June 4th, 2022
10:00 a.m.
Miracle P.O.V.
Everytime I wake up I realize how blessed I am and have been. Since Chanel's accident I've been extra prayed up and getting closer to god. He truly is working on me and healing my heart. Helping me deal with my emotions and just helping me help Chanel.
"Hey mama" I said kissing her cheek
She looked up at me and smiled weakly, I know she was trying her best each and every day.
"Hey baby" She said
"You wanna go out today or you not up to it?" I asked sitting on the bed
"Let's get brunch" she say
"Okay big back what you wanna wear?" I ask
"Shut up ! Yo back bigger and ima get my own clothes today!" She says getting up
"You sure?" I ask, I hate letting her do things on her own because she still is recovering but much better. I still want her to take things day by day, not rushing anything.
"Yes move girl" She say kissing me, I kissed back deepening the kiss and rubbing her thigh
We haven't fucked or did anything in a good month, of course im patient but I still be craving her like a mf
"Okay Okay, you finna jump my mfn skin" I say
"Girl PLEASE sit the fuck down" she say laughing
"So how would you feel if I went out with my teammates tonight?" I ask her
"I don't care baby, I understand you have a life outside of me" she says
"I know, I'm just making sure" I say getting up to find my clothes
"Bae you really need to do my hair" I say looking in the mirror
"Whatchu want?" She say stepping out the bed to her closet
"I'm thinking middle part buss downnn" I say
"We can do it tomorrow, you'll never leave my house with a fresh wig tonight" she say
"You want me to be a cheater so bad damn" I say rolling my eyes
"Ion trust nunnn" she say turning on her speaker
"No Fear" By Dej Loaf blasted through the house
I start slicking my hair back and doin my edges, we weren't dressing up today. Just throwing something on to go get food.
"I know my life can be so crazy but it's gon get right cause your here" She started singing while putting her hair in a bun
Looking around right now, this really my dream. To love and be loved by the sweetest soul I've ever met, have my own, and be happy. I could cry because I prayed for moments like these. Just happy to still have my lady. God worked overtime and she's definitely one of his favorites.
"What's wrong baby?" She say walking over to me concerned
"Nothing my love, I just love you so much mama" I say kissing her
"I love you" she say smiling
We finish getting ready then leave then house
"Hello?" I hear her say on the phone
"Hey Mrs.Linda, how are you" she says, Linda is Jades mom
"Of course, just send me the location and time." I hear her say, I look at her side ways
"God definitely is helping me forgive her , so I feel this is a good way to help me" she says on the phone
"Right, okay love you also. Bye" she says hanging up
"You ain't going nowhere around them damn people." I say
"Mira, I have to do what I feel is best. I have to forgive and grow from this shit" She say
"You not going by yourself, tell Tiff come with you" I say
"No, I'm going alone" she say
I grab my phone and call tiff
"Hey miracle wassup?" She answers the phone
"Hey, so I want you to hear this bullshit Chanel gotta say" I say
"Miracle" Chanel say
"Gon head nie, gon tell her that bullshit" I say parking in the parking lot
"So, Ms.Linda wanted me to come to this little dinner they were having for Jade. I said I would go because I have to Forgive before I can do anything." She speaks
"Girl wtf is wrong? She tried to kill you and your damn girlfriend. I wouldn't be going to shit, but if you do go, you can't go alone." Tiff says
"Exactly what I said but she hardheaded" I say
"Look, ima come with you so we can go together. I don't trust them people " Tiff says
"Okay damn, y'all must think y'all my momma or some shit." She say getting out the car slamming the door
"Thank you Tiff" I say hanging up
"Chanel Nicole" I say rolling my window down
"Comon Miracle" she say
"Chanel get in the damn car" I say
"We here the fuck get out the car" she say
Her and this damn attitude gon be the death of me, she don't know how to control her mouth or anger
"Get the fuck in the car" I say yelling, which I hate doing because she so sensitive
She looked back at the car with a blank face and started walking back to the car
She got back in the car and turned towards the window
"Baby I'm sorry I yelled at you, I just needed you to get in the car so we could talk before we go in the restaurant. That's all." I say grabbing her hand
She yanked it back
"Look, I just don't want you to go there alone and get hurt again. I love you and I almost lost you once already which was enough. I never wanna go through that again. So, you can be mad at me but you know my intentions are genuine." I say
She turned around and kissed me, girl so bipolar on my lord
"You so damn bipolar" I say smiling
"I'm sorry, you right. I should've said something instead of throwing a fit I guess" she said
"Not you being mature" I say
"Shutup, let's go, I'm starving" she say getting out the car
9:00 p.m.
"Wake up baby" I hear Chanel say as she kissed my face
"Nooo" I say pulling her closer to me
"You have somewhere to be, wake up" she says
Tonight me and some of my teammates are going to a club and hanging out. I don't wanna leave my lady but we haven't spent a day away from each other since the accident. I know she needs space and so do I.
"Go find me some to wear" I say rolling over, I'm still so tired
"You so lazy" she say smacking her lips
I lay down for 15 more minutes before I get up and start getting ready.
