🍒·˚ ༘ ┊͙CHAPTER 002 ! ˊˎ
all i wanted
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༄✧ *:･ﾟVIVIENNE
i woke up from my nap to my phone going off, texts from my friends. of course.
babes
madison : madibear 🫧🪷🩷
sabrina : sabbi 🪽🤍
olivia : livie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
dylan : double Ds🌚🌝
vivienne : vivi🍃🦔
livie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
why tf did crispy just post
abt UR favorite restaurant vivi😒😒
sabbi🪽🤍
HUH?? wtf ur lying..
omw 😝😝
STFU HE DID
madibear 🫧🪷🩷
EW??? tell anastasia to
get rat poison or something
to air that place out😒
vivi🍃🦔
GUYS. I LITERALLY SAW HIM
THERE WITH FUCKING ESTELLA
IT WA SSO BD
I FIRGIT MY BOOK
AN DHE. GAVE IT BACK YO ME
AND I LIYERALKY COULDNT SPEAK
AND WHATS HER FACE WAS LIKE
'UHH A THANK U WOULD BE JICE'
double Ds🌚🌝
HUH??? OH FUCK NO
do u think if we went to twt the people
that helped dream doxx that one girl
they would help a bitch out🙏🏽
madibear🫧🪷🩷
WE ARE NOT DOXXING HER??
livvie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
sounds like fair game honestly
she exists we doxx her 😇😇
sabbi🪽🤍
i don't see the issue with doxxing her?
she's literally famous? it happens to
everyone at least once
vivi🍃🦔
*sighs as the screen fades into squiggly lines
and the image fades into the past*
i remember my first doxxing🥰🥰🥰
double Ds🌚🌝
bitch this isn't fucking barney😦
wait do u think duke dennis would be
in the past if i had a flashback like that
sabbi🪽🤍
DUKE DENNIS? 😇😇😇
vivi🍃🦔
hes the only reason i HAVE flashbacks
livvie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
THE OLD ASS ONE?😰😰
double Ds🌚🌝
He isn't old🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🤞🤞🤞
vivi🍃🦔
HES SO FINE😍😍😍😍😍
he's so babygirl
madibear🫧🪷🩷
i just signed y'all up for the psych ward🩷
because this is just... TOO MUCH
sabbi🪽🤍
wait aren't there cute doctors in the ward?
sign me up too 😴✊
double Ds🌚🌝
YEAHHH so girls trip?🩷🩷
hearted by vivi and 2 others
vivi🍃🦔
it sounds like a girls trip to me
livvie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
FRRR LMK
double Ds🌚🌝
GUYS EVERYONE STFUUU
CRISPY JUST POSTED W THAT
BITCH AGAIN
vivi 🍃🦔
ss it i don't wanna unblock and block again
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christophersturniolo happy 2 years booger🩷
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estellabrownn omg i love u what if we kiss😇😇😇😇
↳ christophersturniolo excuse me ma'am i have a girlfriend 🤚
matthewsturniolo this is so gross of u wtf
↳nicolassturniolo this took twenty years off my life
user omg wait why are they actually cute together
user i miss chris and vivienne they meshed so well💔
↳ user bro it's been 2 years get over it
user chris looks like matt in this
↳ estellabrownn nah i'm a chris girl trust🤞🤞
user cutieesss omg
nicolassturniolo bro why would u post this after.. yk😇
↳ estellabrownn maybe we don't bring that up😇
↳ user not her shading nick wtf?
↳ estellabrownn not shading just some things don't need to be brought up 😴
user still don't like her but go off!🤗
user major bad energy slay!🩷🩷
user omg i love u guys
babes
livvie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
they just cured my need for love
i never wanna be touched again
sabbi🪽🤍
LMAO EW NOT BOOGER
BOOGER IS CRAZYYY
madibear🫧🪷🩷
boogie woogie
where did dylan go
double Ds🌚🌝
sorry i died for a bit when i saw the post
they are just so...
