I LOVED YOU SO DAMN MUCH IT ACTUALLY BURNED. I WOULD CRY EVERY NIGHT LONGING FOR YOU, SCREAMING OUT YOUR NAME AS IF IT'S THE ONLY WORD I KNOW HOW TO SAY. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS SEPARATION IS KILLING ME? I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I MISS YOUR EYES, YOUR ADORABLE LITTLE SMILE, YOUR SOFT HANDS, AND EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT YOU. I'M CONSTANTLY THINKING OF YOU AND I CANT STOP. GET OUT OF MY HEAD. I DON'T DESERVE YOU. I DON'T DESERVE YOUR ATTENTION. I DON'T DESERVE ANY GOOD THING THAT YOU GAVE ME. I DESERVED BEING YELLED AT BY YOU. I DESERVED THE HATE IN YOUR EYES. I DESERVED YOU LEAVING ME IN THE PROCESS. I DESERVED EVERY BAD THING THAT CAME TO ME INVOLVING YOU. BUT THAT STILL CAN'T STOP THE TEARS FROM FALLING.
I love you, but I can't have you.