanting to destroy everything she own
I won't lie I was hurt , I walk down the hallway feeling like everything was moving in slow motion , like I know I wasn't just doing my shit off air , she cheated on me before back in school but I looked at it as just school...
I just wanted to go home and cool down , vent to somebody, I don't know I just wanted to get away!
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"Hey Missy, can you come over by my place. I need us to talk about something" I said on the phone
"Hey Ti , ight no problem at all. Where you at now ?"
"I'm home now you could come"
"Ok I'll be there"
"Ok thanks" I hang up
My cellphone is ringing like crazy from Aaliyah. I just turn if off and throw it on the chair feeling more angry all over again
"Hopefully this conversation works with missy, even tho they really close....."
20 minutes later
"Hey Hey what's popping?" Missy said walking in all smiles until she see my face "whats wrong now?" She shut the door
"You be in the studio with R Kelly and Aaliyah, what you know about them?" I ask
"Tionne I really...
"Missy right now.. I don't have time for it , just tell me what you know. Please talk to me" I said feeling exhausted
"I really don't want to get involve in this tionne. I don't know what really he going on between them two"
"Aaliyah is your friend! You and Selena! You know!!! Missy I'm your friend too don't fuck up like this"
"I only saw her catch ride with him a few times after studio, other than that I don't know what really took place , what's the problem?"
"She cheated on me with him, and even got pregnant for him, and ended up getting an abortion" my voice crack
Missy gasp in shock "now I didn't know any of that. I really did not know all of that!"
"Her mom invited me to dinner for God knows what, then she invited the r Kelly"
"Say what?!" Her eyes went wide
"Yes!"
"She invited him and told everyone why she invited him"
"Why did she invite him?"
"She said she always thought him and liyah would be perfect together"
"Mannn you have to be joking with me right now"
"Then he went on by saying what was what with him and liyah, man I black right out ! I try going at him but the 10,000 came at me trying to hold me down! I then storm out and sped down the highway straight to the hospital on 10, i dash in slap her missy"
"You slap her Ti??? Whyy?? You know she healing from injuries"
"I'm hurt missy! Damn! All of this take place when she did all those pop ups threatening me , fighting, crying and sobbing, begging me to have a family with her , it's so much just to find all of this out"
"I understand your frustration, I really do, but just stay to yourself for right now. Eventually she's gonna come back around, y'all gonna talk and I sure your gonna get some answers"
"I feel like her parents knew! Someone in her house knew what the fuck was up"
"I'm sure they did , but Liyah did complain a lot about y'all relationship. I thought y'all was over from last year"
"WE WAS FULL BLOWN TOGETHER!"
"That's when you start cheating on her with your band mate"
"We was flirting plenty I do admit that. Liyah went and get pregnant without telling me! I told her the truth and I felt with chilli. I never LIE"
"You have a point, but take my advice. Focus on your music and so what's best for you. If her momma and family being shadey then fuck them"
"I don't have time for this anymore missy, I feel disrespected and hurt"
"You'll get over it . Trust me you will"
"7 years for what?" I scoff laughing to myself with tears running down my face "all she had to do was keep it 100% honest! Say you fucking around , I'll decide how to deal with it but that having to come out amongst her family, I was so shameeee and gutted"
Missy sit with me the entire night listening to me vent about all of this bullshit.
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ALL THAT PERFORMANCE
What about your friends
Every now and then, I get a little crazy
That's not the way it's supposed to be
Sometimes my vision is a little hazy
I can't tell who I should trust or just who I let trust me, yeah
People try to say I act a little funny
But that's just a figure of speech to me
They tell me I changed because I got money
But if you were there before, then you're still down with me, yeah
Throughout the performance Chilli try to comfort me by giving me eyes and being all under me. I entertain it. I won't lie, she been comforting me a lot these past couple days
What about your friends?
Will they stand their ground?
Will they let you down? hey yay
What about your friends?
Are they gonna be low down?
Will they ever be around?
Or will they turn their backs on you?
Well is it me or can it be
I'm a little too friendly
So to speak hypothetically say
I supply creativity
To what others must take as
A form of self-hate
Only to make an enemy
Which results in unfortunate destiny
They dog me out then be next to me
Just 'cause I am what some choose to envy
I saw my friend Sabrina in the crowd, and boy did I get excited! I was not expecting to see her. She dance and sing the song word for word having a time ! I know one thing about it she gon support
Every now and then I get a little easy
I let a lot of people depend on me
I never thought they would ever deceive me
Don't you know when times got rough
I was standing on my own?
I'll never let another get that close to me
You see I've grown a lot smarter now
Sometimes you have to choose
And then you'll see
If your friend is true they'll be there
With you through the thick and thin
What about your friends?
Will they stand their ground?
Will they let you down? hey yay
Woah
What about your friends?
Are they gonna be low down?
Will they ever be around?
Or will they turn their backs on you?
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After the show me, chilli, Lisa and Sabrina was having a time. I really enjoy this because it got my mind of Aaliyah
"Tionne Watkins?"
I turn around fast ...
"Hi" I said confuse
"I'm officer Brown, can you follow me to the station please , just need to ask a few questions"