EWHHHH
yk? 😇
vivi🍃🦔
just thought of a new album
boogie woogie 😝😝
madibear🫧🪷🩷
i'm sorry i can't be friends w you
if you actually make an album called
boogie woogie
sabbi🪽🤍
lowkey could smack😴
livvie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
everyone would get the reference, and if
not then just tag make a song called
'big forehead ass bitch' and see what
happens💁🏽♀️
double Ds 🌚🌝
LIV STOP IHY
vivi🍃🦔
nah i can't start a new album, deluxe
version of open wounds is coming out soon
TRUST ITLL SMACK 😴
livvie poo🧚🏼♀️🩵
STOP AND I JUST DROPPED GUTS
double Ds🌚🌝
OH THAT ALBUM ATEEEEE
madibear🫧🪷🩷
I've listened to it nonstop since u sent us the PR
sabbi🪽🤍
NO LIV ITS SO GOOD I CANT WAIT TO
HEAR UR ALBUM TOO VIVI WTF
vivi🍃🦔
GUTS LITERALLY ATE ME OUT
IT WAS SO UGH
i laughed at my friends and i's messages. looking back down at the mess i had now gotten myself into. pictures and albums of 2 years ago with my song journal filled with lyrics for the deluxe version of my album
i was right where he left me. he didn't even look at me twice, never even regretted it. he moved on instantly with her.
he never looked back. our 2 years together all thrown down the drain for her. the love I had in my body locked behind bars not even able to escape. in fact, im sure the love was still there.
in some other universe; maybe i was still staring at him as we laid on the grass, staring at the stars in his backyard.
༄✧ *:･ﾟCHRIS
"babe? are you okay? you've been in a trance all day" estella asked, waving her hand in front of my face. she had been on my ass since the other day after we saw vivienne, and i couldn't blame her.
"hm ? oh yeah, i'm good just tired" she smiled and cuddled back into the side of my body. her fingers went immediately for the ring on my right hand ring finger
i could never tell stella that i had been thinking about vivienne. i think she would kill me then find viv and kill her too. that's just who stella is, she can be a little crazy sometimes.
but she hadn't left my head since that day. of course i knew that the restaurant was her favorite place, but all the times i'd gone alone she wasn't there. maybe i should've double checked my luck before bringing my whole ass girlfriend to the place that used to be our spot.
she looked different now. i hadn't yet decided whether that was a good thing or not.
her hair was longer, and much darker than the light hazel brown it had been when we were dating.
"oh my god.. is that vivienne?" my heart began to beat faster as stella stared at the tv, that had vivienne's music video on e!news
"holy shit? is she honestly that famous now?" she asked looking at me, i shrugged. i didn't know, she had blocked me two years ago. but from her music video being on a site as big as e! i'm guessing she really did make it.
she blocked me for good reason too. it's not like we were going to be best friends after I dumped her for.. stella.
it sounded terrible now that i thought it. guilt filled my chest as i thought more about her. the look in her eyes when i handed the book back to her. maybe that's why i didn't think about her often
only once a week.
i dumped her, for someone else. that's probably the shittiest thing someone can do ,other than cheating on them.
probably not.. but still!
"is she singing about you again? damn it's been 2 years she needs to get over it" stella groaned as she rolled her eyes "it's not your fault that you fell for me and fell out of love with her"
"yeah..." croaked out, although it came out more like a question than a for sure 'yes! I'm in love with you stella!'
the song playing on the video was all i wanted, and what stella didn't know is that everything in the music video meant something to her, to me. to us.
the posters in the back were ones we got when we went to our first concert together, and the rose petals on the ground probably were for all the roses i got her in our first year of dating. the shirt she wore, the guitar, everything was ours.
i don't think stella had ever realized how long i truly knew vivienne, and how much i loved her when we were together. i loved her so much it poured out of me. every word and every action was filled with the love i had for her.
i never had time to sit and reflect on our relationship. how i ended it, and how it must've affected her in the end. i was so wrapped up with stella i never even thought about how viv must've felt.
i got up and walked out of viv and I, right into stella and i. there was no awkward middle ground. one to the other
every time i was alone at night sure she crossed my mind, but never was i watching her music videos thinking about us and the future that we planned when we were eighteen and head over heels for one another.
and maybe then we'd
remember to slow down
at all of our favorite parts
all i wanted was youu
the guilt drowned me now. it's been 2 years. why am i just now getting like this? estella leaned back and changed the channel to something boring. although i wished she left the song, so i could hear her voice one more time before i had to stuff the idea of vivienne back into the corner of my mind.
never to be seen or thought of again. i felt stupid for even thinking about her so deeply while stella sat right next to me. she was my girlfriend, not vivienne. none of these thoughts would be occurring if i just suggested a different restaurant instead of our place.
maybe a part of me hoped she would be there, waiting and smiling at the same table. her eyes sparkling when she looked at me.
stella's perfume began to fill my nose as the image of vivienne that was in my head clouded, and replaced with estella.
i had to forget about her. she wasn't mine anymore.