WARNING: R-18. Matured content ahead and not suitable for young readers.
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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
"Nandito ka na pala," Kenzo said with his soft tone.
Pagkapasok ko sa loob ng bahay, dumiretso ako kusina upang ilagay sa lamesa ang mga bitbit kong pagkain, binili na 'min sa Retro. Kumuha ako sa ng plates, kutsara at tinidor.
I rolled my eyes habang nilalagay ko ang cakes sa plato. "Wala pa, hindi ako 'to," I said sarcatically.
He laughed so hard. Sumunod naman ito sa kusina sa akin at pinanood ako kung ano man ginagawa ko. Kung tumulong siya sa akin, eh 'di mas mabilis ang pagaayos ko, pero hindi!
Lyy, kalma lang! Kaibigan mo 'yan!
"Hoy, gago! May kasalanan ka pa sa akin," I glared at him. Hindi ko pa nakakalimutan abg sinabi niya sa akin! Asawa niya ako! Yuck.
"Bakit na naman? Ano na naman ba ginawa ko sayo?" Nagtatakang tanong nito. His brows furrowed.
I placed the coffee on the table. Binigay ko ang coffee nito na may pangalan. 'Yun kay Shainny, inuwi ko na lang, ilalagay ko muna sa refrigerator. Iced coffee later!
"Kumain ka na muna. Nanggigil ako sa'yo, nakakahiya at nakakadiri ka!" Anas ko sa kaniya.
Hinila ko ang upuan upang maupo ako, sumunod naman si Kenzo, pero nasa harapan ko naman.
"Diring-diri ka, ha! Chossy ka pa, ako na 'to, oh!" He smirked at me, it poked at the cheesecake on its plate. Before he took a bite of it, he looked at me stupidly. "Ano ba kasi iyon?"
Kung 'di ko lang kaibigan 'to, matagal ko na binugbog!
"Tangina mo, ikaw pala nagbayad sa mga pagkain," I glared at him.
Kumunot ang noo nito, naguguluhan. "Huh? Ako magbabayad sa mga pagkain niyo, asa kayo!"
"Ulol," I rolled my eyes. I sipping my coffee. "Sinabi mo pang asawa mo ako! Nakakadiri ka, Zorence! Yuck!"
He choked because of what he heard from me. I quickly got water from the fridge, poured the water into a glass, gave it to him. After he has finished cooking. He chuckled sarcastically.
"Ayos ka lang? Sa tingin mo gagawin ko 'yon? Gago, seryoso hindi ako 'yon!"
Huh? Paano hindi siya? Pilit kong iniisip kung sino pwede may gawa nu'n. Si Kerson ba? Kung siya, paano? Bakit niya binayad? Galit siya sa akin. Umalis na sila pagakatapos nun?
After we had a conversation about it, I went straight to the room to take a shower. I'm already sticky because I haven't showered in a while. After my class earlier, I went straight to Retro, I didn't even take a bath or a half bath. Binagsak ko na lang ang sarili ko sa kama at tumingin sa ceiling. I want to think a lot things kung ano-ano ang nangyari these past few days.
I smiled sadly. "I miss my mama. . ."
Hindi ko alam pero sa lahat ng pinagdaanan ko sa kaniya, hindi man lang ako nagalit. Hindi ako sumama ng loob sa kanya. Mahal ko siya. Sobra. I'm still her mother. Binuhay niya ako. Pinalaki niya ako. Malaking sakripisyo ang ginawa niya sa akin mula noon hanggang ngayon. Pupunta ako minsa sa bahay after first sem.
Kasalukuyan kong nagiisip nang biglang nag-vibrate ang selpon ko. Until now, naka-silent mode pa pala ito. Kinuha ko ito sa study table, at hindi na ako nagtaka kung sino tumatawag.
[Bakit?] Inis kong bungad. [Bakit ka tumawag?]
He sighed heavily. [Are you mad? I'm sorry. . .]
[No. I'm not. Ayoko lang ang naging atake mo kanina,] I said with my soft tone. [Please, don't do this again. I'm so disappointed,]
[Cath. . . I'm sorry to disappoint you. I was really worried about you. It's especially a man with you. I thought. . . I though-nevermind,]
I smiled at him na kahit hindi niya ako nakikita ngayon. [It's okay. Apology accepted!]
