Ruby Jane
It's been 1026 days
1026 days , since I left korea since I left my cares, since I left my passion, since I left my friends ............ since I left you
I miss u
I wish I can meet u for the very last time before leaving but I know you would not let me go
I am sorry for leaving everything behind but that was the only way I can find
Things were getting out of control, if I haven't took this step I am afraid......fans would have forced u out of the group too
And I know how much you love your fans, how much you love performing on stage
I am sorry, I took the decision for u but I can't let u sacrifice everything because of me
It's better that I left everything
I know it was a difficult choice but that was the bitter truth, the harsh reality that we have to choose between love or career
U might have to end your career because of me
I am sorry taehyung but I can't let your world collapse because of me, it's better to destroy my world instead
Even though I never wished things to turn out like this , I still wish that our fans could support us
But " idols can't date !!" , " they can't live a life of their own "
I still question myself everyday
Why , why were things like that back then ??
Why can't we be together ? ?
Because we were idol ?
Though our love story was incomplete, I just hope other idols can have a complete love story
Because idols also deserves to be loved , to love their dear ones, to have a life partner to spend a life with, have a soulmate to grow old with, have a companion before dying .
Idols also deserves to have a normal life, they also deserve to date, they also deserve to get married.
...........they also deserve the support of their fans
Anyways ,.....I just hope that u r living a happier life now
Don't....miss me, alright ?
Just move on oppa ....... I think we weren't meant to be together .
And thank you for coming in my life . Those were the happiest moments of my life and I will always cherish those memories from the bottom of my heart
" Ms Jane "
" the board of directors are waiting for u in the meeting room "
" I am coming " I said as I picked my files and walked to the waiting room
As I entered the room, all the people present their stood up
I sat on the middlemost chair as everyone sat
" congratulations Ms jane , the new product was a success. It has positively increased the sales this month " One of the person spoke
" thank u, it wouldn't have been possible without all of u . Thank u for ur hardwork " I said
20 minutes later
" we hope the next product launching next month will be a success as well
Thank u all for your hard work
The meeting is dismissed " I said as I stepped out of the room
" Ms jane we have a meeting with the investors this afternoon and we have to go to the workshop for the product testing in the evening "
" alright " I said as I walked towards my office
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