lost in my pain || 𝙃𝙐𝙀𝙉𝙄...

By -SUNNYKAI

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(continuation of tear myself apart) When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? ... More

lost in my pain
prologue
lockdown
welcome home
i love you
truth
pain, part one
never change
someone saw
plans
flashback
pay for it
pain, part two
brave
painful
momentum
anger issues
bloody knuckles
hospital
journal
promise me
pain, part three
just talk please
dreaming
hugs are needed
run away
it's okay to cry
heart to heart
how do you know?
laughter is healing
comforting
you're not a burden

epilogue

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By -SUNNYKAI

I had torn myself apart.

And here I am, mending again.

I may fall, but I'll always have Taehyun and the others with me.

I was left alone, to tear myself apart.

But here I am, bandaging my wounded heart again.

I was left with scars and bleeding wounds.

But here I am, with stead-fast family and friends.


They can't always take my pain for me;

But they can always help me through it.

And that is enough.


I am no longer free-falling.


- the end -



Author's Notes

I cannot believe it's over! :( I love this story so so much and i wish it could last forever but it can't. This story has so much in it and it's not absolutely perfect but I love how it was my therapy for a long time.

I hope you all enjoyed it because I know I enjoyed writing it even if it made me cry so much. This book will always be one of my favorites.

Please let me know what you thought in the comments because I love hearing from my readers and it makes me so happy!!

I love you all!

Thank you for reading lost in my pain and please check out the prequel of tear myself apart if you'd like! <3

Remember: You are enough.


Date Completed: 9/28/2023 9:37 AM

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