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Tom hit his head again with the beer.
Chris run away.
“fuck Tom!
-that's my brother! *laughs*
-don't laugh bill! Remember he's a fucking psycho!
-stop worrying babe!”
What the fuck? How can I stop worrying??
I'm fucking stressed out!
Gustav and Georg come and hug Tom.
“you're a fucking hero!
-oh fuck you punches his head! That was funny.
-thanks guys haha. Y/n, don't worry please, we can help you, he's weak.”
I smile but I feel like i'm gonna cry.
Fuck a tear is coming.
Tom sees me..
“fuck y/n! No.. Don't cry!”
He comes to me and give me a hug.
“hey Tom. I am the one who needs to comfort her, not you!
-brother don't be jealous hahaha”
The guys laugh. Bill takes me in his arms and cuddle me. He whispers :
“calm down love, it's gonna be ok. im here remember.”
Well..
Gustav talks :
“Chris had not fucked up our party! We have to be happy fuck!
-yes Gustav you're right. He's a wanker.
-hahaha y/n, your British language starts to come back!”
I laugh. Gustav hugs me.
“thanks for this party guys, it made my day.
-we have to thank you! You offered us so fucking amazing gifts!
-haha!”
Georg comes to me.
“yes y/n, it was amazing, you know why? Because you were there. We can't have a great party without you.
-oh georg thank you so much!”
Tom takes his cigarette packet.
“who wants a fucking cigarette?
-you don't have to talk this violently Tom.
-fuck you bill! This is our birthday!
-fuck then, give me one.”
Gustav and Georg shouts :
“fuck y'all! We also want one!
-come on guys!”
They're so funny!
“what about me? You're such assholes!
-wow that's a bit violent! But come on y/n, your cig!” he gives me the cig. Bill says : “not good for her health!
-fuck bill let me have a fucking cig!
-chill out hahaha smoke your cig love”
He kisses my cheek.
We're all smoking and laughing, joking.
I thought that Chris has fucked up all our party, but he didn't, we're better than this, we can be happy. This is a fucking great time. I love them and we will not let Chris fuck up everything. We're Tokio hotel!
4am
“i need to sleep guys.
-oh no problem y/n, go to sleep, we're gonna watch an other movie with the guys. Bill, you're gonna sleep with y/n?
-yeah guys, goodnight and thanks for your gifts, I love you.
-love you too bill! Goodnight. And goodnight y/n.”
Bill brings me to the room.
I lay down on the bed.
“fuck im tired bill!
-is it because we had sex?”
I hit him.
“you're dumb! I gotta admit, this time was amazing, I missed it.
-I love you y/n.”
He kisses me. I feel so good with him, that's awesome. He's so handsome. He's the perfect man.
“hey bill by the way, my belly is not hurting at all, I mean sometimes it hurts when I'm feeling anxious or things like that but I think I'm healed!
-im so glad to hear that love.”
He kisses me, he touches my hair and caress my cheek. His smell, its lovely.
Sunday 2st September
8am
I open my eyes, I can hear the birds sing. I see the window is open, I can see bill, next to me.
“good morning love.
-how did you sleep.
-fucking perfect. I missed sleeping with you.
-me too. This night was pleasant. I love you.”
He kisses me and says:
“I love you too.”
I come into his arms and he cuddles me.
“y/n, i gotta take you back to the hospital, you need to be healed as much as you can, they will help you to walk, then you'll rest. Ok?
-yes I know. It's gonna be okay cause I know I can go out tomorrow!”
He smiles. I love his smile. He's so cute.
He takes the wheelchair in the room.
“dress you up love and we're going!
-the guys are asleep?
-yeah they felt asleep at 6am.
-haha they're lazy.
-fuck am I! But I woke up for you.”
I kiss his cheek. I get up and dress me up.
Basic outfit, black pants and grey top.
“you're so pretty y/n!
-fuck you liar, I haven't got makeup.
-duh! You're amazing with or without makeup!
-hm. Love you”
He smirks and kisses me.
I come in the wheelchair, he brings me out of the apartment. Before going I write on a sheet of paper “love u guys, i'll be out tomorrow” and leave it next to them.
Bill brings me to the bus.
Fuck the paparazzi. They're so much.
We're in the bus and Bill is smiling at the fans who were here. I'm smiling too but I'm ashamed cause they're seeing me like that, I mean I look like shit.
“come on y/n! Show yourself.
-I can't im so ugly.
-shut up.”
He give me a tender kiss. All the fans screams.
“WE LOVE YOU BILL AND Y/N!
-YOU'RE AMAZING.”