[Thank you!] Masiglang ani nito. [Bumababa ka, nandito ako, I want to see you,]
Nanlaki ang mga mata sa sinabi niya. Mabilis pa sa alas dos ako tumayo at binuksan ang bintana. Tama nga siya he's here. Bakit? Anong oras na rin, oh!
[Okay, wait me there.] I said before ended our call.
Nagmadali ako bumababa para kitain siya. Good thing nasa kwarto si Kenzo kaya hindi niya maririnig ang pagbukas ng pinto ko. Binuksan ko ang gate at pagkita niya pa lang sa akin nagulat pa ito. He gave me a wide smile. He waved his hands.
"Hi!"
I give him a sweet smiled. "Hi! You here,"
"Nagaalala ako baka galit ka sa 'kin because what I did earlier," he look down and napasandal na lang siya sa van na dala niya.
"It's okay. Basta ang usapan, h'wag mo na gawin," He looked at me. Titig na titig ito sa akin at mukhang nakikinig naman siya.
"Come inside?" Patanong niyang ani. My brows furrowed at hindi ko alam kung sasama ba ako.
Hindi nagtagal, nakikita ko na lang ang sarili na kumakain kami sa isang resturant malapit sa Clark. Pasta and four season lang ang in-oder ko rito. While he ordered his mine, steak an mango juice. After we eat, lumabas na rin kami at pumunta kami sa van na dala niya. Kapkapin ko sana ang selpon ko sa bulsa ngunit naalala ko na lang na iniwan ko pala sa kama. I went to the shotgun, at sumunod naman siya. Hindi ko alam kung saan na kaming next pupunta.
"Ihatid na kita sa inyo baka hinahanap ka na," ani ni Kerson, sinisimulan na niyang painitin ang kotse.
I looked at him quickly. "Ayaw ko. Sama na lang ako sayo pauwi,"
"Are you sure?" He asked at me.
I give a nodded. Pinaardar na niya ang kotse. Habang nasa intersection kami ay hindi na ako nagtaka kung ililiko sa ibang direksyon. This is my first time na pumunta sa kanila. Magkaiba ang apartment ng Control-S, sa apartment na tinutuluyan niya.
It is a long ride but it was a smooth drive. Traffic is not a hassle today. I'm already here at his condo in Clark, I just followed him while I was just behind. When the elevator opened, I also followed, he pressed which floor he was on.
"How are you? Are you okay?" Tanong habang hinihintay bumukas ang pinto elevator.
I nodded. "Yes. Tired."
"You should rest later," He said. The door of elevator suddenly opened.
Nagsimula na kaming maglakad upang puntahan ang condo nito. I saw the number ng condo at tinandaan ko pa. Pagkapasok na 'min ay sobrang linis ng condo nito. Walang kalat na makikita. Tinanaw ko rin ang bawat paligid ng kaniyang condo. Sobrang yaman niya! Kaya never magiging kami! Isang laro lang 'to! Laro lang!
Nagpaalam ako na magha-halfbath dahil hindi ako makakatulog kung 'di ako maglilinis ng katawan. Hindi na ako nagtaka kay Kerson na sumunod bigla sa C.R.
"Let's go. Quickie lang," hinatak niya ako sa loob mismo.
My eyes widened when he suddenly kissed me. I kissed him back. Every kiss I'm passionate about. You can feel the heat between us both.
He pushed his tongue inside mouth and I sucked it while he untying my top. Napapikit ako sa sarap! Halos mapasigaw ako nang hawakan niya ang bewang at binuhat para maupo sa countertop ng sink. He started kissing my neck until he reached my chest.
Napapasabunot ako sa kaniya ng sipsipin niya ang bawat nipple ko. Halos paglaruin niya ang dalawang dibdib ko at napapapikit ako sa bawat ginagawa niya sa akin. He sucked it nipple and the other hand, wa massaging my right boobs. I moaned loudly! Wala akong pakialam kung sino ang makakarinig.
"Moaned loudly, woman," he said, seducing me. "Shit. . . fuck!"
