Billie's pov:
As I drive in front of the house she's sitting on the driveway by herself with her head down
"Giulia" - I call her out but she doesn't look, so I get out of the car and help her get up
"I'm waiting for my girlfriend" - she tries to escape
"G, it's Billie, you called me, let's go" - I grab her once again
"Oh hey Bills" - she smiles and with my help, we walk to the car
"hey" - I say laughing - "Bro you better not throw up in the car"
"I already did on that bush, a lot...I feel good now"
"it doesn't look like you're good" - I look at her and start driving
"You know, I think you were mad at me on the phone, but you forgot that I was left standing on our first date, so no reason for you to be that mad..."
"oh shit...were telling truths now?" - I try to not look at her and pay attention to the road
"I was just saying.."
"Let's not do this, you're drunk, if you want to talk, we will talk tomorrow morning"
"yes boss" - she lays the seat down and turns to face the window
I park in my driveway and notice she fell into a deep sleep in the car, so I decided to wait and let her sleep a little bit
"Where are we?" - she yawns as the sunlight hits her face - "what time is it?
"At my driveway, it's 7 am"
"Oh wow, we were that far?" ' she puts the seat back up and looks at me
"No, you fell asleep and I didn't want to wake you up.." - I open the car door and get out, she does the same
"Your parents?" - she asked as she slowly walked into the house
"They are not home" - we walk into the kitchen
"Billie..." - she looks at me
"I'm not mad at you " - I start walking to my room
"I'm gonna get an Uber back home"
"No no, I can take you home later"
"I think I should go...I'll meet you later at the photoshoot with Addy " - she starts walking in the hallway
"Giulia, please, stay..." - I hold her wrist and slowly grab her hand
She just looks at me with her beautiful brown almond eyes and I can't help myself, I push her carefully against the wall kissing her nonstop
"How can you kiss me when I smell like this?" - she says out of breath
"It's not that bad" - I place my hand on her neck
"Yes, it is...I need a shower, it will be quick"
"Can I join you"
"Yes you can" - she pecks our lips
We go to the shower, I turn it on while waiting for it to warm she starts taking off her clothes, and that's when I freeze, it's not my first time seeing her body, but I can't get used to it
"Are you showering in your clothes?" - she laughs noticing me staring at her
"Sorry..it's just.." - I carefully place my colds hands on her naked waist - "it's just perfect "
"Billie..." - she puts her hands on top of mine, her face is blushed
"Okay okay" - I take a step back and while I take off my clothes she gets in the shower
After I get in, we make out a few times while washing our bodies as I slowly go with my hands through her body she makes me stop as I get with my hand in her thighs
"Let me.." - I look at her and start to get on my knees
"No Billie no " - she holds me and puts me up
"What's wrong?" - I said consumed and embarrassed
"I can't do this, I can't ..."
She turns back, finishes washing, and gets out of the shower, she goes to my room and waits for me to go with her, we are in complete silence while I try to understand what happened
"Underwear on the first drawer, pants on the third, and shirts are hung in the closet " - I try to not look at her, I quickly put slithers on and lay u. Bed
"Thanks" - she grabs it, sits down on the end of the bed, and starts to put her clothes on
Well, this is killing me
"Can I ask you a question? - I sat down on the bed looking at her body
"Of course" - she puts on the oversized shirt and stands up looking at me
"Why have we never...you know...fucked?"