They are so cute. I love my fans. Our fans.
During the travel I fall alseep on Bill's shoulder. He's caressing my hair.
“arrived!
-hell no.
-just one more day!
-yeah I guess so.”
He brings me to my hospital room.
“need to tell you goodbye, I love you.”
I give him a kiss and he leaves.
The nurse comes.
“oh hey y/n! The party was good?
-yes it was amazing!
-awesome! Are you ready to walk?
-fuck yes!”
She smiles and brings me out of my room.
She grabs my hand and help me to stand up. She keeps my hand and let me walk.
“thanks, I can walk by myself.
-I'm sure you can I believe in you.”
I'm walking. I'm fucking walking. Fuck that's amazing. I can walk and nothing is hurting me! I'm so fucking happy.
“FUCK I CAN WALK! YAYYY!”
i start to jump of joy.
“be careful y/n hahaha you're so cute! I'm proud of you!
-thank you so much!”
I run to her and give her a hug.
She smiles.
“I RAN!
-yes you did!!”
Im so glad.
Midday
“you have to eat now y/n. You did so much progresses.
- thank you.”
I eat, im thinking, i can't stop smiling. This is so good. I can walk again. I'm so excited for the next concert, I can't wait to see my fans again. I can't wait to sing again.
2pm
I'm gonna rest, like that I could be better tomorrow. I can be out tomorrow!
6:00 pm
“wake up y/n.
-oh shit i fell asleep!
-yeah you did.
-how are you?
-fine! you?
-fine, a bit tired.
-I'm happy for the next concert.
-me too!
-and our costumes are amazing, thanks to you!
-i love you. yes we're gonna be amazing.
-the fans will become crazy for us.”
We laugh.
“still tired?
-hell yes..
-too tired for a cigarette i guess..
-a cigarette? for fuck's sake yes! I mean fuck you! I mean I want a cigarette!
-no you're too tired! *smirks*
-fuck you!”
I get up and dress me up.
“stop looking at me like this! come on, give me this fucking cigarette.
-im just admiring your beauty.
-thank you bill but I look like a mess.
-no you don't.
-hm. Come on!!”
I grab his arm and go out of the hospital by behind.
I sit and he comes close to me.
“the cigarette?
-the magic word?
-no magic word.
-the fuck is wrong? have you got your period?
-you can check it out!
-what the fuck!
-listen im just fucking nervous i need a cigarette and the story with Chris fucked my mind up.
-damn! really! fuck, don't think about it. Your cigarette.”
He shows me my cigarette. I take it. He's looking at me like *hug me*, so i kiss his cheek.
“thank you wanker.
-what?
-just kidding bill. I love you.”
He kisses me.
“so the next concert is humanoid songs ?
-yep! we're gonna have fun.
-can't wait!!
-it's gonna be handsome.”
I come into his arms and he cuddles me while touching my hair.
“your hair is really soft, you're so pretty. I love you y/n
-i love you too pretty pillock.
-piss off! what does pillock means?
-im too British for you sorry.”
He hits my arm.
“fuck you! it means idiot. aren't you? I mean, listen this! I learn it! Bill ist eine dicke idiot und ist eine Hurrenson-
-the fuck!!!
-sorry that was not really kind. let's try again. Bill ist eine dicke idiot aber ist so schön und ich liebe ihn.
-well that's a bit better.”
We continue laughing and then he brings me back to my room.
“thanks for coming bill, i love you.
-i love you too princess, see you.”
His smell makes me feel so comfortable.
I close my eyes and imagine the future concert. It's gonna be fire.
Monday 3rd September
11:00am
“helloooooo” Tom is whispering in my ear.
“for fuck's sake you scared me! You arsehole!
-excuse me British girl.
-shut up. how are you Gustav, georg, Bill and tom fuck off.
-hey!!”
I hug him and whisper :
“hellooooo little wanker
-hey! not nice!
-what do you mean? I gave you a hug!
-hum.”
The guys keep laughing.
“well, time to go to the restaurant!
-Gustav! restaurant? us?
-yeah all of us! I'm paying!
-oh no that's too expensive.”
Tom speaks.
“no no that's not so expensive, thank you Gustav that's really kind.
-fuck you Tom, i already prepared that you'll buy your place by your own.
-why the fuck everyone is hating me?
-WE'RE JUST KIDDING.”
Everyone laughs.
1:30pm
“well gustav, thank you for this. It was delicious.
-no worries y/n ! So happy that you can leave that shitty hospital.
-oh thanks god.”
