I was very annoyed when people stared to ship sabine with shin. So I gave shin a love and desited to make sabine and shin like sisters. Like kestu. So anyway...ya
Shin askes sabine about why she did all of this for ezra .takes place a little after episode 4 of ahsoka ( if this actually happens some one owes me space waffles!)
" why are you hear?" Shin growled as she sat on her bunk, taking of her armor and lightsaber
Sabine sat across the room from Shin on her bunk clutching ezras lightsaber close to her chest stroking it like it was his cheek.
" your master took ,me prisoner?" The mando said and rolled her eyes.
" that's not what I meant! I mean why are you here? Why are you doing this for this ezra character?" The dark jedi asked.
She wasent angry she was confuced. Why would she do all of this for a friend! She's letting thrawn take over the universe so she can get him back! She thought
Sabine thought at first and then spoke.
" at first I was angry at ezra for leaving me-us to fend for ourself, I have been left in the dark so much coudent bare it anymore. Our droid chopper came up to me one day and handed me a holo disk
it was ezra, apologizing for leaving me in the dark, you see. He new I would feel abandoned and alone, so when I'm sad or angry I watch it it calms me down" Sabine started
Shin sighed softly " I understand that ezra loves you sabine but that wasent what I asked"
Sabine blushed is it that ovesous that I like him! He's not even here?! Her mind screamed
" He sacrificed everything for me, for his people. Ahsoka told me that I needed to do what was right regardless about how I felt for ezra..but I coudent! And I told her I coudent. But she dident believe me! I coudent destroy the map. It was the last chance, the last hope I had of finding him! And to be honest it was a awfull choice because I just doomed the galaxy by helping find thrawn" Sabine said tears glistened her cheeks
would ezra yell at her when they reunited? Would he tell her she was weak because she chose him, Over thrawn? Or would he tell her it was alright? And that he was touched by her love for him. The thoughts raced threw her mind
" I'm so sorry i-i had no idea" Shin admitted
Sabine dident look up
" you know I felt the same thing" Shin said with a smile tugging at her lips.
Sabine perked up and cocked her head. Shin started to talk
" He was a little older than me. had brown hair and his old eyes were green
Well most of the time.. He wanted to run away from the empire
so we didn't have to kill our own kind anymore,( they were inquisoters)I joined him. We
went through job after job. And I felt myself bonding with him
more and more. One day we met Morgan elsba and then I met my
master. Baylin told me that me and my friend should join them and
since we were both force sensitive we agreed, but after a while
my friend grew tired of what he was doing, he was killing the
people he swore to protect! He tried to tell me tried to make my
listen, but I was so torn" the dark jedi explained tears also formed on her cheek
Sabine had a feeling this story dident end with a happily ever after
" He told me that what we were doing was wrong. And I believed him. He told me to pack my bags and we would escape in the morning, so that was exactly what I did. But when I woke up it wasent from my friend. It was from my master.he told me he caught him trying to get a ship and escape. He had even killed some of morgens goons. I screamed and ran to the prison cell. I was informed he would go threw shock treatment to make him sturn Evil like them. I begged with Morgan and baylin not to, but they didn't listen, they allowed me to say good bye to him, he told me that he always loved me but I was to shy to tell him I loved him back. Before he was pulled away from me he kissed me and then was dragging of, he came out as marrok" shin confessed
" oh mando! I'm so sorry shin! I had no idea!" Sabine Said
Sabine wasn't one for sympathy but her new enemy -sister ( yes I'm making them sisters by heart)
Shin sighed " you dident know. Just like I didn't know about ezra"
" soo was he ever the same?" Sabine asked
" before he died he was" Shin said
Sabine nodded urging her to continue
"This was our last conversation " the dark jedi said and replaced the scene
~a little while before~
Ah a fight! Just like the old days! Shin thought as she met the blade of a mando jedi. She defenitly isent very good though.
Shin spotted j-sorry marrok fighting ahsoka tano.
It had been so hard for shin to relize that her friend Jay, now inquisoters marrok dident even remember her! It pained her to see him after his shock treatment. He had been covered in blood, she had raised down the hallway to meet him, she imbraced him tightly, but he didn't imbrace back. Instead he pushed her away
" do I know you my dear?" He had asked
Shin had burst into tears and refused to get out of bed for a fiew days.
There were some days she missed him like heck! And today was one of those days!
She had given him a quick hug when he had gotten out of his starship, he of course brushed it of.
Now the dark jedi watched in amusement as her friend swung at the jedi ahsoka tano
She almost stopped just to watch him fight.
Shin continued to fight with sabine trying to outsmart her
But then her whole world stopped
She herd a blood herlung scream coming from her friends fight
She had hopped it was ahsoka tano. But she was rong
Shin watched in horror ad her love faceplate onto the dirt
He watched as a green mist came of of him, the green mist was what had been keeping him alive.
Shin quickly realized her love was dieing!
" no!" She screamed
She dropped her lightsaber not carring about self defense and ran to him
Ahsoka has left the scene and had run over to sabine
" let's get the map!" Sabine yelled
Ahsoka nodded and ignited her lightsabers
Sabine turned around and what she saw broke her heart
The dark jedi practically threw herself at the feet of the inquisoters.
" no Jay! She screamed and tears fell down her cheek
Somthing in sabine's heart twisted
What this dark jedi was doing exactly what sabine had nightmares about.
Her love( for sabine ezra) dieing in her lap as she would cry out and caresse his face
Ahsoka started for shin but sabine yelled
" stop! Let her morn her friend! We need to get the map" Sabine yelled
The jedi nodded and ran through the woods
Shin collapsed onto the ground next to Jay
She tore of his helmet and cradled his face in her hand
" shin!" He gasped and reached out to touch her cheek
Tears streamed from her eyes. Her j was back! But it was to late
" i missed you" She wailed
He smiled softly at her though it hert
" shin I missed you to. But I'm not going to make it" Jay said
Shin gasped " no! Don't say that"
He looked at her with big brown eyes
" I love you okey?" He said
Shin nodded
" I love you to"
finally! That had been eating away at her soul!
He beamed " I new it" Jay wisped to himself
He looked at her " I know I didn't ask last time because I was afraid...but..before I die....can a kiss you?" He asked sweetly
She smiled and nodded. She leaned down and kissed his bloody lips
He pulled away first. The mist had cleared and Jay was gasping for breath
" i wish we had more time" shin told him.
He touched her cheek again
" I will treasure every moment I had with you" he said and his head fell into her lap. His eyes nit blinking
" j? Jay!" Shin yelled and grabbed his face. She checked for a pulse on his neck but found none.
" no" She gasped and started to cry
~present time~
" oh shin I'm so sorry that happened to you" Sabine said
A few tears had slipped from shr cheek to.
Shin nodded
" when you find ezra, make sure he knows how much he means to you. You never know how long you have" the dark jedi advised
Sabine nodded
The girls layed there heads on seperst pillows and fell asleep across the hall from each other.
Shin dident sleep to much thet night through
All she thought of was Jay.