He inserted his two fingers inside mine. I close my eyes every time his finger goes in and out. As he did that to me, he gave me a passionate kiss. He sucks my lower lip. I don't know what to do because of the heat in my body. He removes his belt while kissing me. I couldn't bear to get down on the sink countertop and help him remove his bottom.
Nang matanggal na niya, sumaludo kaagad ang kaniyang alaga sa akin. Tayong-tayong ang kaniyang inaalagahan. I reached out to touch him with my hand. I moved my hands up and down shalf while looking at him tinatanggal ang pangtaas nito.
"Suck m-shit! Ugh. . " I heard his moaned na mas lalong pinainit ang katawan ko.
"How is it?" I asked with my huskily voice.
He chuckled. "Sarap. Sige pa, isa pa."
He closed his eyes habang ginagawa kong lollipop ang kaniyanv alaga.
"Kneel down, woman." He commanded.
I immediately stood up and followed what he said. He turned back for a moment and opened a drawer there and took something from there. Facing it, I saw that he was nibbling on a silver pack. He took out a lubricant and put it on the counter top. While he was opening the condom, he was holding his manhood and playing with it up and down. I hear his grunts with every up and down I do.
He looked me in the eyes. His eyes are really attractive. "Put it in, please."
At first I looked at him in surprise, but then I got what he wanted to convey. I shook it and slowly inserted his manhood into the condom. I moved my hands down to cover more. He closed his eyes and bit his lip as I did so.
After what I did, he turned me away. He slowly inserted his manhood into me. He gave me more thrusts. With every move you make, you'll know it's going to bite. Only the grunts and every movement is the only thing I can hear.
"What do you want? Do you like it?"
I closed my eyes while biting my lower lip. "Hard! Yes. More,"
Isang binti ang tanging sumusuporta sa katawan ko habang tumutulak at gumagalaw sa likod ko.
"Ah! Kerson, I'm cumming!"
I moaned after released my juice. I bit my hand to stop myself from moaning when he still moving. He entered thrust deep and fast.
"Shush. . . " he whispired on my ear. "Shit! Ugh,"
He released his juice. He gave me a few more thrusts before he removed. We were both in awe of what he was doing. We are also sweating. I don't know why CR is still here if he can be in bed. He disposed of the condom properly.
Pagkatapos ng bakbakan na 'ming dalawa ay nagsilinis na kaming katawan. Ipinahiram niyang akong t-shirt and sweatpants. My legs are still shaking in pain. 'Di ko alam na panggigil niya ang kiki ko! Sobrang laki at taba ba naman! Talagang wasak na wasak 'to!
When he came out of C.R., he was wearing a white shirt his top and sweatpants. His knot was still wet as he wrapped it around his neck, stroking his hair. He looked at me and shifted his gaze to his bed.
Bakit? Para safe lang!
"Why?" Nagkibit-balikat ako.
"Bakit ganiyan 'yan?" He pointed his bed.
Kasi naman naglagay akong mga unan sa gitna. Hindi kasi ako sanay na may katabing lalaki. Naglakad ito papunta sa tabi ko, nakaupo sa kaniyang kama.
He smirked at me when he realized something. "I'll get it now, woman,"
"Let's sleep now?" He added.
I nodded at him. Sabay na kaming humiga sa kama. Hindi ko lubos maisip na nasa tabi ko na siya. Actually, hindi ko alam kung hinahanap ako ni Kenzo. Minsan kasi tinitignan ako sa k'warto kung gising pa ako o natutulog na. Gusto niya lang tignan kung okay pa ba ako.
Humiga ako ng tuwid at tumingin sa ceiling niya. "Gising ka pa?"
"Yeah?" Patanong niyang sagot.
"Anong pangalan ng ex mo?" I asked him. Ganito ang bunganga ko, he.
"Actually, kilala ng kabigan mo, Si Erica," humarap siya sa akin at ramdam na ramdam ko ang titig nito na kahit nakaharang na unan.
"Sabi ko 'sino',"
He laughed softly. "Sungit. Wala ka naman dalaw,"
"Paano mo naman nalaman?" I rolled my eyes.
