so.. obviously id like to start with an apology. like i commented, i didnt know you guys were so behind on chapters. so the next morning after commeting that i was going to post... then shit happened.
momorial day came and it was the most frustating day ever. i had my family over(cousins) and everything was great. they showed up, i greeted the two youngest.
then the oldest walked in (the one that got played by the guy at the lake) so lyndsey is typically a bitchy person, she doesnt talk to anyone unless shes high asf.
lately, her mom has stopped supplying her with weed, so she came over not high for the first time and basically just sat in my sisters room on her phone while me and my sister talk.
i told my sister i was there for her but i hated her bf, and she understood (idk if i told you guys what happened but its not really elevent anyways) and it was actually a pretty heartfelt convo.
later i was talking abt my friend and she asked if i had friends and i got so mad and she said it was a joke but bitch, bffr, im not the person you knew 2 years ago, not a fucking goody 2 shoes.
anyways, later my cousin Colton walks in and sits down in a chair when lynzie keeps smacking him to the floor but he keeps getting up and acts like nothing happens bc she always does this. so she gets upset he isnt reacting and leaves,
later we do my cousin mollie's makeup like a clown and show everyone. we show lynn and she says it looks bad and gives her a dirty look. and the parents just stare at her so we go back to the room to take it off.
my sister says, "ugh why do people have to be so boring?" (this story is boring tbh) so my cousin gets mad, throws a hissy fit and cries to her mom. my sister and her start arguing in my living room while my mom and her mom just watch as she tries to fight my sister bc okay, she was fucking lying abt everything she told her mom we said, so we got frstrated, started crying while screaming at the top of our lungs shes lying while her mom shauna rolls her eyes and says we looked stupid, saying her daughter never lied.
anyways, after that fun little interaction we go back to my sisters room to complain abt my mom to my dad bc she doesnt give a fuck abt us when my mom gets upset blah blah blah shes still upset abt that,
and now she left today, sunday september 9th. yeah. she also wont tell us where she is and for a week since that happened we were all mad at her including my dad and wanted her to leave, so she just didnt make a grocery list bc she thinks we cant live without her.
so me and my sister made one and honestly did a pretty good job and tommorow will be like the first time we actually make dinner by ourselves for the family. but we got pretty easy stuff, just chicken sandwiches bc were plain like that, spagetti bc why not? and hotdogs bc its easy to make. we only got 3 dinners bc my dad said he didnt want to waste money if we didnt even know how to cook or if it doesnt turn out that good.
anyways, my mom says shell be close and will still pick us up from school but yeah... thats really it, ive just been grounded also fr being upset at my mom and just stole my laptop back when she left and my dad is supposed to guve me my phone tommorow.
also, mind you, we didnt just hate her for this small incident, it was the fact she always chose her sisters over her own family so we felt uncared for and alone fir months now.
but hres the thing, i highly doubt this will last long, she left all her clothes here and just wants us to see how 'hard' things are withut her, shell be back in a few days, just you wait.
but yeah, now were going to be home alone most the time like tommorow, and weve been home alone before but not for a while since my mom doesnt trust us anymore but my dad has work so hell be gone until 12:00PM which is the time i usually wake up so idrc. but tommorow should be okay, im going to my little cousins birthday party for the first time in years and i think shell be really happy we can actually go this year (not the same cousins that came over on momorial day, its my dads side of the family)
so thats it, i really hope you guys understand why i wont be posting often, my parents are going to be divorced soon and its hard to think soley abt wattpad during these times... but i love you guys and ill try to keep you updated on the family drama.