Would you rather never know that you are an scp, but your Scp effects will affect all the people that you love and the people around to the point it will drive them to bad suffering slowly and painfully, you can't prevent them, and each time you try to help or do something about it, it gets worst and they die because of you.
Or
Realize that your whole life was a lie, that means you know there is something wrong with you and you find out that all the close people to you aren't who you thought they were, but secret foundation agents who pretended to be close family, friends and even daily stranger you see by and take amnesties to forget about it and pretend you don't know nothing, but they never worked on you so you pretended you don't know nothing, even though you keep buying them and using them in hopes they will one day finally work on you and make you forget.