He shook his head, smirking at me. "Remember, kakatapos lang na 'tin kanina,"
"Shut up, Zack," I said, referring his second name.
"Fuck, stop calling me Zack,"
Humarap ako sa kaniya at binigyan mo siyang nakakalokong ngiti. "Daming mo alam. Sige na, sagutin mo na ang tanong ko,"
"Her name is Rhian, my first girlfriend," his tone of voice sunddenly became serious. "Don't worry, I'm totally moved-on. . . Also, totally healed,"
Good the hear that!
"Why do you want to know?"
Napasinghap ako bago ako sumagot. "Bawal ba?"
He laughed at me. Naramdaman komg nagiba ang posisyon ang paghiga nito. "Ikaw ba? Bakit may mga unan nakaharang sa gitna?"
Napatawa ako namg mahina. "Ayoko ng cuddle,"
"Bakit?" He asked with curiousity.
Napaayos akong higa at tumingin muli sa kisame. "I'm used to it before. Tsaka jowa ba kita para gawin,"
Tumawa ito. Tumayo ito sa pagkakahiga nito at isinandal niya ang kaniyang ulo sa headboard. "Baka nakakatakot ka lang?"
Nagkunot-noo ako. "Saan?"
Magsasalita sana ito nang bigla ko narealized ang tinutukoy niya. Kerson and I, this conversation became serious.
"Imposible. Ayaw ko muna sa ganiyan. Wala pa sa isip ko ang magmahal ulit,"
Paulit-ulit ako nagmamahal, paulit-ulit rin ako nasasaktan. Ramdam ko ang titig ni Kerson sa akin na kahit nakatingin ako sa kisame. I smiled.
"That's right. I do cuddle but you don't want it, too bad." He jokingly said.
Pinagliksiksik ko nang si Kerson. "Shut up!"
Tinignan niya lang ako, natatawa pa ito. Tinignan ko ito but suddenly my eyes widened because what I see right now. This is my first time na tumawa ito ng walang halong peke. Mas g'wapo siya kapag ganiyan siya. Napangiti na rin ako sa nakita ko. Halos ayaw ko nang pumikit, tila nanatakot ako baka sa pagpikit ko ay mawala na ang kaniyang ngiting na masarap pagmasdan.
"Hey woman, are you listening?" He waved his hand in front of me.
Nabigla ako at doon lang bumalik ang ulirat ko. "A-Ano. . . Kasi ulit?"
"I said, face your fear. Don't be scared," he responded meaningfully.
Nagkunot-noo lang ako sa kaniya. "Fear? Scared? Saan ako natatakot?"
"You're afraid that one day you'll wake up and find yourself in love with me," he smiled at me. He bit his lower lip and looked away.
"Because of what Sa set-up na 'tin?" I asked him. "That'll never happen."
Hanggang ngayon, naguguluhan ako. Hindi ko alam kung saan tutungo ang usapan namin. 'Di ko lubos maisip na magiging ganito ang kaseryoso ang usapan na 'ming dalawa.
"I don't think so? Maybe? How about cuddling?" The side his lip rose up and formed a awkward smile.
Lakas ng tama niya, no'! Bakit nig deal ang umayaw sa cuddle?!
"Saan banda ako matatakot doon?" Saad ko.
"You're afraid you might fall," he answered while still biting her lips. "You're afraid of what might happen."
"Hindi. Hindi ako mahuhulog sa 'yo. I'm sure I won't fall for you," I answered confidently. "Maybe you, you're afraid of falling for me?"
Tumawa ito at tinanggal niya ang nakaharang unan sa gitna.
"Gago ka no'? Basagin ko mukha mo, he," maaagas kong saad. "Bakit mo tinanggal ang 'yong unan?"
"Nothing. I just want to see your reaction, woman," he teased me.
"Ano na? Sagutin mo na, pars," taas-baba ko ang aking kilay, parang kaibigan lang. 'Di ko siya kaibigan 'yan!
"Ang alin?" He rolled his eyes.
"Na natatakot ka rin mahulog sa akin?" Bigla nagiba ang tono ang aking boses.
"I'll answer that when I'm sure of my feelings," he smiled at me.
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