Porsche's POV
Flashback
"Mr. Kittisawasd, I have to inform you that your mother needs to undergo another medication due to an underlying disease that we just found out, but we can't start this course of treatment without you, paying the medical bills first," the doctor said sympathetically, knowing that our financial situation is so bad that I work 3 jobs a day to pay for my mother's medical bills.
"Just do what needs to be done and I'll find a way to pay for her treatment," I said, tears almost spilling from my eyes.
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Now I am here in front of a large mansion to apply as a bodyguard for an influential family, and I have been thinking about this for the past three days since I saw a leaflet that says 'We are hiring'. I proceed inside the mansion and I am guided by a man whom I think is a bodyguard. And, if I may say, this house is so huge, to the point that I forgot where we came from due to the turns and hallways that we walked through. After a while, we arrived in front of what I think is an office.
"Come in," said the one who was inside the room. The one who guided me, gestured for me to come in, and I obliged.
"So, what do we have here? By the way, I'm Vegas, your soon-to-be boss" said the man with a smirk which I don't find funny. He asked me a series of questions, which I answered with the best of my knowledge, and I got accepted for the job.
-Time Skip-
It's been a while now, and I have been working for this family for almost 2 months. It's a good thing that I know how to fight and defend myself or my boss in this case, since I am a former boxer and a taekwondo player. I also got to know that I am working for the Minor Family of the Theerapanyakul Clan, which is a prominent mafia clan here in Thailand. At first, I couldn't accept it, but knowing that I didn't have a choice, I followed everything that they ordered.
"Porsche, Khun Vegas is asking for you," said my co-bodyguard who always looks at me with hostility in his eyes. I simply obliged without starting a fight with him since I didn't want to be punished, again.
When I arrived in the office, Khun Vegas briefed me that we would go on a mission that involved the Main Family. And he asked me to prepare for later since it will be an auction and he needs to win against the Main Family.
When the nighttime came, we proceeded to go to the auction and there, I met him. Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakul, the heir of the Main Family. He's got good looks and I immediately fell for him, hard. Good thing that Khun Vegas allowed us or maybe only me, to talk to other guests. I approached Khun Kinn but I accidentally tripped and I spilled my drink on him.
"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean it," I said ashamedly, as I started wiping the wine that I spilled on him. He said that it was fine and he started a conversation about certain things about ourselves, and I don't even know if he really is an heir of a mafia clan because he talks like a normal person doing trivial things. We hit it off so fast, that I doubt if what I felt for him is real, 'Like who the hell, falls in love at first sight?!' I thought to myself.
The auction came to an end, and my boss failed to get the item that he wanted because of Khun Kinn who paid a hefty price to get it. He was so angry that he kept throwing things in the room, and to add to my misfortune, he looked at me like he wanted to bite my head off. He dismissed everyone in the room and ordered me to stay behind.
"I think that my cousin, Kinn likes you, based on your talk earlier" he started.
"I will give a mission to you, and this should only stay between us. I want you to infiltrate the Main Family's Mansion and get the important information that I need, even if you have to kill or make Kinn fall in love with you" he said with his infamous smirk that sent shivers down my spine. And I have no choice but to agree because he used my mother as a bargaining chip.
-Time Skip-
Just like before in the Minor Family, I also got accepted into the Main Family to work as a bodyguard, and I have been working there for almost a month. I can't help but sigh, since I still haven't completed the mission that Khun Vegas gave me, and worst of all, I already started to have feelings for Khun Kinn.
"Porsche" Khun Kinn called me and hugged me from behind, and I responded with a 'hmm', then I hugged him back.
"I know that we have only been with each other for a month, but still I want to tell you my feelings," he said and I stood frozen in my spot.
'No, no, no! He can't fall in love with me because I will only hurt him!' I thought in my head, making my heartbeat accelerate. Still, I accepted it because I didn't want my mother to suffer because of my foolishness.
I became Khun Kinn's head bodyguard and secret boyfriend. He also trusted me so much that he just let me roam around his office and handle his files as well as confidential information.
The news reached Khun Vegas, my real boss and he ordered me to proceed with the plan as fast as possible. He also emphasized that my mother's medical bills will be due in a month again, so I have to act fast. But that's not what stressed me because he gave another piece of information that surely ruined my life.
Flashback
I have been given a day off by Khun Kinn, so I went to the Minor Family's Mansion to report to Khun Vegas. As always he got annoyed with me because my mission has been fruitless so far. Then he suddenly stopped his rant as if thinking of something and silence ensued between the two of us.
"Did you know who Kinn is?" he suddenly asked me while I looked at him, puzzled by his question.
"Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakul, is the son of Korn Theerapanyakul, who is, by the way, the reason why your father is dead and your mother is in that state" he continued to drop the bomb at me like he is only storytelling to a five-year-old boy.
When I heard that, I couldn't stop my tears from falling, and to make it worse he showed pictures, letters, and even a video as evidence that what he was saying was real.
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Having no choice and driven by revenge, I did what he ordered me to do. I went to Khun Kinn to ask for permission so I could view the core information of the clan. Having no suspicions, he allowed me, which broke my heart more, knowing that I lied to him and would soon betray him.
But I kept my composure and assured myself that this would give justice to my parents.
So I went to retrieve the core information of the Main Family that I needed and sent it to Khun Vegas. He assured me that he would continue the treatment for my mother and give me a promotion.
-Time Skip-
After a week of sending the core information to Khun Vegas, I was woken up by the fact that the Main Family was under attack. So we prepared ourselves to protect Khun Kinn, but in my case, it only looked like I was protecting him.
After what I thought of hours of fighting, Khun Kinn approached me and asked, "Are you okay Porsche? Did you get hurt?". I can't answer, but I can see the worry in his eyes which made my heart melt. Still, I can't back down, not now, especially when I saw Khun Vegas is here and he is smiling triumphantly while looking at me.
This made Khun Kinn face him and seethed with rage he asked, "What are you doing here Vegas? Who gave you the right to attack the Main Family".
"Oh, I forgot to tell you, that your lover there, named Porsche, is my head bodyguard and the one I sent to spy on you," Khun Vegas said in a sing-song voice which intensified Khun Kinn's rage.
"Is it true?" Khun Kinn asked and faced me with pleading eyes, hoping that what he just heard was not real.
"Yes. It's really me. I am the one who gave the core information of your clan to Khun Vegas." I said with anger in my voice remembering how my parents suffered at the hands of his father.
"And you don't need to ask me if I really loved you, because I did that to get revenge for my father who got killed by your father," I said each word stabbing my heart but I stopped myself from crying.
"Hey! That's enough drama. Now it's time for you, Kinn to meet your beloved father" Khun Vegas said with a smirk and he aimed his gun directly at Khun Kinn's chest where his heart is, then he pulled the trigger.
My world seemed to stop as I saw him fall to the ground with a thud. Tears started falling from my eyes but I didn't care. I really loved him, but I don't regret giving the core information of the Main Family to Khun Vegas because this is my way of avenging my parents.
"I'm sorry, Kinn.." I said to myself knowing that he will never hear me again in this life.
Author's Note:
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