got his heart within a blink of an eye,
beneath his words lies a greatest lie,
you never was a rhyme to his lyrical,
your hues weren't vibrant, but dull.
he utters bitter words, can taste it on my lips,
she marked you dire when he held your hips,
the liquid of betrayal over the gas of chances,
the precipitation of curses and solidifying of promises.
grim petals, he loves you and he loves me not,
you planted him amaryllis and he called it nut,
i grew a whole garden of failures under my skin,
i stayed naive, i lied, but i know what does it mean.
shushes and gushes of mute whispers,
decoding of words sent me shivers,
she might say, “you're real” but you can't hide,
you might slide, but your sins will stay on your side.