3:00pm
We're walking with the guys, smoking, talking, laughing. That's fantastic. I love this kind of moments. Bill is holding my hand. We're in the town which is really not famous.
3:15pm
“THAT'S TOKIO HOTEL! YAAAAYYY!”
fuck, i thought it wasn't famous.
“can i have an autograph please!!
-no problem.”
Evergone does the autograph.
We can see a thousand of fans arriving, we decided to go to hide us in the bus, while running away from the fans, the guys are saying hello from the hand and smiling at them, trying to be nice. The thing is, we have to prepare the concert, we don't have time for that.
5:00pm
Still hidden in the bus. Talking. This shit is nice.
“remember guys we've got a interview at 8:00pm!
-yeah we know.”
Fuck im tired. I put my head on Bill's thighs. He caresses my hair and I fall alseep.
7:30pm
“for fuck's sake why is it moving!
-hey y/n, maybe because it's driving.
-where?
-the interview... did you take weed?
-fuck you bill, i just woke up.
-don't need to be agressive.”
I smile and kiss his lips.
Tom smirks and says :.
“hm cute.”
I hit his arm.
7:55pm
We're arrived. We're on the scene, the camera is about to record.
“am I fucking sexy?
-damn Tom we're not recording a porno!
-oh that was a joke.”
Everyone laughs.
The journalist starts asking questions.
“well yeah im feeling better, I'm kinda healed. I need to stay into the wheelchair but for the concert im allowed to stand up by my own. And for the future concert, this is a surprise, you'll see how it's gonna be!”
The journalist smiles and says:
“well, the fans are missing you, really. Here, check that video.”
The video :
“yeah we all miss y/n, Tokio hotel can't be Tokio hotel without her.
-yes y/n needs to come back.
-YES SHE NEEDS TO COME BACK SHE'S A BLOODY BRITISH LIKE ME!”
I laugh.
“well that video is cute, i can see the fans can't wait to see me. I have to admit that the last video made me laugh. Yeah I am a bloody British like you said! I can't wait to do our future concert, i promise to y'all thar it's gonna be fire!
-thanks y/n. Bill, do you wanna say something?
-yeah actually, I'm thankful to my brother, Gustav and Georg, cause without us, i would have stayed in jail. Thanks guys. They're adorable. I can't wait for the future concert as well, and I'm so happy that y/n can join us, she's my girlfriend and I missed her.
-oh that's pretty cute, y/n have you got something to say?
-i love you bill.”
He looks at me with his lovely eyes.
“i love you too y/n.
-that's so cute! Guys, do you wanna say something?”
The guys look at each others, they're not comfortable at interviews.
Tom starts talking.
“well, I'm fucking happy that these two pricks came back!”
Fuck Tom...
“hey tom! Don't use these words!”
The journalist starts to laugh.
“what? This is British slang, isn't it?
-shhh!
-well um.. Im Gustav Schaefer and I want to say that I'm really glad that y/n feels better and that Bill came back. I can't wait for our concert.
-and I'm Georg! Im happy as well. This band is my family and I couldn't live if one of them leaves.. Can't wait to see y'all!
-thank you for this interview, Tokio hotel, see you on your future concert.”
We smile and we all say :
“see you guys!”
9:30pm
We're in the bus coming back to the apartment. I'm pretty tired..
Bill is cuddling me. The guys are talking and laughing. I can see bill is tired too.
“love, are you tired?
-i kinda am.. But you're more! I have to take care of you! The concert is soon!
-right but you need some sleep, come and sleep with me when we arrive!
-good decision.” I kiss his pretty lips. He smiles and takes me in his arms. He touched my hair for the rest of the travel.
10:00pm
We're arrived. I can't wait to lay down in the bed! With Bill! I love him so much. He's bringing me to the apartment. Gustav and georg are telling me that they're proud of me.. They're so nice. Tom is walking to our room. We can hear the paparazzi screaming our names. But they can't enter haha. But that's cute anyway.
Tom is opening the door.
“guys what the fuck is this joke?
-what are you talking about?
-the paper! Who did that!”
Gustav and Georg come to tom, they pick the paper and read. I don't understand anything that's happening. I can see fear in their eyes. Bill runs to them and read the paper.
“fuck!
-guys let me see!!”
I take the sheet of paper and read.
''good luck, I've got a plan.''
“haha funny. Who did this?” the guys are watching me, they seem anxious, stressed out.
“that's a bad joke guys.”
Tom says :
“that's not a joke. Look behind the paper.
-ok.” im angry. Why doing that kind of joke? I turn the paper and read.
''it's Me, Chris, Christopher Ditch. Can't wait to see you! (dead!)''
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