"Baby do you still wanna go on vaycay?" She ask while digging through my clothes
"Yeah, I do. I know stuff been delayed because of .. you know but I still wanna go." I say
"Let's go to Greece!" She say
"Wherever you wanna go, we can go" I say looking at her
"No, I wanna go somewhere we both want to go. I seen you looking at stuff on Pinterest about it." She say
"You so nosy! But yes we can go. I'll plan everything out" I say doing some light makeup
"No, ima plan. You always do everything, let me do it this time" she say
"Baby, okay. I'm not even gon argue with you this time" I say
"Thankyou. You always feel like you have to do everything and pay for everything. Ion like that, you take care of me a lot, so let me take care of you. Everything on me this time." She say standing behind me with her hands around my waist
My body was feeling hot and my heart was beating fast as hell
"Okay" is all I could say smiling from ear to ear
"Here go your outfit sweet girl" she say laying it out
"Where you finna go?" I ask
"To cook, im hungry. Your kitchen is never used unless I cook in it." She say laughing
I put my clothes on and flat iron my hair, I was excited to go out! It's truly been a minute. I decided to take a mirror picture and post it
@/MiracleParis : She love staring at me .. I'm Gorgeous
ItsKierralee: That Girl.
ChloeWick: Law🤍
NuTheDon: My Forever. *Pinned by Author*
I got a couple dms and request but of course I'm not opening them. Just groupies per usual.
I grabbed my keys and went downstairs, I seen Chanel in the kitchen cooking salmon.
"Save me some mama" I say kissing her neck
"Okay, be safe. I love you, you know around what time you'll be home?" She says
"I love you and shouldn't be that late. Don't wait up though because I never know." I say
"Kisses" she says turning around, waiting for me to kiss her
I gave her 3 pecks and then a deep kiss which got heated so she pushed me away.
"Yeah boo, don't play with me innat club." She say turning around
"Girl bye wtf" I say laughing and walking out the door
I got in the car and texted the gc, everyone was already there and my ass was late. So I sped to club Onyx and made it there in like 15 minutes.
I parked by my teammate Sina and checked my house security app. I don't play, nobody will ever hurt Chanel again.
"Twinnn" I hear outside my car
"Hey boo" I say getting out and hugging Sina
"We both late as hell" she say laughing
"Shidd, but they knew we was gon be late. They know better!" I say while we walk up to the door
"Yo girl okay?" She asks
"Yeah she good, all I can do is thankgod" I say showing the bouncer my wrist band
He let us in and it's packed as hell tonight. I spot our section and begin to walk over to it.
"Let's get a drink first" Sina yells over the loud music
She grabs my hand and we go to the bar. I see my ex girlfriend Daila soons I get over there, oh shit.
"Bitch is that-" gco
"Yes bitch that's her. Please don't look her way omg" I say ordering our drinks
"Hey Sina" I hear her say coming over
"Hey Daila" She say lowly
"Miracle" she say
"Hey girl, I didn't even see you" I say throwing my drink back
"Mira is they calling us?" Sina says
"Girl I sholl hear them calling me, it was nice seeing you" I say smiling and waving
"Nobody fucking calling you Miracle. Stop playing with me. You don't want me no more?" She say grabbing me
"I got a girl and yk that" I say laughing
"Fuck yo girl. I was here first" she say
"Bitch get right" I say walking off
"Mira you so damn mean" Sina say laughing as we walked to the section
"Ion play bout my girlfriend . I gets down." I say taking another shot
"News or something" by Future came on
The bitches that was dancing tonight was bad ain even gon lie
Some brown skin girl came in my face and started dancing, no exaggeration yall it was water. Ass moved like water.
I threw some hunnaids on her, she was a pretty mf too. Not better than my lady though, but that mf in my pants got excited
"You sexy as hell, what's yo name?" She ask in a soft ass voice
"Miracle, I got a girl." I say quick asf
"Your girlfriend lucky as hell, bring her to the club next time." She say in my ear
She picked up her money and walked away, good lord this girl was sexy as hell.
"Look like you finna risk it all Mira" my team Jazz said
"Shiddd, my gf crazy. I had to remember who I was dealing with." I say rubbing my hands down my face.
We stayed in the club for like 2 more hours before we headed to Jazz house. She lived very comfortable in the suburbs, and I loved her house. She had a massive ass bar also which made nights at her house the best.
"So Miracle?" Jazz asks why we in the kitchen
"Hm?" I ask sipping on my drunk, kinda feeling it
"You really like yo girl?" She ask as we just standing there
"Yeah of course, Shid I love my girl. Why you ask?" I say
"I was hoping it wasn't too late for me but I guess it is. I then liked you for so long and I'm surprised yeen notice it years ago." She said with her hand on her hip
"Jazz I never even had a clue... why you telling me this now?" I say at this point I feel the licka in my legs so I know I need to go home
"Because.." she say walking up on me and trailing her hand down my body looking me in the eyes
"Jazz I can't do this with you. I got a girl and yk that." I said stumbling out the kitchen
"Okay I'm sorry Miracle, just come back. Just stay here, you can't drive home." She said
I noticed everyone else was gone or leaving out
"Just give me a blanket." I ask
"You can sleep in the bed with me." She said smiling
"Jazz keep it cool fr" I say walking up her steps
I get to her bed and knock out cold. I didn't even change nor get under the covers, I know Chanel gon be mad as hell.
"Goodnight Miracle" I heard while I felt cover going over me
AN: okay I'm back , sorry bout that